
Feeling the truest, it's human nature, feeling oppressed and victimized when hurt is also part of human nature.
At first, Sachi receives a marriage proposal due to the difficulties of life, Nathan was initially just looking for an antidote from a heart hurt by betrayal.
This complicated relationship had started from the beginning of their meeting. Is it wrong that the two love each other now? Love never gives a signal when it comes and goes.
From the beginning of Sachi's relationship with Edric was not because of love but a sense of responsibility after Sachi made the injury to the man.
That's why, nothing makes Nathan jealous of his beloved ex-husband. Nathan knows besides his mother, Sachi only loves him.
Another case with Nathan who was from before marriage did love Keenan a, Keenan is his first love, and Keenan is the first girl who is able to vibrate his empty heart.
It is hard for Nathan to forget his first love, despite being hurt even after meeting Sachi.
Forgetting someone is not an easy thing, of course, it is not as easy as the words that come out of the typing of the fingers of Twitter netizens.
Well indeed, it can not be denied slowly Nathan's love turned on his second wife and the fate is that Nathan only realized it after his deterrent Sachi began.
Three months Nathan lives without Sachi, his world turned into nothing instantly.
Sachi himself admitted that he was like morning dew that only stopped in the morning and then evaporated in the afternoon without a trace leaving the leaves where he stopped.
In that brief, Nathan was addicted to the existence of the dew that always refreshes the morning even if only for a moment they meet.
Indeed, Sachi is the antidote to Nathan's grievance, and Nathan is Sachi's love, only, the pain that Nathan gave in the past is still a grudge of Sachi's heart.
"Is Baby happy now hmm? Is this what you want hmm?" Nathan leaned his body trying to stare at the sad face of the woman who was still sitting on the side of the bed.
"What are these words you want to hear from me? My words that want to set you free, don't they, Baby?" Pilu added.
Sachi looked up at her husband "Close, I'm tired!" Her speech.
"I'm also tired of convincing you, while you keep dictating to me, but the one thing I never get tired of is loving you, Baby." Nathan lirih.
"Maybe this love came too late, because it was only a few months before we met, but I am very grateful for the favor of God, when he brought us together even at the wrong time, I believe we love each other, I am sure, it's just that the time is not right, if we were found after I became a widower maybe Baby would never feel the pain in two right." His ideal.
"I was a fool for wanting to be everyone's hero to the point of sacrificing the woman I was supposed to fight for. I deserve to be left behind by you, right? But, what, once you're free of me, Baby will accept another man's love?" Tanyanya and Sachi still do not want to say because he was tired.
"Honest. I'm overwhelmed to convince you, I don't know what else to do for you." Smashed again.
Hearing that Sachi moved from her seat then furiously she beat her husband's chest field "Just go if you don't know how, just go now, this is my house, this is my home, you don't have the right to come here anymore, you I'm driving out now! Go say!" Her beaver.
The cup!
Sachi's beaver lips were silenced by the pagutan man who now closed his eyes enjoying the chewy object patch.
Sachi's punch turned on her husband's shoulder, however, not much stronger because his tiny hand had no effect on the figure that pushed his body to the side of the bed.
Next to Nathan's hand squeezed Sachi's nape and next to him took off the woman's hair.
Without uniting their lips, Nathan slowly and carefully laid Sachi's body that had begun to surrender and enjoy the game of his lips.
Longing and resentment still bandage the two, longing for the cause of love, and resentment for each other's disappointments.
No matter how much grudge rules the hearts of the two, it still misses winning this fight.
What proof? Now that the bodies of the two need each other, Sachi is speechless accepting her husband's gentle touch.
Nathan is unable if he has to let go of the beautiful woman who is now a mooring of his heart boat, a heart boat that was anchored to a stopover before he determines where his last port is.
The kiss starts wild, the sense of taste is getting twisted, tilted left and then tilted to the right, to get all access to the ultimate pleasure that they have not had for a long time.
Nathan still did not stop the struggle of his lips, but now his hands are also torn off his belt so as not to hurt the pregnant woman.
This time Nathan did not overlap his wife's body for fear of hurting the fruit of his love that was still growing in the woman's stomach. Nathan crawled over Sachi's body while walking towards Sachi's upper body.
"I love you, Baby." The roar of breath made Sachi bristle, oh the heavy sound of this opium was still unable to he pat.
The black dress that opened on it, making Nathan easier to reach the contents inside.
In the squeeze of the dense mound and then his lips followed to it, in his chewed pink tip belonging to Sachi to cause a sighing sound that was unable to hold the woman.
"Ough, ssshh."
Realizing that something was hardening, Nathan stopped his hot action, then stared silently at his wife's beautiful face.
On his sack all the wet traces he gave to the woman's snivel with a thin smile review "Sorry, I'm let go." Her speech.
