Pursuing the Love of a New Widower
(NOT) First Night

The clock is almost showing at 12 pm, and Daven can only go into the room because he was previously with Daddy Dani, Radit's father, Davian, and Davian, Kendra and Rendra were downstairs to accompany some of their colleague guests.

Once Daven opened the door to a hotel room with a presidential suite type that not only has a room in it. Because in this room there is also a kitchen, living room, and several more rooms which of course have luxury facilities. The atmosphere was already very quiet of course because it seemed like Sandra was sleeping in the room. And since it was already midnight, the others must have entered their respective rooms as well.

But it turns out Daven's guess was wrong, because in fact Sandra had not slept at all. When Daven entered the room, Sandra was still sitting on the bed with a leaning position while playing her phone.

“Not sleeping?” Daven said hello to Sandra.

Making Sandra who did not realize that Daven had entered the room became a little surprised.

“Eehh, not yet Bang. Not yet sleepy about it.” Answer Sandra.

Daven just nodded his head. His hands were busy opening the suit and also the buttons of the white shirt he was wearing.

“Guests are home Bang?” Ask Sandra. Because it feels like award. They were both like this but there was no conversation between them.

“Iya, have gone home all.” Answer Daven. “Why?” Daven asked as he turned his body towards Sandra. Showing the perfect sculptures on his body which is the result of the gym on his stomach towards Sandra.

Sandra shook her head. Suddenly feeling nervous as his eyes saw the perfect sculpture on Daven's body.

“No, no papa. Just ask doang.”Said Sandra who then turned her eyes back towards her phone again. Not strong if you have to look at Daven's body for a long time. Maybe later Sandra suddenly became an aggressive woman because she attacked Daven first.

Daven didn't realize it. Daven knew that Sandra was wrong this time. Just look at how Sandra's face suddenly looks red. But Daven said nothing, leaving Sandra to walk to the bathroom to clean herself up.

As soon as Daven got into the bathroom, Sandra was able to breathe with relief. Always like this, his heart would beat abnormally whenever Daven was around, especially when Daven was in his most seductive performance. Plus this is their first night after this morning legitimately being a couple. How can Sandra not try?

Daven deliberately extended his bath time, hoping that when he came out of the bathroom later Sandra was asleep. But in fact Daven was wrong, because when Daven came out of the bathroom, Sandra was still awake and was playing her phone like the first time Daven entered earlier.

“Sleep San, it's malem.” Daven said in his distinctive flat voice.

Sandra raised her head and looked towards Daven. This time Sandra could breathe with relief. Because unlike what Sandra imagined, Daven turned out from the bathroom was fully dressed with a t-shirt top and long sleeping pants. Basic, Sandra's brain is perverted. Sandra thought that Daven would come out of the bathroom using only a towel that covered his lower body. Okay let's forget about that. Eeeh... Wait a minute, but Sandra didn't notice when Daven took his shirt. Is Sandra too fascinated with Daven's field chest and checkered belly?

“Iya Bang, in a minute. Brother sleep first aja.” Answer Sandra.

After Daven sat on the sofa, Sandra could digest everything.

“Bang Cio doesn't sleep in bed? The power of the sofa is too small to make Brother.” Sandra. From the voice and facial expressions that Sandra displayed, Sandra tried to look ordinary as if the question was just an unimportant question and just a small talk.

“No papa, I'm afraid that if I sleep there it's disturbing and makes you uncomfortable." Answer Daven.

“Ooo..” Just a brief response Sandra showed. “Yes already, if so the lights please turn off all yes Bang, I already want to sleep and can not sleep if there is still a light that lights up.” Sandra told Daven.

Daven nodded his head, then picked up the light remote lying on the table beside him and turned off all the lights as Sandra requested. Meanwhile, Sandra, who had closed her eyes just before Daven turned off the lights, opened her eyes again. And now the room is in complete darkness. There is only some light that comes from the outside that is equally-vague to the inside.

Honestly, Sandra had no expectations whatsoever about her first night with Daven. At all Sandra did not imagine that tonight would be a romantic night between herself and Daven. No, Sandra did not dare to imagine it all. He knew enough himself not to imagine such a thing when he knew very well that Daven's heart was not his, but still belonged to his late wife.

But Sandra also did not think that Daven would choose to sleep on the sofa compared to sleeping in bed with him. Sandra thought, at least if it was clearly not like the wedding night as in general, Daven would still sleep one bed with her. Not even like this. Because honestly, this makes Sandra really hurt. But once again Sandra could not blame Daven. Sandra realized, Daven did all this because the man did not want to betray Larisa. But on the other hand, Sandra can also feel that the ego in itself does not accept what Daven is doing right now. Aren't Sandra and Daven legal to be husband and wife? But why just to sleep in one bed Daven like not to be willing. Why should it be said that the man does not want to disturb and make himself uncomfortable? Sandra had never said anything like that. Now does Sandra have to say that she wants Daven to sleep next to her so that the man does not draw his own conclusions? No-no, it would actually lower her self-esteem.

Thinking about how Daven had to keep Larisa's feelings that were clearly her body was no longer in this world, honestly it makes Sandra sad until finally tears just dripped in the middle of the darkness of this room. Now, can Sandra compete with someone who has died to win Daven's heart? At first Sandra was optimistic she could do it. But today, that optimism turned pessimistic. Sandra really did feel self-conscious. Yeah, Sandra's lost her confidence.

“It's okay Sandra, remember that your main goal in getting married to Bang Cio is not to get her heart. Except being a good mom to Aileen.” Sandra said in her heart.

Once again, Sandra used Aileen to be her encouragement and strength. Tonight Sandra re-enforces her determination to be Aileen's best mother. Sandra is also determined to bury deeply her desire to have Daven's heart. Let this feeling belong to him. If someday Daven gives his heart to her, Sandra thinks it is just a bonus for her struggle. And once again Sandra said, that Sandra was not hopeful at all.