RUINED MY SELF "BY YVE"
EXPLANATIONS

Yazza sits casually reading a magazine in the VVIP waiting room.

Vee grabs Yazza magazine and throws it at the table, “What do you mean by all this!” Vee grumpy.

Yazza casually looked at Yve, gesturing to the little girl.

Yve directly approached holding the hand of his mother, “We will go on vacation to Bali Ma!” enthusiastic.

Gape widened his eyes, "What?"

Yazza smiled in silence.

“Yve! My mom said it. Don't talk to strangers!” sentak Vee's.

Grim looking at his mom, “Yve is dying to go to Bali!”

Seeing Yve's sadness, Vee instantly fell silent.

He let out a long sigh then squatted in front of Yve, “Honey, we can go by ourselves next time.”

Yve gently rubbed her mother's face, “Ma! Yve knows, mama must be very angry. But Yve wants a vacation with mom and dad!”

“Papa!” pekik Vee stared intently at Yve.

Yve looked shrunk.

“Why didn't mama tell me about papa Yazza?”

Vee's eyeballs shifted sideways, glancing sharply at the Yazza.

“Shocked? I am also the same,” Yazza smiled sneered, still sitting relaxed.

Vee clenched his hands furiously. Grunting like a bull ready to butcher.

“Ma, it's been a long time Yve wanted to see papa. And now that papa is with Yve, I don't want to be away from papa anymore!”

Seeing Yve's innocent eyes, made Vee so sad.

Plus, she remembered her conversation with Ms. Tania.

It's just an adult ego.

Do not let the child's feelings be sacrificed.

“Pak Yazza can talk both?” his tone was trying to be spoken as habitually as possible.

Yazza shrugged his shoulders standing relaxed.

Vee stands up, Yve instantly pulls his mama's hand, “Don't scold papa! Papa will leave again! Yve does not want to! Yve sad,” whining with mute lips.

Vee stroked her daughter's cheek gently.

“I just don't want to see you constantly somber like this Son!”

Despite only pretending in front of his daughter, Vee's smile looks so sincere when their four eyes are adrift.

“Mama won't scold him!” said Vee softly.

Yve smiled, rubbed the corner of his eyes, “Promise?”

Nodding a reassuring smile.

Jemari Vee wiped the tears on Yve's cheek.

“Thank you Ma!” Yve smiled looking at Yazza who also smiled at him.

The face of the angel Vee instantly changed as he glanced at Yazza.

Smile disappeared.

Without many words, he preceded stepping away.

The airport corridor.

Not many people there.

Vee turns body cross arms staring at Yazza, “How can you carelessly claim to be his father!” firmly Vee.

“I don't know either, until his homeroom teacher says I'm his father. And when I saw Yve's birth certificate. Isn't there the name Yazza?”

“You think, in this world only you named Yazza?”

“That girl called me papa, and I don't deny!”

“Should you say no!” sentak Vee's.

Squinting, “Why do you keep covering it?”

The deg!

There was a terrible jolt in Vee's chest.

He was afraid that the events would repeat themselves.

“She's our daughter! Why don't you come to me and we can raise her together!”

Vee was flabbergasted to hear it.

“What?”

First, Yazza said Yve was their son. And second, he asks Vee to come to Yazza.

“Are you out of your mind?” Vee's upset.

Obviously Yunna came to him and what happened, Yunna had to lose her life and Yve was almost obliterated as well.

“You are already in your right mind!” yazza Sentak.

Vee shrieks, “How can you think he's our son, while we never talk to each other!”

Yazza breathed, “Alright, I'm sorry! It was my fault. I was so drunk that night and I don't remember anything. But I remember so much the time I forced you to kiss in the car!”

“What!” again Vee was upset not playing.

"He's completely out of his mind. He remembered the incident but did not remember who he was sleeping with?"

“So you think something happened between us?”

“Vee, I know you must be very angry. I'm really sorry,” holds both hands Vee, “We started again from the beginning. I won't make the same mistake!”

Vee stomps full of anger, “What to start when nothing ever starts in the first place!”

“I won't blame you for not admitting me. But, by not realizing my mistake and letting you suffer alone, I cannot forgive myself,” Yazza regretted.

For some reason, Vee sees the Yazza as sorry and feels guilty about this.

“Then why is he trying to get rid of Yunna?”

Nah!

Vee mustn't mention Yunna in front of him.

“How many girls have you broken?”

Bizarre, “I'm not the type to play around with! It's just really, at that time I was drunk heavily.”

Vee squinted, “If any other woman comes to you and holds you accountable. Will you be like this too?”

Shaking, “Since that incident, in my head just kept showing up your shadow. Those angry eyes and also the vexation of your face.”

Down with a lethargic face.

“For years I thought about and tried to find out who you really are. Until in the end, I had completely lost track of you! Now you show up again, not alone! But with our son!”

“Our son?” repeat Vee with a blurred vision because of the tear membrane

Cute lips.

Her tears slowly.

Taking a handkerchief in his pocket, “Sorry for leaving you alone in this long agony," rubbed Vee's cheek.

Quickly, Vee immediately stomped.

“Yve is not our daughter! So don't carelessly claim it!”

“Then why not just DNA test?”

The deg!

Again Vee had to feel a painful jolt in his chest.

Obviously the result will be positive because in fact, Yve is the biological son of Yazza.

Seeing Vee's expression, Yazza knew that Vee was simply trying to deny reality.

“Vee, I've really been trying to find you. Ask Mr. Ardi if you don't believe me. But I beg you, do not cover up about our son.”

Vee turned the body. Holding his head that was getting dizzy.

Grunting smile sneering at himself, “Easy it says our son?” mumbled wailing.

“While Yunna, she had to sacrifice her life to get her right to be recognized.”

“Yeah, this is my fault!”

Yazza's voice was getting more and more silent.

“Original you know! Since that night, the look in your eyes has closed the door of my heart to anyone. And only when you cross paths again, the empty space just feels full and crowded again!”

Frown without looking back.

“What he's talking about! Closing her heart?”

It was the most painful sentence he had ever heard.

“My price, my reputation and my good name. I guard it desperately in the hope that it will not have the slightest flaw when it comes to dealing with you later. But it took me all this time to get back to you. I don't know how many women are hurt by my rejection.”

"What the fuck?"

“I can't accept any other woman, other than you!” concluded affirm.

“Why is it like this?”

...-@,@- To Be Continue -@,@-...

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