Sachi was unmoved, I don't know, maybe because of the love that just eradicated his rejection ego. Sachi accepts even enjoying every sweet kiss of her husband.
He holds Sachi's seat over a closed 'toilet seat', then strips Sachi of his clothes to date entirely. His sleeves he singsing so as not to hinder his activities.
As much as possible Nathan dismissed his love interest, even though the wacky body waved as if ordering to taste. Tonight Nathan doesn't want to hurt the baby in his wife's stomach.
Nathan pulls the shower over the bathtub and flushes Sachi's tiny legs and washes it with soap.
Finished already the bottom, Nathan made Sachi stand up and clean the other body parts. The small towel he wrapped up slightly covered the beauty of the beautiful woman's body.
"Baby wash your face first." Nathan presses the tap lock and Sachi complies to lower his face on the 'bowl sink.
The decomposed hair slightly complicates the activity of washing Sachi's face, then with a swift Nathan helps hold the hair scattered down.
Sachi looked up at the mirror, looked at the reflection of her husband's face from there, then resumed his activities.
After removing the entire makeup. Nathan takes a small towel to dry his face, and Sachi just silently receives her husband's sweet treatment.
Nathan also turned Sachi's body around and helped comb the pregnant woman's long straight hair. There are still no words, because the two do not have the material to talk about.
Nathan brought the tiny body back onto the plain white super king-sized bed before he picked up Sachi's nightgown and helped patiently put it on.
Sachi slowly lay down comfortably and Nathan covered his body "Now Baby rest, don't think too much of anything." His words were followed with a gentle kiss on the woman's forehead.
Sachi turned her back to her husband and tried to cover the tired netra after hours of enduring the fall of the rain.
Nathan smiled, rubbed his wife's hair and went to the bathroom to clean up.
There was something she had to finish independently as well, as it was impossible to get Sachi to work together tonight while just yesterday Sachi was about to miscarry.
After some time, Nathan returned to his bed complete with sleepwear, of course after turning off the room lights and replacing it with a sleeping lamp on the nightstand.
He followed his wife into a thick blanket. In the embrace of Sachi's body from behind until the fused of both their bodies, in his smell of Sachi's fragrant hair while closing his eyes enjoying the peace of his soul.
"When Keenan got pregnant, did you treat him like this?"
"Hmm?" Nathan frowned and even opened his eyes when he heard his wife's voice "Why hasn't Baby slept? It's already night." Said gently.
"Just answer my question, are you treating Keenan like this?" Ketus Sachi repeated the question.
Nathan shakes "No." The answer.
"Lied!" Sergey Sachi.
"Why should I ask? Let's just say all your bad thoughts are true, and there's no need to ask anything more, I don't deserve to believe, do I?" Nathan continued and tightened his embrace "Now sleep." Declared.
"How can I believe it? You used to stroke Keenan's stomach with the mess!"
"When she was still my wife, why always remember the past?" Sela Nathan's.
In the dimly lit they argue back "Why did I still love Keenan, and let's just say I hurt you first, then, am I not worthy of forgiveness? Is my sincere feeling now not worth your acceptance? Is there no second chance for me? If I could choose, I would choose to meet you first and make you the first and last woman of my life. Unfortunately God said otherwise, God tested me this way." Further again.
Sachi paused for a moment to review her husband's expression "Well, I'm your second wife, I'm the one who foolishly accepted your proposal!" His inner.
"Why don't you go, this is my house!" Banish Sachi but even so she did not pull over her husband's warm embrace.
"I want to go, but, there's another Baby who wants me here, there's also a heart that doesn't want me to go, there's a greed that demands we're always united, there's a greed that demands we're always united, there are bodies that enjoy this togetherness. Let me profit from everything that happened tonight." Nathan said.
Sachi twisted the body with a shifting movement, until now the two stared at each other, the dim light from the sleeping lights was quite helpful to illuminate their faces.
"You forgot, you've been betrothed again, I don't want to be your mistress, I'm sick enough to be your mistress, now release me, ..."
The cup!
One brief kiss stopped the woman's chatter "I will never marry again, whatever punishment I will receive later, let it be my business, now sleep, if not for me, at least for the sake of the future Baby who's in your belly." Nathan Said.
Sachi nodded and turned her body, turning her back to her husband.
"Don't forget to pray before bed, pick up your sweet dreams." Nathan smiled as he tightened his embrace once again "I'm willing to even get torment in your dreams, just go inside I'm happy enough." Said whispering.
Thick blankets, sleeping lights, even all the expensive things around them, as if to witness how unwilling Sachi and Nathan are to lose each other.
Somehow tomorrow, it was still too blurry for them to look at. Without realizing it, actually with heart-to-heart talk like the quarrel they did tonight, is an effort to improve the quality of the household to sakinah.
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