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"Don't wait for me! Whatever happens don't wait for me!!" Jerky William.
"Why are you so selfish?! I did it because I love you! I love you so much that I want to do this, because you're important to me!!"
"But it makes me overwhelmed, Adel.you burden me with your feelings"
"What?! Don't talk like that!! Are you seriously saying that?!! You burdened? Then what about my feelings? Have you ever thought about it?!"
"Adel, what if I don't survive? You're going to be sad, right? You will continue to cry and be sad because of me! It's weighing on me! All this time there was me who could wipe away your tears, but if I wasn't around, who would wipe away your tears?!! Don't waste your time on people like me!"
I've taken so many precious things for you, your family, your time, your love, I'm such a jerk saying this, but Adel, for me.....Seeing you grieve and knowing you will grieve because my departure is more painful, there is no me beside you, there will be no one to wipe your tears as I do.
"But there is hope! fifteen percent success, there is still hope! Why are you so petty about this Will's sister ?"
"Adel, do you know fifteen percent is very far from fifty percent? it was very far from a success" William replied sadly.
"There is such a thing as a miracle! We can pray! The magic is always there! I believe that, even when Adel wanted to have a papa first, Adel prayed every day to have a papa like Papa Ben, and now look! papa Ben is my papa!"
It's tragic Adel, you don't know the truth of it all, I wouldn't be able to see you again if you knew the truth that happened. You should be able to have a happy family, instead have to separate from your real father, it's tragic, even you don't know what your mother has experienced when she got you.
"Stop this conversation, I'm tired....." William immediately left Adel who was crying bitterly.
"How could he say that? The person I love is just him, the man I love is just him, why can he say to me to find another man after he leaves? Maybe all my life I'll never be able to find your replacement"
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The tomorrow......
After a violent argument yesterday, the two were reunited at the same dinner table to enjoy breakfast. The two looked at each other and exchanged glances.
William exuded his sense of regret, and Adel looked at him with a deep hurt look.
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"What?! Nah! I'll be here until your operation is over! Point!!"
"Go home, and don't wait for me to come back, because I won't survive"
Plakkkp.. Adel slapped William very hard.
"How.... how can anyone say that his life is worthless like that? How could you not appreciate your life like that?! There is still a miracle!!" Shouted Adel in annoyance.
"Miracles exist for people who believe in them! I don't believe in miracles!! I never believed it!! If the miracle exists, I don't want to be born, if the miracle existed, I shouldn't have wanted a father in my life"
William revealed the contents of his pent-up heart just like that.
"What does that mean?" Ask Adel.
"Anyway! I don't believe in miracles! There is no way a miracle can come to me! So go and don't wait for me!"
"If you don't survive even if I want to stay with you until the last second, I want to take you away, don't stay away from me with such hurtful words" Pinta Adel with a trembling voice.
"What's the use to you anyway? You'll only cry when you know I'm gone, you'll only be sad to see me go! Can you understand I hate to see you so!"
"I promise I won't cry in front of you, because that's why Will's brother let me stay with you until the end, because I believe the miracle exists, because I believe it exists, I'll bring you that miracle with the prayer I've always said to keep you safe"
William's tears were dripping profusely on his cheeks. He was sure that he would not survive that little success, he did not even believe the miracle that would come with prayer.
I deliberately became a jerk to you even though my heart ached, I didn't want to be the loser guy who made the woman he loved by forcing her to send me away with tears. Your tears are too precious to weep for a man like me, a sinful man, who has taken away your family.
Adel approached William and hugged William tightly.
"Let me be by your side, until your last moment, I know your great love for me, I can understand all your words because you are anxious for me and because you love me, but don't push me by telling me to find someone else"
"But you will suffer with me, you will only grieve with me"
"No, even though I'm sad, but it's not because I'm with you, it's because I'm sad about your fate, but every time I'm with you it's always good for me"
William is still in his own mind, he is looking for many cases - similar cases as he experienced. Most of the cases he read did not end successfully. Many operations are unsuccessful and do not end successfully. William even saw a video recording of several families who were sad because of the death of their loved ones.
William didn't want Adel to cry like that. William just wants Adel to keep smiling happily, it feels like his life is always a sorrow for others. Even Adel, the person he loved, had to accept the grief and misfortune of being with him.
"Adel, can you promise me?"
"What's that?"
"If I go, please don't cry for my departure, even if you cry never cry for more than an hour, and immediately find my replacement, you're too good for a man like me, find another man who can make you happy, don't look for one like me"
Sorry, sister Will, Adel cannot promise you that, Adel will not promise that because Adel knows that you will survive, Adel is sure there is a miracle for you.