
Bima was still stunned in place after telling her whole truth in front of Delia. Today was exactly one month of time that Bima gave to Delia thinking whether to continue their story or not.
"Mom..."
A voice disperse Bima's daydream.
"When did you come? Why even come here? Not just going to Oma's house!"
The one who reprimanded her was Lily, her grandmother.
"Ish, this kid! Why just shut up?" Lily patted Bima's shoulder in front of Delia's teenage photo.
Bima tried to smile. "It's okay, Oma. How's Oma doing?"
"Bad boy! After you called off your match, you didn't even see Oma, hem? Are you happy that you're free of that girl?"
Bima hugged Lily. "Thank you, Oma. Thanks to Oma I was able to live my life freely. I felt the love I always hoped for even for a moment."
Lily did not understand what Bima said. "What is this kid really?"
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Delia walked gontai towards a bus stop. He will head to the station and return to Jakarta. To him, all the things about Bima kept spinning in his brain. Delia still does not understand why the fate of her love always ends tragically.
Delia breathed deeply. I wanted to cry but tears could not come out.
Delia stared at the road she had not been on for a long time. His memory was drawn a few hours ago. His decision to end the story for a moment was with Bima.
I don't know. It feels like Delia is not ready if she has to be faced with the shadows of the past that continue to haunt her.
"The night that Brother Bisma should meet you... That night he had an accident. His life cannot be saved."
Delia closed her eyes as she remembered the sentence after sentence that Bima had said. Delia recalled the first time Bisma had met her after being separated by distance and time.
"Del, someone's looking for you."
"Who?"
The classmate who spoke to Delia just put her shoulder down.
"Who the hell?"
Delia had to find someone who was looking for her.
"Sorry, who are you? What's the need to find me?"
Delia's eyes were bulging at the figure that was in front of her.
"How are you, Delia?"
Delia was still gawking in disbelief. "You... Brother Bisma?"
"Yes, right. You remember it."
After the meeting, Bisma and Delia met often. I don't know when exactly they started a relationship. Despite being in a long distance relationship, Bisma always tells Delia.
When the work is not too much, Bisma took the time to meet Delia in Paris. The relationship many people did not know lasted for nearly two years.
"Delia! I'm going to Paris. I want us to get married there!"
"Eh? Sister Bisma, what is it exactly? Why does my brother sound so panicked?"
"It's okay. Anyway I just want to marry you. Understood it? Wait for me there!"
Phone calls are disconnected. With anxious expectation Delia awaits the arrival of Bhishma.
One day
Two days
Three days
Even for weeks and years. Bhishma never came to see him.
Delia's heart is broken. There is not even a parting word that Bhishma says. It is only a promise made that has never been kept.
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A few days later,
Delia gets a message from Cassie who wants to see her four-eyed. Delia who already knew everything from Bima, felt that she really had to solve the problem between them.
Delia meets Cassie at a cafe. It's been a while. But no one has started talking to each other.
They sat facing each other in silence. Cassie took a breath first. He must have told Delia this.
"I don't think we can continue our cooperation."
Delia nodded. "Mbak's right. If it turns out that Mbak's intention is only to take revenge on me, I don't think I can either." Delia said calmly.
"Delia's... About Bisma... I'm sorry I used his name to fuck you. I'm just still mad at Bhishma for preferring you over me."
"Already, Ma. Why talk about the dead?"
Cassie understands. Certainly Delia was also disappointed because she was left without any clear certainty.
"I want to say goodbye to you."
Delia frowning.
"I'll live abroad. From now on live well, Delia. If you really love Bima then just continue your relationship. You love each other, don't you?"
Delia was silent.
"alright. I gotta go. Take care of yourself, Delia."
Cassie left Delia. While Delia was still staring at the place where she sat. His heart at war wants to maintain its relationship with Bima.
But on the other hand, he was also disappointed with all the things Bima covered from him. Delia adjusted her breathing first before leaving the cafe.
From today, Delia will make a better life. Although not together with Bima, at least he wants to make himself happy from now on.
Seriate...