Rain for Airin

Rain for Airin
Epsu 27. Can I Make Peace with the Past?


Airin POVs


"I'm pregnant with Keano's child. So don't go near the father of my future son again, you ja-lang!" celia's screams made me growl.


It's like a mouth when you talk.


Removing traces of tears on the cheeks, then turning around by putting on an indifferent face.


Why should we be sad too?


I have nothing to do with Keano. Want him to impregnate his ex-wife, or any woman has nothing to do with me.


Maybe it's time for me to really make peace with the past?


Honestly, my heart has been difficult to make peace despite trying. My heart is still bitter if it remembers the past, even tucked a little guilt. It was as if guilt was always running through my mind.


Maybe because I hid a child from his biological father.


But now I've done the right thing. Be honest with Keano. So there is no need to feel guilty because there is nothing to cover up anymore.


Keano already knew that Zia was his son, his flesh and blood. Enough to get there. Not more.


I approached Celia who was already standing looking at me cynically. My gaze was no less cynical than that slender woman.


"So what you say!" ketusku, still holding hands so as not to drift into the smooth cheeks of my former best friend.


"Then called what the woman who was in the apartment of another man. Huh uh? I bet you spend the night here and do a job like a ja lang, sleep in one bed with another man to get paid."


I was silent, holding back the anger. Adjusting your breath to stay calm.


"Why silence? I right? It turns out that Airin who is pretentious is a person who willing ngangkang—"


Plaque!


My itchy hands finally couldn't hold. My plump finger had now landed on Celia's cheek, leaving a trail of reddened palms there.


Oh, geez. I think I slapped him too hard. Must've hurt.


Screaming at a glance Keano who gaped at my actions. He was surprised to see the other side of me.


Yeah, I'm not the Airin he knows. I used to be an innocent, weak, submissive girl, who was always able to withstand emotions and easily forgive the mistakes of others.


And it's the circumstances that have forced me to become a more resilient woman. Dare to avenge those who have disturbed my life.


Feeling like a free spectacle, Keano had no intention of breaking us up. Good though. There won't be a bully between me and Celia. The surprised expression with the dead red face of the woman became a consolation for me.


"You call someone else ja lang? While you yourself are pregnant from your ex-husband. Remember. EX. Who here deserves to be called ja lang?" my sarcasm.


Celia Napak wants to repay me. The hand was already floating in the air. As fast as lightning I held down before touching my cheek.


Hup!


He glared, me too.


"Remember, Rin. Keano just floated talak 2 to me. So, we can refer back anytime. And I'm pregnant with her child now. So, Keano can't just take care of the divorce."


I was stunned for a moment.


Less asem! So Keano's been lying to me all this time? He said he was divorced, I thought he was divorced.


You idiot!


What do I expect from a man like him? I'm so sorry I told her about Zia. Huh!


Never mind, everything is done. Sooner or later the secret will be revealed.


Breathing to neutral again. I looked at Celia fixedly. Actually, do not want to look at the female fox, make eye pain only. But, if I keep dodging, he will continue to take me for granted.


Huft ... Take a breath ... Eject ... Take a breath from the nose ... Remove from below .... Huh, relieved.


"Listen, Cel. I don't care, you know? If you want to get pregnant with Keano or another man, I don't care. There is no benefit to me either .... "


" ... But next time if you want to find a husband look first. Seeking a spouse is indeed the right of all nations, but it does not deprive other nations of property at times. And I wouldn't do such a lowly thing. So, just take my ex. But, just so you know. Fighting alone is sick. Enjoy it," I continued.


After finishing the rant, I threw out Celia's hand which felt slightly trembling. Then get out of there. Because I'm sick of seeing two humans who used to cut samurai in my heart at the same time.


Although it does not deny the fact that, Keano does not love Celia. But, the heart of someone who knows. A big class guy like him is hard to believe. I thought that her tears when I found out about Zia were tears of anoa.


Uh, that's stupid. At that moment, I was in his arms.


Huftt, my chest is tight. Trying to regulate the breath, so as not to stop suddenly.


Seeing the togetherness of Keano and Celia, making the memory of their betrayal that was still attached clearly in my brain reappear. The pain and disappointment was hard to get rid of.


My tears are coming back down. I don't deserve to cry. Why does my heart hurt. If I'm held back any longer, my chest just gets tighter.


There was still a faint cry from Celia when I was already in the hallway of the apartment.


"Keano! Went where? I'm pregnant with your son. My cheeks hurt by slapping. Help with medicine cake. Huh, Keano!"


Basic spoiled.


Damn it, the stone man actually continued to follow me from behind.


"Watery!"


Ignore his calls, and take the widest possible step. If only I had wings, it would be like to fly through the horizon. Letting my body float, tossing in the air.


That moment of freedom reminded me of the sensation when—


"Airin, wait!"


Ah, what the hell, anoa warts are?! Bother people just shy away!


The more stupid it was when Keano had matched my steps which have now reached the basement. Because I was trying half-dead to stop my crying from being seen by her.


Brugh!


"Awhh," I groaned, as he suddenly pushed my body until this back hit the wall.


"Sorry, but please listen to me first."


"What the hell, Ke?!"


Instead of answering, Keano took off the shirt he was wearing. Featuring a thin white shirt that is still attached to his stocky body. Then he came closer to my body.


I'm riveted. This position is reminiscent of when the incident in UKS school first. The day our story began.


Stopit!


It's over, Rin. Be aware. Forget the sweet things Keano smells from your brain. The more you remember, the more reluctant you are to let go.


"Keep away from me!" my jolt, pushed Keano's body away.


The long sleeve grey crocodile shirt with black combination is now mounted epic on my waist.


What the hell does this mean?


Is she going to be romantic by covering the sleeping pajamas I'm wearing?


If you look around, my clothes are a little inappropriate. The material is too thin. Who told him to keep me in custody all night?


Where the day is bright like this, of course the sunlight is able to make my pajamas see through.


I immediately took off the shirt that was fastened with it.


"Eh, no, Rin!"


"Why? You want to seduce me? Stale, Ke! I don't need your help."