Mission to Save the Heart
20. Confrontation With Zeev

Somehow the events of today's cigarettes made my courage in carrying out the resistance movement against Zeevers appear. And my resistance began by re-entering the canteen area with Viona. Viona had warned me that it was very likely that my arrival to the cafeteria would only cause a big problem, considering that now the bad rumors about me are becoming more and more.

However, I don't care. In fact my greatest patience was influenced by Zeev's attitude. And it turns out that for this matter Zeev is no longer the fuel of my patience. In other words, this stupid me would rather confront hundreds of Zeevers to vent my disappointment to Zeev.

“Lo sure you're ready? I don't want ya if we get out of the canteen mental you become angry!” Viona tried to reassure the cells in my body that had to be ready to fight the enemy.

“Iya! Kan, there's elo!” my bad habit of always hiding in Viona's ketek suddenly reappeared.

However, my decision was already unanimous. For me there was no word of retreat when one more step I was in the cafeteria area. And yes, now I just need to follow the steps of Viona who darted valiantly among the sea of humans who queue up various types of satiating boga.

As Viona and I had predicted, one by one the views began to center on me. There were so many students and schoolgirls who hissed and whispered before my eyes. Even some sentences like “No shame!”, “Si caper!”, or “Najis! What the hell, he's here?” also touched my sense of hearing. And I stood still without even showing the slightest intimidating expression in front of people who were very happy when I was hurt.

Unexpectedly, Zeev suddenly approached me in front of everyone. With strait he said “Lo why come here?” while frowning his forehead at me.

“Gue is also a student of this school. So, why dong if I go to the cafeteria?” I chimed in coldly.

“Lo want what? I can buy it! But, now you are waiting in the park near the front office.” Zeev told me.

Zeev then clucked fiercely in front of me, making me even more angry at him. “Follow me a minute!” Zeev pulled my wrist without my permission.

This time I was literally dragged away with Zeev's own hands, leaving Viona, seemingly unaware of my departure, busy waiting in line in the sea of starving people. Although I've tried to let go of Zeev's grasp and put up a little resistance. However, Zeev just let go of my hand when we were in a place that was not too crowded and away from the canteen area.

“Lo can't just drive me rich gini dong, Zeev!” pekikku, could not stand Zeev's attitude that changed one hundred and eighty degrees from the Zeev I knew.

“Gue is excited, Lunar! In the dalem it's children again on gosipin lo. If you go to the cafeteria now, you eat your heart because you have to hear their words.” said Zeev, trying to make me understand the purpose of his actions.

“Originally you know, yes! What makes me hurt is not them or anyone! But, elo, Zeev!” lontarku blatantly. “Gue thought you were my friend. But, out of the thousands of people in this school, only Viona is the only one who still believes me to the end, Zeev! And you don't understand how important trust means to me!” I said with great emphasis.

In the end I decided to leave Zeev or the cafeteria because I was sick of the drama that this school had presented to me. My level of disappointment has now been at its highest point so it dropped my confidence to its lowest point.