MY CEO IS THE FATHER OF MY SON
Ep 154s

Jeremy today took Rafka to school, he occasionally looked at his nephew who had been sitting quietly. The boy was not as usual who was always active and cheerful even many questions that were always issued by the boy.

“Hey boy, why? Just quiet. Om not a statue, chat dong” said Jeremy who seemed to understand the mood of Rafka.

“Hehehe sorry Om emy,” Reply Rafka with a small smile.

“NO problem, tomorrow ponakan handsome Om birthday want what?” ask Jeremy.

“Serah Om Emy aja want to give anything to rafka”

“Kok that, let's say what to buy. Or want his birthday we are happy at that time we invite you” friends concluded Jeremy.

“No need to, I don't want to be taken. Papa same mom is not home, so I don't want to be loafed”

“And there is Om Opa, Oma the same sisters who are older. We are not happy pa-pa, it's my fault papa you are busy.we are happy without them” Jeremy is trying to go to the nephew to look cheerful as usual.

“Nggak ah, mending bring a lot of food to the school Rafka aja later looted the same cement at school” proposed the boy who has his own thoughts.

“Serious just so, you don't matter not in rayain”

Rafka shook his head briefly, a sign he was convinced of his wishes. For what is also celebrated, his parents are not at home.

“Ya already later Om said the same Opa then, whereas papa you asked Om to make a party for you” said Jeremy occasionally saw Rafka.

Rafka did not catch him, he was more focused on seeing Jeremy's phone that he borrowed to play the game. Yes he borrowed his Omnya phone in order to play the game, because the iPad is held by his sister and will not be given before the weekend arrives. It was all on orders from his father.

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“Sadly this morning I finished a meeting with a client I called Jeremy he had me make a party for Rafka” Rendra walked up to his wife who was combing her hair in front of the glass dresser.

“Thank God if you have said, I feel very guilty with her. she is tomorrow birthday but we are not the same she” Adiba looks sad staring at her husband.

“Udah do not be sad, tomorrow we want to go home. How else today can not ticket kita” Rendra trying to make Adiba not sad he holds the shoulder of his wife.

“We'll be home tomorrow, we'll be home tomorrow. Rafka's birthday is already past mas,”

“Hopefully yes mas,” replied Adiba hesitated, because he understood what his son was like. these few days since the nature of Rafka changed, he said, and when he was in Paris he realized that Rafka needed not all that but affection. True affection, since the eldest son had a sister he lacked affection and constantly asked to understand as the eldest son. Though all this time his son had been lacking in affection because of his problems first and Rendra.

“You're on cue, dream of what.?” asked Rendra who saw Adiba looking down smabil quietly holding a hair comb.

“Mas, later if we are already in Indonesia. I beg you not to press rafka tell les, tell this it. You realize no, he needs our affection since there is a little brother he lacks affection from us. Anything is told to give in, anything is told to do its duty as the firstborn. Without us knowing we have pressed him mas, and did not pay attention to his mentality” Adiba heard and immediately spoke like that to her husband. He can't stay silent at the moment when he realizes Rafka's change.

“Who's neken dear, we don't neken him. I just taught him how to be the eldest son and an older brother in the future”

“Iya I know mas, but the way is wrong. We guide him to his future slowly as he grows older, so he does not feel burdened from small”

“I see he is not burdened at all, he enjoys it especially when he can toy he seneng kan”

“Iya it's the outside of mas, but inside we don't know mas. The reason he's a little changed now I think because it's a mas, you can ask him to teach or whatever but you also don't limit him to play or anything. She is a child who needs entertainment, adults only if a lot is done she also needs entertainment kan” Adiba stands looking at her husband trying to make her husband understand the way he thinks about Rafka.

“Rafka was in desperate need of affection mas, he for five years less affection from a father and his father was you mas. After meeting you, he was very close to you even me who had been with him, he was not that close as I was what you were he was looking for. And once she has this sister and you rarely play with her she steps away from you. That's because he feels you don't love him let alone you love him a lot of tutoring and told him to learn a lot so that your meetings are rarer, you must feel he changed, he said, maybe because it was mas. She thinks you do not love her, explained Adiba staring expectantly her husband agr understand.

Rendra silently seemed to think about the words of the wife, is really what his wife said about Rafka's feelings. Maybe her son felt that he did not love her. But what he is doing now for the good of Rafka is also in the future.

“Mas, do you hear me?” ask Adiba because Rendra did not respond at all.

‘OK, then reduce tutoring him. I also will not deny him to play the same friends”

“good mas if you have such intentions, sorry really yes mas not nyamain your way of teaching equally papa. And that does not mean papa misdidikan you, but just the parable alone.you used to always be asked papa to be what papa would be, it is, you were brought down this was in leskan also charged so the brother responsible for Jeremy is required to continue the papa business but what you finally argued. You do what you want until something bad happens. Well the possibility of all that will also befall Rafka mas, if you continue to neken him to do what you want, let him process like other children.” Adiba advised her husband.

Rendra's mind seems to drift into the past, where what his father did was the same as he did today with Rafka. True also the words of his wife, he should not do that which will even make his son revolted later. He does not want his son to be a bad man like he was.

“what you said dear, I should not have done that to Rafka. I feel guilty right now to her, she's still a child shouldn't I demand her much. Why don't I realize about it, I did the same thing papa did to me, my God I almost made my own son into a bad person like I used to” Rendra looked frustrated, I was frustrated, he rubbed his face harshly regretting what he told his own son.

“It's been a while, don't regret it then let it pass. What is important now is that we try to be better as parents for our children. And tomorrow when we return to Indonesia we must apologize to Rafka mas” Adiba replied while rubbing her husband's shoulder

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T.B.C