Lust Last Night Impotent Man
151. I'm gonna let you go
"I hope you eat it?" rama asked as Sisil put the spoon on the plate, then grabbed a glass of water on the nightstand and drank it.
"I am full, A" answered Sisil, wiping the remaining water under his lips. Though in fact not full, but what he wants is to be fed.
"Yes already, eat kolak just keep spending. You don't need to fast, Dek."
"Why don't I need to fast?" sisil asked confusedly, then devoured a spoonful of compote with a small banana cut.
"Fear you're not strong. And experience nausea, so there's no need to force." Rama stood up after finishing his meal, then put the plate on the nightstand and stepped into the bathroom.
Sisil scratched his head that was not itching. It felt like he was confused as to what kind of behavior, and was confused as to where to start so that the man again acted like he used to. 'How, yes, how can Aa not be indifferent anymore? Ayok dong brain think, 'his mind thinks hard.
Ceklek~
Before long the bathroom door was opened by Rama, the man had just finished washing his hands and brushing his teeth. His feet stepped towards Sisil, then sat back in their original place. On the side of the bed.
"Sir, how about we make a deal together?" tawar Rama's. His face looked serious, looking at his wife.
"What deal, A?" sisil asked curiously.
"After you give birth, I'll let you go. But let me take care of our son."
Sisil suddenly splattered with the chest that followed pulsating. When she heard what her husband said. "A-Aa what's this talking about?" he asked with a trembling body, his throat suddenly felt dry.
"What was my speech that was not clear?" Rama frowned. "Okay, I'll repeat it. If after you give birth—"
"Are you not in love with me?" sela Sisil is quick with teary eyes. Slowly he grabbed Rama's right hand, then held it tightly. "Why the same with me? Why, A? I'm gonna apologize. But why is Aa like this?" she added and then cried.
"Love? Where does anyone love want to let go? And can't our problems be solved, until Aa wants to divorce me?! Hiks .. I think Aa is so in love with me, but in fact not," cried Sisil sobbing.
"You don't get me wrong, Dek." Rama returned a hug, then gently rubbed his wife's back. "Even if we separate, you can achieve your own happiness."
"Grabbing happiness how, anyway, A? I don't want to!" sisil firmly shook his head, then tightened his embrace and kissed the chest of Rama who was so masculine. 'Am I dreaming? Oh my God, why is this so? I don't want to be separated from Aa. He's just mine.'
"You don't want to be sure because you're afraid Gugun will be angry, right?" guess Rama. From last night he thought about this, and it felt like this was the only way out.
Not that Rama did not want to maintain the household, only that he did not want if as long as Sisil with him—the girl did not find the meaning of happiness.
Sisil is still young, his future is still long. He would not, if the girl spent her time in vain.
Rama no longer thinks about his fate how, but the most important thing is Sisil. He wants the girl to be happy even if she is not with him.
There is a saying that says love does not have to be. That's lying! Because it hurts so much.
But if this is the case, it seems even more painful if we live with people who do not love us at all. For Rama is also a man, who wants to be loved and without coercion.
"But take it easy .. Later we will make it as if I'm the wrong one here. So later either Brother Gugun or my parents, no one will blame you, Dek," Rama added.
"No! I don't want to!!" shouted Sisil tight. Annoyed and angry raging into one.
...Why don't you want to, Sil? 😪...
