My Husband Is My Secret Lover
I love your eyebrows and your eyes

"What's? try repeat?" I said I pretended not to hear her words.

"Call me Mas, Honey or Papa.. It's kek An." He said without hesitation. I laughed when I heard all that. Since when is Yoshi this, my inner.

"Oh Yosh. "I said I couldn't over-react.

"What's the problem An, aren't I your husband?" ask while staying focused on driving.

"I'm still very awkward with this relationship Yosh." I said seriously.

"Then remove this awkwardness starting with the call of love." He said while raising one eyebrow. Again those eyebrows caught my attention, those eyes and eyebrows have been my favorite part for some time.

"Yosh, I love your eyes and eyebrows." I said unconsciously. I immediately smothered my mouth but it seemed too late, Yoshi had already heard it.

"A-pa An ?" He asked without hesitation while stopping the car abruptly.

"It's nothing." I said briefly. I don't want to make it bigger.

"No, you said something. Try to repeat again" he said, bringing his face closer.

"It's nothing, it's back in the car." I said I didn't dare look him in the eyes.

"Say or I will... " Yoshi said hanging. I hate hanging sentences like this.

"Or what... " I asked the more I avoided the crush of that radiant face.

"Or am I going to repeat last night here, look isn't this place pretty quiet and romantic?" he said while looking out the window. True, this street is very beautiful but quiet there are only evergreen trees around.

"Yes-yes okay. I'll be honest. I love your eyes and eyebrows, "I said sparingly. I don't want to linger in Yoshi's confinement like this, what else to repeat last night here, which is true.

"You like my eyebrows and my eyes? That only?" It was like being dissatisfied with my confession.

"Well, what else. I've run the car." My answer.

"What's wrong, it's a great start. First the eyes and eyebrows, then which other part will you like about me An?" Ask again, pointing my hand at hers under the wheel. Oh my God, I never thought, he'd do this.

"That's it Yosh, stop all this. You pervert." Gruntsku annoyed.

"Call my darling and I'll continue this journey." He said he still wanted to tease me.

"Yosh hurry up. I'm getting tired of this." I said half screaming.

"Call baby first, is it hard ha?" His words again still did not budge.

"Darling the car... " My words are shrivelled.

"I didn't hear." Yoshi said as he brought his ear closer to me. Really sucks.

"Yoshi Darling.. We continue the journey.. " I said by bringing my lips closer to his ear.

"Ready darling! " Answer answered while laughing.

Cupp..

One kiss landed on my lips. A short kiss but warm. It left me silent for a moment before he finally drove his car back.

Finally, the unimportant debate passed too. Even though he managed to steal one kiss from me, it's okay it's not the first time he's done it to me.

****

Finally we arrived at a cafe, at first glance this was like an ordinary cafe like other shops. I don't know why Yoshi brought me here.

"Down baby." He said as he grabbed my hand out of the car.

Without asking, I just followed him. Entering the cafe that has a minimalist design.

"An, this is Mama's favorite cafe. There is Asian food here. Wanna try?" yoshi asked while showing me the menu list.

Look at this cafe. I remember the first time I met him. When I was a Barista cafe Kopitayo in Jogjakarta.

At that time a haughty man ordered a cappuccino with art in his arrogant style. I could even imagine what if I became his wife. Will he still be that arrogant to me.

Then he made a noise in the tavern, making me scolded all out by my two bosses. I was very upset with him at that time, before I finally knew that he was the investor cafe where I worked, as well as the loan shark who had been blackmailing me.

She threatened to marry me by force if my mother couldn't pay off her debt.

Yes, that man is Yoshi, and look now he actually married me. I couldn't believe it at the time that I hated him so much. Even to see him again I don't want to.

But fate said otherwise, the hatred was now beginning to erode, I began to feel a strange vibration in my heart every time I got close to him.

"Darling, what message do you want?" Yoshi's words spread my daydream.

"Eat or drink? There's jasmine tea here too, really Indonesian jasmine tea An." Yoshi said, but it seems like I don't want to order that.

"Yosh, I just want some camomile tea." I said pointing to the menu.

"When have you liked camomile?" asked Yoshi in surprise.

"Since working on the ship, I used to consume it before going to bed." I said while looking at the menu.

"An, can I ask you a question?" Yoshi.

"What's? Don't tease me anymore. I want to relax now." Lazy say.

"I'm serious An, have I been troubling you all this time?" Ask with a flat face.

"Do I need to answer?" my many. He knew all along that he was the one who made my life fall apart but still asked.

"So I really made you suffer?"ask Yoshi again.

"Yoshi Yaya.. Very!" answer's short.

"I'm sorry An. Even you had to work on that ship just to get my money back." He said softly I could see the look of regret implied in that face.

"That's Yosh.. I was very happy working there anyway. Even I met some really fun friends." I said I was trying to make him stop feeling guilty.

"Do you really want to forgive me An?" the seemingly sincere question.

"Yes. But why did you follow me to Yosh's ship?" my many. I've been curious about this for a long time.

"Because I love you An. I don't want to be away from you." Yoshi said while holding my hand.

"Omong empty!" I said, shaking off that hand.

"Really An, I don't like to see you close to that Reza worm strip." Yoshi said, God, why is he carrying Reza's name here.

"Don't make things up. If that's your reason why you're still extorting me and taking all the money I paid after that. You duitan eyes!" I said with annoyance. Yoshi is absolutely outrageous.

"Who said An? Look at this." Yoshi said while issuing a gold debit card.

"What's this?" ask me while looking at the card.

"Debit card dear.. " She said while rolling a lazy eye.

"Yes, I know, it's a debit card, but why are you showing it to me?" my many.

"It's yours." Briefly talk.

"Speaking clearly Yoshi, I don't need this card I still have money. I'm not a double eye like you." I said pissed.

"Dear listen. I keep all the money you've paid me all these years here." He said, handing the card to me.

"WHAT?!" I wonder.

"Dear, all your hard work I've kept it here. I wouldn't use that money at all if you knew." He said without hesitation.

"What other empty omong is this Yoshi? Haven't you been blackmailing me and my mother and now what else is this?" I said demanding an explanation.

"Yes right. I'm sorry An." Yoshi said, again he apologized to me.

"Yosh, why don't you use this money for something? Isn't this your right? " manyaku wonder.

"I told you, I fell for you An. How could I possibly use the money of someone I love for my own sake." Yoshi again confused me.

"But why? What is your reason Yosh. Don't associate this with love. It has nothing to do with it." I said getting upset.

"There is another reason for An." said Yoshi lirih.

"What?" my many.

"I can't tell you yet." Yoshi said while tightly grasping my hand. I began to see the greenish veins begin to appear on the surface of his white skin. I haven't seen those burly hands full of greenish muscles in a long time.

Now I'm beginning to understand. Every time Yoshi was like this there must be something that really shook his soul. No, I'm not going to continue this conversation before my husband turns into the Hulk and wreaks havoc in this cafe.

While the grip of the hand began to turn into a grip and felt very painful.

"Yosh's.. Yoshi. "my words broke his daydream. I don't know what he was thinking at the time.

"An, no matter what happens don't ever leave me." Yoshi said, I feel like there is a wound in that speech. A kind of wound that he had been alone all along.