My (Ex) Boyfriend's
Thirty-three

Fabian frowned confused to find Nadia who was still struggling with a blanket. His steps approached Nadia who was still not aware of his arrival, slowly approached and ended up sitting on the edge of the big bed.

"Nad why?" Ask slowly.

The face down body turned around, turning wide to find Fabian who was suddenly in his room. Nadia quickly wiped away the tears that continued to flow nonstop, her eyes moist and nasal congestion snot felt now.

"F-fabian? Since when are you here?"

"Why are you crying, someone hurt you? Renald?"

Not answering Fabian's question, Nadia was sobbing. Mina's words were still ringing, the woman really held the deepest grudge against Nadia. His cries eased as Fabian hugged his slender body, rubbing his shoulders as well as his back slowly.

"If it was Renald who hurt you, now I would fly to his country to teach a lesson." Fabian's fizzle is inflamed.

For whatever sake if this is the behavior of Renald, Fabian will not give mercy because it has made Nadia cry alone many times. If only he had not come, Fabian believes Nadia would be like that until tomorrow even the next few days. Fabian knows exactly what Nadia is like.

"Not Renald, this has nothing to do with Renald." Whisper raucous.

"Whoever, just tell me. Is that guy threatening you?"

Nadia's face sank further into Fabian's field, "He threatened me to keep you away Fab, he wanted me out of your life."

"D-he, who is he?"

"She said I was your bitch. I don't deserve you-"

Fabian gently rubbed Nadia's cheeks giving her composure while wiping away the trail of tears, "Stst, shut up! Don't listen to the talk, you're not Nadia's bitch." Soft whisper.

Nadia's emotions just got hooked. I don't know what made him inflamed, Nadia let go of Fabian's loud crib and looked at the man before her naggingly.

"Can't Fab. It's not the first time I've been yelled at by a bitch, it's been so many times and I'm fed up. If by leaving you my life is quiet, I'll do it." Nadia snapped with tears that were still flowing.

Fabian looked at Nadia irritatedly and hugged the woman back tightly, "Talk what are you Nadia? Stop saying anything unimportant! You can't leave me, I won't leave you either." Strictly speaking.

"lik! Slowly you'll leave me Fabian. Slowly you will forget about me and focus on your life with Selsa." Isakan Nadia again sounded, heartbreaking. Fabian shook his head softly, watching Nadia sobbing in his arms making her rations careless.

"Nadia listen to me! I love Selsa, but I love you too. I don't want anyone I care about to leave, including you. Stay here, I'll do anything to anyone who dares to hurt you."

"I'm not strong Fab, quite a few years ago I pretended to live a quiet life as if there was nothing. I'm depressed, they're pushing me." Lirih Nadia riled.

"Ststst hasn't said much. Calm your mind, don't do anything I don't want to do. If you ever hurt yourself again, I'll never forgive myself."

Nadia looked up at Fabian's bead that was also staring at her, "Don't go ya Fabian." Whispers watered.

"I'm here." Fabian nodded, his hands outstretched gently rubbing Nadia's tears.

"Don't ever avoid me or dump me again, I only have you Fab."

"No going to Nadia. I'll keep it next to you, for it's back to how it used to be. I'm always waiting for you to be the old Nadia."

Nadia deliberately did not answer and just kept silent hugging Fabian. After lowering her gaze, Nadia again thought about the words she would release, afraid Fabian would stay away. But his determination was already round, taking a breath and exhaling it slowly.

"Fab if I ask you to stay away from Selsa, would you be able to?"

Fabian just shut up. Whahuh? Stay away Selsa? God, Fabian definitely won't be able to. But how is this? Nadia.

"If you make it back to how it used to be, I'll stay away from it." He tried to convince Nadia.

Nadia tightened her grip, the fear of loss became more and more unstoppable. The delirious issue was heard again, anything that tried to be hidden would be easily revealed in front of Fabian.

Nadia upset, Nadia angry, Nadia stuck tight. His mind screams if he is dying, manipulating his life as if everything is fine turns out not to be easy. He must wear a super thick mask so that the media does not know how the original character. How his steep life has always been hidden.

Everyone only knows Nadia is happy. Has Fabian and also Renald who he said at that time his lover. The public considers his life perfect, shining at a young age and achieving anything with ease. They do not know how Nadia after the photo shoot, finished filming advertisements, finished being an impromptu presenter in Off air, or finished pitching on the red carpet and magnificent stage. Pitying herself, bemoaning her own life and hurting her own life again Nadia every night.

Sorry selfish. Selsa, Fabian will pick me up and leave you.

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"Either. Don't forget to finish this straight to sleep, ignore the call from an unknown number, don't open the apartment door if you're afraid and just call me right away."

