
"I love flowers, so I asked Arkan to buy them" Violet replied casually.
"What does the flower mean?" added Violet.
Arkan hugged Violet, "It's nothing" she said.
Violet could feel Julian's heartbeat beating so fast like never before, as this was just an ordinary hug Violet returned Julian's embrace. While not as warm and comfortable as Arkan's embrace, Julian's embrace means a lot to him right now.
After that they return to the back garden, tonight they will have dinner there, the white table is already decorated by flowers and beautiful colorful lights.
"Well, that's fine" said Violet, staring at the beautiful table with sparkling eyes.
Arkan embraces Violet's shoulder, "Who dong's husband used to decorate."
"My husband is."
"Let's get changed," Violet pulled Arkan's hand gently.
Gersi approached Julian who had been staring deeply at Violet, "What's wrong?" now he felt closer to Julian.
"Let's know, Violet's attitude today is weird."
The day has started night, it just so happens that the night sky is very supportive. The sky was filled with stars along with one very beautiful moon perfectly rounded, Violet came with a beautiful white dress.
Violet also lent her dress to Gersi in order to wear the same clothes as her, "Where is beautiful, right?" violet asked pointing at Gersi to Arkan and Julian.
At first, the two of their eyes were completely fixed on Violet, but after Violet spoke, they noticed Geri who was next to Violet. Honestly tonight Violet still looks beautiful even though there is a Geri beside her, Geri who honestly knows Julian prefers Violet can only stroke the chest and be self-conscious.
"Beautiful" Julian said staring at Gersi.
"Who was dong. I danced him," Violet was arrogant.
Sit them in the chairs that are already available there, with appetizers on the table.
"Gee....... The sky is really good, yeah," said Violet as she looked up at the sky.
"Jakarta is fine, right?" violet asked Julian random.
"Why without you, how will you be?" julian replied as he began to eat, he was already starving.
"Well, it's lonely without me" Violet also started eating.
They eat with a happy feeling, they are happy to be together until adulthood. It is not expected that the friendship of the three can get this far even though a few months back they have had a big storm even to the point of not knowing each other, but everything can be resolved well.
Finished eating them leisurely gazing at the beautiful scenery in front of them, Violet leaned her head against Arkan's shoulders. While Julian and Gersi were sitting in front of the two of them, Violet sighed while looking at the flower she was holding.
"Arkan," a weak voice called out to Arkan.
"HM," cried Arkan without staring at Violet.
"It's time."
"You have to do it without me."
"What do you mean?" Arkan still couldn't afford to stare at Violet.
"My body hurts once now, I can't stand it anymore. This is my limit."
Arkan was speechless a thousand languages, his mouth as if locked tightly.
"Until the time comes, I beg you to live your life as it should. Don't ever cry because of my departure, it'll hurt me."
Violet took in her weakened breath, "Julian, I know you love me. Even I've known about it a long time ago, but since I can't return my feelings I'm silent so we can still be best friends. Thank you for always being in my life."
"I'm sleepy, I'm asleep first yah," Violet started to close her eyes, Arkan patting Violet's head warmly, her feelings very broken now.
A few minutes later Julian turned to look at Violet as he clasped Violet, "Cold," he said, Violet's hands so cold.
Julian checked Violet's breathing and Violet's heartbeat, Violet's gone now. Julian hugged Violet while crying, "So this is what you want the flowers to be?" his yell.
While Arkan was still silent his mouth was tightly locked and his tears never came out, he tried hard to hold it in order for what Violet wanted to happen. The girl who saw it immediately joined in crying felt a very deep sadness at this time.
*******
The next morning Violet's body was buried in Jakarta, her mother and father Violet continued to cry while calming each other down, "Honey, now you're not sick, are you?" her mother said crying.
"It's beautiful there, right? Hope you calm down. Thank you for ever being in your life and being your child."
Arkan daydreamed without saying anything staring at Violet's tombstone, his gaze so empty he did not know what to do because Violet's departure was too fast according to him. Julian is also there with Gersi, Arkan's parents are also trying to win Arkan.
"Well, baby, Violet must have been happy up there," her mother Arkan stroked Arkan's back.
His heart was completely broken, his heart was broken he did not know what to do now. The sky was cloudy as if to be saddened by Violet's departure, even a hint of rain began to pour down on Violet's funeral.
"Arkan went out in the rain," his mother pulled Arkan's arm.
"Go away, there's still something I want to tell Violet here," he replied very weakly.
Some people started to leave the cemetery, now only Arkan is there, Arkan smiled, "I'm sincere, what you want. Although it feels heavy but I will try," he said without shedding a single tear.
"Thank you for your precious time, you will still have a special space in my heart. So you just calm down."
Arkan delivered the Carnations over Violet's funeral, "Every visit I'll send you the Carnations, the flowers you held in your last moment."
"If there's still a lot I want to tell you but it doesn't matter, it's enough for me. Goodbye Violet, a name and also a beautiful woman as beautiful as the Violet flower that symbolizes loyalty."
Arkan woke up from his seat, his clothes were now soaked. He walked excitedly towards his car, his heart so heavy that he left Violet lying helplessly on the ground. While Julian was with Gersi at the cafe, Gersi did not say anything when he saw Julian speechless staring blankly at the rain.
Since there will be no words to calm Julian down at this time, leaving the person we love most forever is no easy feat. Geri who had just met Violet also felt lost let alone the others, Violet's attitude and treatment were indeed amazingly good at making people feel lost when she left.
"He used to be very afraid of the rain, but as time went on he loved the rain. Even he used to get sick just because of the rain, when the rain came along" Julian murmured.