
There was a sense of satisfaction when we saw the bodyguards we crossed in the basement area to panic when I saw the weak drooping. Just like Bang Jack, they think that I'm dying. Two bodyguards rushed towards the car and opened the door. Bang Jack laid me in the back seat, he grabbed me by the head, and the two bodyguards got into the front bench and immediately drove off the car to take me to the hospital.
"Stay open your eyes" said Bang Jack. "You have to endure."
I'm sleepy. How could I possibly survive the effects of sleeping pills? I can't, and I'm asleep. My eyes were closed and immediately Bang Jack shouted back to my name: Rose.
But right now I want to be myself: Emilia - a girl who is strong and can pass every death.
Yeah, where might I die. I woke up a few hours later. After going through a long deep sleep, my eyes opened and I saw Bang Jack standing next to me. I was lying in a hospital bed.
"Rose, are you human?"
I just smile, my eyes blink.
"You scared me" he said. She kissed my hand while crying and held my hand on her cheek, while her right hand caressed my face. "Don't be like this anymore" he said later. "please. I don't want to live without you."
I shook my head and made sure that there was no one else around, then I said: slowly and almost whispered, "I will not die just by injuring my wrist. I didn't cut my veins. It's just a small wound."
Practically, Bang Jack's forehead shriveled. "You mean?"
"You think?"
"I don't understand."
"Come on, brother, I don't want James to think I'm happy while he's gone. You know, right, if James knew we weren't sisters? He knows who I am. He even knows my name is Emilia."
Bang Jack nodded. "How did he know?"
"That's not important. I'm sure he even knew that Brother was a cop who shot his father. All I don't know is why he didn't avenge his father's death and it's as if he doesn't know yet. What plan? Is it possible just for the money of his father's business? It could be, right? And if that's true, he'll finish you off after he gets the money from you."
Again. Bang Jack nodded. "How does he know all these things?"
"It's definitely not from me, and don't try to suspect me."
Bang Jack was silent.
"The world is small to James. He can do anything with the wealth he has. Including searching for any information he wants. And, sorry, I'm not underestimating you. But you know, James did everything with a very mature plan. He's always two steps ahead of us."
Too shocked, Bang Jack was unable to think clearly at this moment. I know it.
"Abang, you know, I love you so much. I'd do anything for you. And I promise, I'll save you from James. You don't have to betray your profession as a police officer. I'll finish James off with my own hands."
Bang Jack is back. He took my hand and held it tight. "No," he said. "Don't do that. You're a good girl. Your hands are not for killing. I won't let you do that."
"Shhh... James is coming."
"Good night."
A nurse smiled kindly. Bang Jack's face was relieved again, and I wanted to laugh about it. The nurse came into my room just to check on me, and after that, she came out, and suddenly Bang Jack pinched both of my cheeks in a fit of anxiety. Unfortunately I had to hold back my laughter. For others, I was a victim of depression who had just attempted suicide. How could a patient like me laugh out loud in a hospital room? So yeah, that's it.
"I'm hungry. Please feed me."
Bang Jack grunts. "I'll feed you" he said. "But please, stop joking around and stop scaring me."
"alright. But let me go back to James. I knew he'd come back once he knew I was trying to kill myself. He won't let me die because he hasn't got his goal yet. While our goal is, I will reach my goal if James is in front of me."
Nnnnope. It wasn't that easy to get Bang Jack to agree to my wishes. He said he didn't want me to do it anymore. "You should have told me what you wanted to do anyway. You're making me lose my mind. I was so scared when I saw you get hurt and I thought you were gonna die. Don'tdon't. Don't try to do anything dangerous again."
I grin. "If I tell you, maybe you'll agree. Brother will definitely prevent me, won't you?"
"Rose.." -...."
"Remember...."
"Rose."
"Devents."
"Be quiet. I'm not kidding."
"Your face is too handsome to be angry."
"Not funny! Not very funny! You know, your dress time isn't right. Not exactly at all. Understood?"
"OK, okay. Come on, let's talk seriously, let me come and save our love, shall we? Please, I beg you, for our love, please...?"
Bang Jack was silent. His head shook slowly. Not to refuse, but he seemed to say that this lover was very stubborn in challenging death, or whatever he thought in his head. "What's your plan?"
"Simple. If I could be nearby, I would look for an opportunity to give him a high dose of sleeping pills then I would soak him in the bathtub until he could not breathe anymore. After that I'll put him back in bed and make him lie next to me. People will think he died after making love to his wife."
Oh, I didn't think that I could think this badly, even I planned and said it. Bang Jack gulped. He who was sitting next to me now stood up and looked at me with a frown. "You're out of your mind" he said. "How can my innocent girl...." He turned back to shake his head. "You're not the Rose I know."
"Indeed. I'm Emilia."
Jack was silent. There was shock inside him. He was about to utter a sentence but could not-do not know what to say.
"I'm not Rose. I'm Emilia Fransiska. A girl who is not afraid of death even though death is in sight. I'm Emilia. I won't die so easily even if I come close to her. No one can stop me. Not with you either. I've made my decision."
Not saying anything, Bang Jack stepped out of my ward and left me alone. But I guess, he just kept quiet outside that room - to calm himself down