Love Johanna
Section 34

...LOVE JOHANNA...

...By: David Khanz...

...Section 34...

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After their meeting, Ravi and Hanna begin to get along with each other. Little by little the two began to open their identities and families. Regarding the conversion (religion) of the girl, the event was expelled by Jonathan, lived dangling for a few days, until finally rescued on the edge of the bridge in the evening yesterday.

"Why do you think about ending your life, Mom?" tanya Ravi continued the question he had deferred before. "Are you sure then, if in that way, all the problems of life that you are facing, will be finished and much better?"

Johanna did not answer immediately, but lowered her head deeply. Confused what to say. For a moment he wiped the edges of his lips after enjoying a meal at a place to eat, then got ready to speak. "Actually .. I have no intention of confessing to the damned act, sir."

"Continue?"

The girl clucked first, then turned back, "Don't know why, it felt like that moment .. s-I felt ... it's no longer useful to live."

"Hhhhhhh."

"I'm sad, depressed, and it's hard to find help."

"Difficult?" ravi asked as he scrunched his forehead. "What's so difficult about Raciae?"

"It's just so hard, sir," Hanna replied softly. "Most of the people I meet judge me physically."

"Physical? Meaning …."

"Maybe it's because I'm an ethnic descendant, sir."

Ravi shakes. "No, I'm sure the minds of the people you're referring to aren't that narrow. Although ... yaa emang .. there are only a few people who have such a stigma. Incidentally, the person in front of this Mother, was not the last type of person just now."

A faint smile spread across Hanna's lips. "Yes, Alhamdulillah. I believe and believe in myself. Thank you, sir, for your kindness."

"Ah, lupain about that," said Ravi, shaking his hand in front of his face. "I was interested in Ma'am's story on the bridge yesterday."

"Why indeed?" ask Hanna. This time he raised his face. Staring fixedly at the sight of the man who had given him a lot of thought. "S-I was really upset back then. I also thought, is this karma from my family, for my choice of moving to this new religion I believe in?"

"Astaghfirullahal. Can't talk like that, Ma'am."

"Yes, I know," she said as soon as possible, "that I realize now. How stupid of me."

"Subhanallah .. Allah is Most Forgiving, Ma'am."

"Aamiin's."

Ravi took a deep breath, then again said, "Is it, Ma'am, that ... In the eyes of God, this child is like a newborn baby into this world."

"meaning?"

"Allah is pardoned, Ma'am," replied the gentleman. "When Mbak vowed to say the first two sentences of the creed, God willing .. Allah takes away all the sins of Mbak in the past."

"really?"

"Yes, God willing," said Ravi encouragingly. "Mbak is not like a baby without sin, holy, and .. it would be very unfortunate if the time of yesterday. It's suicide." He sipped a little drink on the table to wet his throat that suddenly felt dry. "For according to some opinions, a Muslim who commits suicide will be subject to the law of death as an infidel. He died in a state of non-belief."

"Astakbirullahaladim .. yes, Allah!" Johanna closed her eyes. Feeling sorry and grateful that yesterday was not so he did. "But God still loves me, sir?"

"of course. Maybe even very dear. Hence ... somehow, yesterday ... I was saddened to make the road section on the bridge. Though previously rarely passed there," said Ravi with a bright mind on the incident yesterday afternoon. "God moved my heart to meet Ms. Hanna. Even with the situation and conditions .. yaa kayak 'that's it. He-he. I was panicked, scared, nervous, and confused about what to do. Especially …." They both look at each other. "I've often been weird for the first time to get a foreign woman."

"Now no?" hanna's asking sounded like she was teasing.

Ravi shook her head with a warm smile. 'Let's feel much more comfortable, Ma'am, ' entangled him with a strange tickle that began to run the heart.

Quickly the man looked down. Just want to hide the warm aroma that runs all over the skin of the face suddenly. Instantly sure itself, must be accompanied by a change in color that is so noticeable for the owner of the squinty petals in front of him.

"Ehem, shouldn't we go home now, sir?" take Johanna with you after the two are silent to each other.

"Bak still wants to go to college, right?" the man asked as the vehicle was already moving towards Hanna's contract. The girl responded with a headband. "Why not continue? Baby, loh. It's gonna be a little cramped."

"I mean .. don't know, sir," replied Johanna. "With the current conditions, my Papa will definitely not want to take care of me anymore."

Ravi smiles.

"My advice, it's better to continue, Ma'am. A year isn't long, you."

"Don't know, sir. I was confused," said Hanna sadly. "Penginnya anyway, keep continuing until settled later. But .. Insaa Allah, I will do it. Maybe even on the side."

"Work?"

"Yes, work, sir," the girl replied softly. "Even a washing worker, I will not refuse."

"What can you do?" ravi asked unconsciously using a new greeting on the figure. 'You'. What's the matter? I don't know, sometimes honesty can be revealed when someone is unconscious or joking. Conversion of the secrets of the liver that are channeled to the brain, then manifest through oral. It could be that today it is just one word, then it turns into a new phrase or morpheme.

Hanna flinched and immediately glanced at the figure beside her. "Why not? 'Kan, at home you're used to taking care of yourself too, sir."

"O, huh? Time?" tanya Ravi meant to tag.

"Well, yeah, Paakkk. He-he," answered the girl, getting carried away. Especially after hearing that man's call to her earlier. So more familiar and not impressed formal. "In my family, everything is required to be independent. So not completely mama."

"Except for college, huh?"

"Lecture fee?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"That's it, exception, sir."

"Huh-ha. I knew. It was just a joke, really," said Ravi later. "When did you start college again? Have been a few days —pastinya— did not enter."

Hanna shakes.

"Tomorrow I'll drop. Wanna?"

"Where, sir?"

"Campus. Where else?"

The girl hesitated for a moment. He glanced at the man. "But I haven't planned—"

"Just calm. Anyway I help you, deh," said Ravi back. "This may sound crazy, but I think. Yes, all right."

"I mean Father?"

Ravi just smiled at the goat. "I help everyone. If you need to, you'll graduate later."

"Paataka?" Hanna felt disbelief.

"He-he, just think of this as a help from an older brother and sister," said Ravi immediately made the girl gape. "From now on, don't get too formal 'gin. I've been tickling him from yesterday. Ha-ha."

"meaning?"

The man was grim.

"I'm not too old. Most ... your age is the same as me, four and five years different," said Ravi more freely speaking. "Lagian .. I also belom have a child."

"Well?!"

Johanna flabbergasted. Between believe and not. Indeed, at a glance in terms of appearance, Ravi is still like other young people. Fresh and always energetic. But not because it is also what makes the heart of the girl more bound, the kindness for the good she received since the beginning met yesterday.

Is this just a mode? At the very least, the edges will be conical to a more specific relationship. As a grown woman, Hanna realized that. It is not impossible also if their friendship will be more elongated.

...SERIATE...