My Lecturer My Beloved
POVs Iqbal

Iqbal stepped up with a face that looked crumpled. He went into his study and leaned his body into his great chair. He is so upset, because Lisa does not remember anything about him, even still accusing him of being 'a jerk' and does not believe that he actually saved Lisa.

POVs Iqbal

I fell in love at first sight with a little girl, whose age was far away from me. She was so sweet in my eyes, as she displayed her smile. Unfortunately he was a lot different from me, because he seemed to have a decent life, in contrast to my orphaned self who was just looking for a bite of rice was very difficult. Lisa .. yes, that little girl's name is Lisa.The little girl who made me have the motivation to succeed. The success I will enjoy with him later.

Thank God for giving me above average intelligence, so I could finish high school at 17. I also even got a scholarship for students to study at a top university in Indonesia and successfully graduated in just 3 years. Once graduated, God again showed His kindness to me by offering me, a job at a large company that is Wijaya Group, and one thing that I know, I know, I work at the same place as Mr. Satria, the father of Lisa. But at that moment, he never once glanced at me. During work, I always save, to be able to set up my own business. Finally in the 3rd year I worked in the company, God finally answered my prayers, so gradually I began to be able to build my own business, he said, which of course has the support of Suseno Mahardika President at Wijaya Group. Tired up? of course I'm tired. But once I remembered my purpose in life, and imagined Lisa's smile, it made me come back excited.

What about Lisa? of course she grew up to be a very beautiful girl, which I could only look at from afar. Well, if I may say I'm a 'Stalker loyal', but I'm definitely not dangerous. Almost every day I stalked her, without daring to appear in front of her.

I also know that he bullies his friends a lot, and I'm very sorry about that. But strangely my love did not diminish in the least. Wh why? yes, because I know that behind his arrogant nature he remains a good person. He is arrogant and likes to bully people, because he needs attention. He wants to be the center of people's attention, so he wants to be friends with people who he thinks are his level. He did just that, because he didn't get the attention of his two busy parents out there. His father was busy working while his mother was busy with her social gang. Hence when there are people he sees more of than him, he will feel his position is threatened and will do various ways to get rid of the person.

I was eager to reprimand her not to be 'arrogant'. However, when I was about to do so, I saw that in fact he was not entirely arrogant. I see that he still has 'empathy' in people who can't afford it. Yeah, I've seen him share food with people on the street, and of course he does it himself and is unknown to his friends.

I was so devastated, when I was successful and wanted to appear in front of him, I found out that he was no longer living in his house because his papa was caught with corruption. However, I am very sure that Lisa is my missing rib, and one day I will definitely find her again.

Again God showed His kindness to me. When I visited my resort in Bali, I accidentally saw the face that I missed so much was walking alone on the beach. I wanted to greet him, but the impossible time and situation where I was with a client, made me cancel greeting him. Luckily I had a quick-witted assistant, who with just a glance, already understood what to do.

Why would I say I saved him? yeah, because I was the one who saved her from selling Lisa to an old man. With the woman standing, he offers Lisa his daughter to the old man, as a debt payer. And if I remember it until now I still want to kill a woman who does not deserve to be called the mother.

I was so angry, frustrated to hear that my men failed to bring Lisa to me, especially when I knew that the ones who helped her were a man and a young woman. I wanted to kill my men, but I wasn't that cruel. I keep thinking positively that Lisa and I will stay together. I don't know where that kind of thinking came from, which I obviously believed in.

If people say I'm crazy, I'm crazy. Because my love for Lisa drives me crazy. To hell with people saying that what I feel is not 'love' but 'obsession'. Not those who know me, but myself know how I really feel. Because honestly, even though I love Lisa, I still support her choice. If he already loves a man, I have promised in my heart to let him go, even if it hurts. Am I wrong if I force my will to marry her now? not blaming? he has no partner and no longer loves anyone.

He said he didn't want to marry me because he didn't love me. Sick? of course it hurts. But I tried to smile in response. I said in my heart, "it's okay you don't love me, the important thing is that you stay by my side. Let me love you, for that is more than enough. And I'm gonna keep trying to make you love me too."

I felt bad when she finally agreed to marry me, just because I let go of her mother. I was puzzled as to why he was still thinking about his mother, who was clearly not thinking about him at all. But I was touched when she said "however she is still my mother," But to hell with it all, which is clear now that she has agreed to marry me, that's more than enough for me. Now the thing I'm gonna do is, 'try to make him love me, too'.

POV Iqbal end

"Fuck, get me home now, you son of a bitch!" lisa's scream while banging on the door of her study, making Iqbal's daydream instantly ambyar. Instead of being angry, Iqbal smiled, he considered Lisa's curse, a song for him.

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