Secret Sherly Angel's
Bastard Boy

My night is full of philosophy and my morning is full of illustrations

 How are you doing with a full day of diction?

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"I try not to expect you, but if my heart is a little open to eat you can fill the emptiness" said Sherly Lirih.

Between shame, doubt, and shame. What reality would Sherly accept if she foolishly dared to admit. Not for now, but I don't know for later. No one knows the heart. He could have loved without anyone understanding. Then then the sense of it went away without any excuse like its presence. 

Dave very consciously heard Sherly's confession. He's the same, but there's nothing Dave can do but tell Sherly not to expect it. Dave is not a nice guy, unlike Sherly who is beautiful and attractive. 

It's not that Dave wants to leave, but that man is afraid that one day he will get hurt. She had fought on her own, even her love story was blessed with humiliation.

Thankful that the woman once loved has not become a wife. And right now, after Dave almost got the perfect woman, the man just didn't want to rush. In other words, Dave hasn't wanted to get hurt for now.

Sherly's pretty face looks cute. Like when his ex-girlfriend arrived at the office. His expanding smile suddenly disappeared changing hues of anger and flashes of hatred. Do not forget the disappointment seen even though the woman did not reveal it.

Actually Dave didn't mean to scratch the wound in the salutation there. But in fact just a word had made Sherly lose her soul.

Dave's gaze was straight at Sherly's chest. Not the fruit, but in the middle. His breathing looks heavy. The rhythm of the ups and downs makes the soul of his man can not be free. Dave wanted to prey on it, but still had the instincts of a guard.

"In there, right in the living room of his heart, did I let the owner down?" thought Dave.

The man was busy assuming without asking first what was really going on. Various hypotheses have been created by Dave through observations that have been made.

But not for Sherly. The woman was silent because of the seep. Feeling captivated by Dave's words. Condemn the stupidity in him, but why only now reign in his mind.

Silent. Of course because the two humans were drifting in his world. Beautiful diving peeling weakly. At the end of the day, they want to start, but they don't know where to start.

"Dave."

"Sher."

Dave and Sherly said at the same time. The two were fascinated by the gaze of their interlocutors. Sherly hates awkwardness, let alone looks. The woman hated the scene of the ongoing bucin soap opera.

While Dave, the man was just as disgusted. Hating scenes that others find sweet, but he thinks are far from romantic. Damn, among the hatred actually arises curiosity.

"Shit!," said Dave in his heart.

"You used to be a miss," said Dave in the end because he did not want to be hypnotized by the beauty of a Sherly Angel, a woman who might be a candidate for future lovers.

"Em, I'm sorry Dave," said Sherly still with a bead of eyes that never tired of observing objects in front of her.

"For what?" Dave felt his innocence, and why apologize.

"I shouldn't have brought you here after my last ex-lover" Sherly replied as she was.

"I thank you for bringing me here. In this place I can better understand what you are like. At first I thought your life was very happy, it was storing various wounds. I'm sorry Sherly, I'm sorry if I get you back hurt," Dave could only speak in a raucous tone, before the hoarse tone would turn into a tight sigh.

"What's Dave paranormal? Why is it that just looking at your face can know everything? Damnit damnit! Turns out I misinterpreted it, "inner Sherly.

"Miss, can I make you happy? I didn't promise I could, but let me try" Dave asked in the end.

Hate situations that he thinks will make the devil very profitable. Once again Dave says he's a normal guy. Can pounce when there is prey in front of him. Although all this time his property has not been touched by items in inch only.

"What is that?" asked Sherly curiously.

Some women like surprises, but

not for Sherly. Surprise is not something to be expected because it turns out that the scramble for assets with shareholders is more fun.

"Let me love you" whispered Dave.

"I'm not sure of a heart that has just been broken, but let me give in. Because it turns out to be at this close distance makes my heart beat non-stop" he continued.

"If you are currently discussing about the salary application, of course I am happy to accept. But it's Dave's heart problem. You know for yourself that I just got hurt" Sherly replied, recalling the perfect memory in her mind.

On the couch that now bears witness to Dave and Sherly's closeness. Still with an illusion almost like this. Brian always comes offering happiness.! But always leave when Sherly refuses to sleep.

"Are you bastard boy? (Are you brengs*k man)," Sherly said without permission.

Dave has been with Sherly for a long time, so surely a few men realize that Sherly is a woman who has never been afraid of men. But Brian broke it. He's the guy that finally makes Sherly hate.

"I don't know what other people think of me as, but from myself I deny the existence of such an assumption. I've never hurt women, as I remember those who always hurt me," Dave spoke flatly as if pulling back to a time when his life was always bland.

"I used to adore women a lot, thinking they were like diamonds to be preserved. But one thing made me make a decision I couldn't possibly justify. Until I finally saw you. Destiny brings me to always be by your side. The company told me to be your personal secretary. And you yourself told me to be your personal assistant. The thing I never dared to imagine, is now true in reality."

"What about my question? Did all your words explain the details of my curiosity? Yes, even though there are no lowly sycophants, self-confessed themselves," Sherly said softly but sounded sore in Dave's ear.

The stupidity of a feeling turned out to bring Dave into the dark.

"Damn!," said Dave in his heart.

His brain thought quickly how to explain to Sherly that she was the woman who made her perception disappear instantly. Sherly's a woman who doesn't easily get crushed by words. Especially mere seduction. That woman needs proof not a promise.

"After the woman I once loved betrayed, I hated women. But being with you makes me understand, if in this world there is still one woman who is not like that is you," said Dave slowly because he was busy stringing words to sound perfect, so that it sounds perfect, but it turned out to only make him feel contemptible because of the rules of the language that are far from manners.

"Oh," Sherly just ber oh ria without wanting to respond further to Dave's remarks which he thinks are just like a muddle.

"Only oh? Oh Lord, what woman is in front of you right now" grumbled Dave inwardly.