
Meanwhile, Exsel is in his office. The man looks focused on his leptop screen. His gaze was indeed focused on the leptop screen, but he thought not.
Actually realized earlier Exsel continued to think about the woman he loved, who was none other than the Princess, his wife.
"When will I be like this? Will the Princess be patient with me?'' exsel says monologue with himself.
Every human has limits of patience. Exsel knew that, as well as his wife, the Princess is just an ordinary man, anytime, sooner or later the woman must have melted, exhausted her patience.
"Do I have to tell you my true condition right now?"
Should Exsel be honest now, between yes and no. His heart said yes, but he thought not. What if the Princess will leave Exsel if she knows the truth? Exsel could not imagine what it would be like, if it really happened.
Suppose, time can be turned back, Exsel wants to fix everything. But that was impossible, only regret that he now felt. Exsel never thought that he would be exposed to this rare disease.
Long ago...
When Exsel was still in college, he was famous for his delinquent man, a hobby of consuming minimal alcohol, until he consumed illegal goods.
Initially Exsel felt ordinary - usually, instead he was comfortable in his sloping zone.
But one day he overdosed, until Exsel was unconscious.just about his life was lost, but God still gave him a chance.
Still lucky, at that time Exsel could survive, but not a young matter at that time, making Exsel back to normal, his parents desperately brought Exsel to various countries, he said, until finally Exsel can return to normal life, Exsel had a nervous breakdown where his nerves do not function properly. Can't walk, speaking unclear, his condition at that time, really pay attention. All the struggles Exsel's parents had done, but there was no result at that time, Exsel's parents had almost given up, but at that time anyway, the miracle came, Exsel could recover.
Exsel began to rise again, he organized his life, opening a new page. It really makes Exsel aware, God has given it a chance and Exsel will not waste the opportunity. Until finally Exsel can be successful as it is now.
But Exsel thought the effect of his mistake was finished, but it was not. Hard to believe and never Exsel. Maybe because it used to take too many drugs, resulting in him experiencing erectile disorder or to the inability of a man in maintaining an erection, or in the medical world usually at a as 'Erectile Dysfunction' also called 'Impoten'.
Exsel's parents already know this, even they have invited Exsel back to seek treatment, but still no results until now.
That is the reason why Exsel always rejects the Princess, never even giving an inner living to his wife. Exsel could not be frank with his wife, because he was afraid, if the Princess knew that he was an Impotent man, Exsel was afraid if the Princess left.
Because maybe Exsel will never be able to provide an inner living for his wife forever. But there is something strange too, Exsel had tried to contact with other women, because he wanted to make sure that the disease he suffered was, not true, had several times hired women at night, because he wanted to make sure that the disease was not true, Exsel wanted to try to relate, but Exsel had absolutely no passion, no stimulation at all when coming into contact with those women. But unlike the Princess, Exsel felt the stimulation, but his junior was still reluctant to get up. I don't know, Exsel's confused.
I don't know, if the junior is not awake yet, because Exsel always gives limits when the Princess tries to seduce him, Exsel never long let the Princess touch him, because Exsel, because honestly he was also tortured if he had come into contact with the Princess he had to withstand the burning desire in his body.
Or indeed because the disease he suffered was true in his pain, so that his junoir did not tighten when he came into contact with a woman. His wife's daughter was able to provoke his passion, but could not make Exsel's junior wake up.
Had crossed Exsel's mind, he wanted to do this more than ever to the Princess, but there was no confidence at all. Exsel was afraid to make the Princess disappointed, when the Princess wanted it, Exsel could not give it. Because of her rare disease.
Exsel was roughing his hair. Miris indeed, he thought. Exsel, Exsel, feels that he is not a perfect man, precisely a perfect husband, can only give love, affection and attention to his wife, only, while the pleasure of Exsel never give. Will such a household survive? And happy forever?
"Boss.." a voice called out to him, because it was too late in his daydream, Exsel did not realize now his assistant was in his room.
"Damn, ngagetin aja lo," Exsel chuckled at Doni. The other is his assistant.
Doni is seen shaking his head, then he pulls the chair in front of the Exsel table.
"As much as gaban gini, time is not real!" sahut Doni a little ketus.
"What's wrong?" ask Exsel later.
"Gue just want to ngingetin aja, later in the afternoon there is a metting with Diamond group company!"
"Vice it, you come. I'm sorry to meet the one who owns the company," Exsel declined. The owner of the Diamond group company, a woman named Liany, a beautiful woman, sexy, but somehow Exsel was disgusted to see the woman, what else when Exsel remembered the woman had teased him.
"But he said he wanted to meet with the first director of the company. Otherwise, he said he would cancel our cooperation!" obviously Doni.
"Qc.." Exsel clucked in annoyance.
"It's bro, for the sake of our company." persuaded Doni.
"We? This is my company." Exsel.
"Yes, yes, whatever, but for sure you should come, I'll be here again" concluded Doni. Without waiting for an answer from Exsel, Doni immediately passed from his superior's room.
Exsel rubbed his face violently, for whatever sake, in fact he was very lazy to meet with this one client. If because it is not related to the company, Exsel has made sure to reject it.
The afternoon came...
Exsel and Doni are on their way to a restaurant, where they will meet Liany. About 20 minutes journey. They finally arrived.
They immediately entered the restaurant, he saw Lyani was sitting sweetly waiting for their presence.
"Ah shit, why is that goddamn assistant coming along," muttered Liany.
***
Meanwhile, the Princess is sitting pensively, she is still reminded of her husband's attitude.
"Put.." the soft voice of the mother-in-law who called out to her instantly dissolved the princess' daydream.
"Eh, yes mah." said the Princess, looking at her mother-in-law.
"How's this? I don't have the heart to see my son-in-law like this go on, did I tell you the same real Princess about Exsel's condition!" mamah Mawar murmured, as he walked closer to his daughter-in-law.
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