LOVE OF ANDARA
The Shinta Diary
After seeing Dara go Rico also looks very disappointed in himself, especially he has dared to say the word divorce indirectly talak any he has thrown for Dara..
After seeing Dara go by taxi Rico went straight into his room and lamented everything.
His hatred seemed to eat away at his heart and soul but his love was much greater than that all of them did Rico lose Dara.
Meanwhile, in the taxi Dara was unceasingly crying over what she had just faced and Dara was ready to take everything to court to arrange her divorce with Rico.
"Thank you for the four years, Mas, even though I can't have you completely at least we've lived under one roof for four years. Sorry Mas if I had to choose to forget you I would start a new life and hopefully you can get a good woman you think." said Dara while staring at a photo of Rico on his phone.
Dara no longer knows how to live the next day without Jihan in her life..
"Darling dear sorry Mother yes, Mother soccer leaves you and Mother must go away from you. But believe me, Mother's affection will never change until the same time as Jihan."
Dara also looked even more sad when she saw the photo of Jihan.
"Non don't be sad believe that there will always be the best way out for every problem. Rest assured God will not test his servant beyond his limits." said the taxi driver who tried to comfort Dara..
Dara nodded and then wiped her tears.
"Thank you sir, sir can take me to the pumpkin cabin TPU, but you can't wait for me after that take me to the hospital."Dara explained her goal to the taxi driver.
The driver just nodded and then took Dara to TPU where Shinta ate.
Arriving at the funeral Dara immediately tear up apologizing to his best friend because he had to leave the child and Mas Rico.
"Shin I'm sorry if I can't keep the trust you want I can't afford to be in the toxic marriage that Mas Rico gave me I choose to give up I'm sorry Shinta I'm sorry."Dara also grew sobbing powerless to hold the sadness in her heart.
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Meanwhile Rico was silent for a moment lamenting what had happened he never thought if everything would end like that, what if later Jihan asked about her Mother, who was the mother,how is life without Dara beside him.
Rico ruffled his hair violently trying to think that everything was just a dream not a reality that he had to experience.
Rico tries to find a photo of Shinta in his closet by accidentally dropping something from a diary belonging to the late Shinta.
With berlahan Rico open sheet by sheet and accidentally find photos of Dara and Shinta during college first..
There is also an apology written by Shinta to Dara.
"For my best friend Dara..
Ra I'm sorry if I had to make you and Mas Rico stay away from each other. I know that Mas Rico loves you and I also know that you have the same feelings for Mas Rico.
Forgive me for deceiving Mas Rico by saying that you open a good woman, I'm guilty Ra I'm sorry.."
"I have been able to legally own Mas Rico but it turns out that I can only have his body not his heart. I know that Mas Rico still loves my best friend Dara very much. Dara is a very good woman and also a woman who is so guarding her honor. Today I realized that no matter how hard I tried to make Mas Rico love me would be in vain if in his heart there was only one name, Dara and always Dara.."
"Today I'm so happy that I was able to meet Doctor Rizal, my best friend Dara's cousin. I was also very happy when I found out that Dara had managed to become a Doctor. I'd love to see him, hopefully before I go I can meet Dara again to just apologize.."
"Today I finally met my best friend Dara again, she looks so beautiful and also looks very fit wearing that white shirt, I'm proud of you Ra. Ra I'm sorry for what happened in the past that let you go through that difficult time alone where when Om died even I was busy with my business I'm sorry Dara."
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Like being struck by lightning during the day when Rico knows everything that all along what Shinta always said about Dara was wrong and Shinta did it all just to make Rico hate Dara.
Rico could not help but hold the sadness in his heart he cried for the first time because all this time he had hurt the heart of Dara woman who also loved him very much.
"I'm sorry, I was wrong to accuse you all this time. How foolish I have been to hurt your heart."Rico was increasingly unable to withstand the sadness in his heart.
Rico took his cell phone and looked at the photo of Dara in his phone he looked at the photo of Dara during college first..
"You're the prettiest woman I've ever known you're also a good mother to Jihan I'm sorry Ra I'm guilty."
Rico tries to call Dara's phone number but she is apparently blocked by the woman, possibly because of her heartache and she is reluctant to get in touch with him again..
Rico yelled loudly while hitting the mirror in front of him and the mirror shattered. Ningsih's mother who heard that immediately ran towards her son's room.
"Rico what have you done?"mother Ningsih said as she looked at her son's face which looked very chaotic..
Rico sat on the floor holding both knees.
"Mother I hate myself I hate it because I made the wrong decision. Mother Dara where Mother she has not gone, right?"ask Rico to arrive.
Ningsih's mother felt sorry to see Rico even though she was guilty she was still her son.
"Didn't he leave at your request? And maybe soon Dara will take care of everything to take care of the two of you're goodbye."
Hearing that made Rico look directly at his mother.
"Well, my mother will never divorce her, I will definitely be able to bring her back home?"rico said with confidence.
"Why Rico did you realize that after he was not around, you just found out that she is the best woman that God loves for you? Do you realize what you did hurt him?Where have you been all this time Rico let go Dara let him be happy with a man who sincerely loves him."Ningsih's mother told Rico to release Dara.
Rico's eyes immediately glared at the words of the Mother.
"No, Mother she's my wife I love her."Rico began to raise his voice.
Ningsih's mother just smiled seeing Rico's unease.
"Four years she's with you, you've never even seen her sacrifice, don't you know if Dara loves you too,if he doesn't love you then he won't be able to hold on to your bad attitude for four years Rico."Rico was silent to hear the words of the Mother.