Selsa is grateful and very grateful to have Sakti that turned out to be this sincere. The man beside her until now has not known about his relationship with Fabian, Selsa let it all unravel. Selsa is ready if later Sakti will hate him, consider him cheap and whatever it is, Selsa is ready to accept all types of abuse. The fact is true, Selsa is willing to let go of Sakti who is so sincere. Compared to Fabian, Sakti has always been number one for Selsa. While the man named Fabian rarely even almost never became number one when anything happened with Selsa.

Getting out of the car, Selsa stepped towards the apartment when Sakto's car was speeding away leaving her place. Just in front of the elevator he was going to use, his eyes widened to find Fabian stepping towards him. The man was also aware of his existence, but his face was so flat and unreadable.

"Where's Fab?" Selsa stepped foot into the elevator as did Fabian.

Fabian did not reply, glancing briefly at Selsa who was beside him.

"Fab-n"

"I should have asked like that. Where have you been all day?"

"I-I'm from Mina's place,"

"Lying to me Selsa?" His eyes dived sharply as if killing Selsa.

"-you mean?"

Fabian did not answer and threw away the view from Selsa, as soon as the elevator opened its steps widened ahead of Selsa who was still stunned not knowing what was wrong with Fabian.

"Why the hell is Fabian? Unlike usual," Selsa stuck Fabian's back further away, "Fabian wait." His shout chased after Fabian's steps, leaving the elevator back closed.

His steps narrowed when he reached the apartment door, following Fabian who was still holding on with silence. It was as if the man was like a father punishing his son for coming home late.

"Hey what's up? Don't shut me up." Selsa followed Fabian and took part in the seat in the kitchen. Paying attention to Fabian who poured mineral water with a spotlight did not understand.

"If I'm wrong please tell me, don't shut up like this."

Fabian glanced at Selsa for a moment, "Where have you been all day?" Flat language.

"I'm with Mina Fabian, why don't you believe me?"

Fabian put down his coarse glass and stared intently at Nadia, "Obviously I can't believe it. First, I went to Nadia's apartment and found Nadia crying. The reason is only one, said bitch, and the only person who often says that Nadia bitch is you. Second, you are not from Mina's house. Vano and Mina won't let my girls go home alone at eleven." Said dusting.

Selsa was stunned for a while. The hand that originally held on to the man's arm was automatically released without being asked, Fabian's first point knew his lie and Selsa's second point knew the reason behind Fabian always coming home at night, because all this time Fabian often met Nadia.

"For Nadia are you angry like this? Because of Nadia you're accusing me of the no-no?" Selsa half in disbelief.

"Who else does Selsa say? Your attitude to Nadia has always been opposite, saying things casually to Nadia and considering yourself the most correct?"

Selsa was hit hard. A thick white mist blocked his sight and tears were ready to slide but were held to death. His breathing was stifled because he was so tight

"Why bring me? It turns out that yes Fabian, all this time only Nadia is always on your mind, only Nadia you always prioritize, only Nadia can make you angry like this to me."

"It's not because of Nadia, I'm like this there's a reason Selsa. You've gone too far this time, for that I beg you never again to meet Nadia and say anything to her." His roar grew more resolute and indisputable.

A discordant laugh was seen on Selsa's face, expecting the wrong person to turn out to be this sick, "Funny. For whatever reason, this is funny. You're angry like this against me this and that without even listening to my explanation of where I've been all day."

"Keep where Sa's trying to explain! Please don't say something I hate so much."

If Fabian can show off Nadia, Selsa can also show off Sakti. Fuck Fabian who's gonna mess around.

"I met Sakti." He said without fear.

Fabian rubbed his face riled, tired look because taking care of Nadia all day was clearly displayed. Not to mention that Selsa now gives a statement that the woman finished meeting Sakti, Fabian's arch-enemy.

"I guessed it," sirat disappointment Fabian lay, but what matter Selsa. The woman was also disappointed in Fabian, "you should know that you are with me. I don't like my share with anyone."

"Oh know yourself? You should be Fab, you know yourself. You should not approach Nadia continuously, watching her like a lover and ignoring me here. Where were you when I needed it? Did you check your phone this day?" Selsa snapped whose emotions had been changed and was ready to explode.

Fabian was moved by his emotions. It's true that all day not researching his phone and focusing on Nadia, just now he stole office hours can somewhat arrive at Nadia's apartment.

"Selsa we're both emotional so I don't want the problem to widen everywhere. Finish this shower and rush to rest, please for tonight don't bother me first." Turn Fabian away and leave his place.

Selsa stared at Fabian's departure wryly. The tears she was holding fell without being asked. What is clear is that Selsa caught a lot of Fabian's strangeness today, Fabian changed drastically and that made it difficult for Selsa to recognize who exactly the man who had just scolded her. Selsa hated this fact, all because of Nadia.