L'm... Baby Sugar
Cervical Cancer

"Will you promise me Kanaya? You want to marry me? We're gonna build a happy little family."

Kanaya could only cry, then nodded. "Sure, I'll quit this job. I will wait for you until you pick me up and marry me." I replied in tears.

William then kissed my forehead, and hugged me for so long. Until we finally realized we still have a lot of business and return to their respective homes. Since Edinburgh, Tania actually sent me some messages if her health is declining.

"Master, I have to go home."

"Never call me Master again, call me Willi."

"Well Willi, I have to go home, Tania's waiting for me."

"Be careful honey, let me know when you get home."

"Good Willi."

I then went home by taxi, along the way actually my heart was hit by anxiety because of some messages from Tania that implied that she was not okay. How surprised I was when I opened the door of the apartment and I found Tania had fainted in front of the television, her face was so pale, there were even some blood spots dripping on the floor.

I panicked so much, and called the security downstairs to help me get Tania to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital, Tania went straight into the IGD room, long enough I waited for almost an hour, finally the doctor who handled Tania was out.

"You're Miss Tania's family?"

"Yes doc. How's Tania doctor."

"Has Tania never complained about anything lately?"

"No doc, only had a few times the stomach pain, then after taking the medicine his stomach pain immediately healed."

"I'm sorry if this news surprised you a little, Miss Tania actually has cervical cancer, and now her condition is very critical because it has entered stage four."

I was so surprised to hear the explanation from the doctor, even Tania had never complained to me. My tears flowed so hard as I approached her body that was lying limp on top of the gurney.

When I stood next to him, his eyes opened. "Kanaya.." he said limp.

"Tan, how long have you been sick with gini? why don't you ever tell me anything? loe evil Tan." I said while crying sobbing.

"Gue don't want to take care of anyone Nay."

"How long is Tan? I'm your best friend, you never repotin me Tan." I said as he sobbed.

"Nearly a year. I don't think it's going to be as bad as this Nay, when I know, my cancer is only stage two, then the last month it's already entered stage four."

"Gue tell Aunt Lia ya Tan."

Tania just shook her head and cried. "Ga nay, they all know. Two days ago when I was the same Om Irwan, I passed out..." Tania did not continue her words, only a cry came out from her eyes.

"Udah Tan, there's me here who's always there for you."

"Nay, they left me rich in Nay's garbage" Tania said.

"A*jar!!!"

"Gue's been kicked out of the apartment, the car, the money, the credit cards and all the facilities they gave me they took, now I don't have anything Tan, I don't know what to pay for this hospital to wear."

"Tania... Relax Tania, I'm here to help you loe."

"But the cost of cancer treatment is not cheap Nay."

He was admitted to this hospital for three days, then he asked for outpatient care because he did not want to burden me more. Indeed, I admit for the treatment of cancer is indeed a considerable cost. Just a month ago I paid for Tania's treatment, already over a hundred million I've been out. Not to mention if Tania's condition dropped and had to get treatment in the hospital, then the figure of tens or even hundreds of millions was issued to pay for treatment.

I am so confused to think about our finances that are dwindling every day. As for me not having a job, I promised William not to return to my previous one, although William and I have never communicated again, I am sure that one day he will return to me as promised.

It didn't feel like for six months that I was taking care of Tania who was sick, my savings was only fifty million, it wouldn't be enough to finance Tania for the next few months. One afternoon when I was just taking Tania to chemotherapy, Tania suddenly cried.

"Loe why Tan?"

"Nay, it's enough Nay, you have to think of yourself loe, let me be rich gini aja, want whatever money you go outin, I will not be able to recover Nay, Nay, I'm just a burden on Loe Nay's life."

"Ga Tan, you have to heal, you can definitely heal Tan, I will try my hardest to heal you loe."

"But Nay, I can't possibly be cured, even Om Irwan and Aunt Lia know that I can't be cured so they throw me out."

"Gue ain't them Tan, I'm loe's best friend, we've been living together since we were kids, I ain't gonna lose you rich first again, you're the only friend I got."

"Nay, you want to promise me, just consider this my last request."

"Yes Tan what?"

"Don't ever go back to that dark world again Nay, sooner or later you'll regret it, you see God may have been so angry with me that it gave me this kind of illness."

"Yes Tan, I promise, I also promised William to find a lawful job."

"William?" Tania.

I can only nod while crying if I say that name. Actually I'd love to call William, but from that day on he disappeared without any news. I contacted her several times but she was inactive. I was so confused not knowing how to.

"Willi, where the hell loe." I said in tears as I remembered his promise before we parted.

Suddenly one night Tania collapsed and shed so much blood on ar*a k*anita*nya. I panicked and took her to the hospital. Throughout the actual journey I was so confused to think about Tania's circumstances and the costs I had to spend.

After arriving at the hospital, it turns out Tania's condition is so severe and immediately received treatment in the ICU.

Amidst the confusion, I could only cry and lament my fate.

"Lord, as I seek to repent why so many trials and difficulties come to me in so many ways. Lordnnn... Is the door closed for me?" I said while crying.

That's when my phone rang.

[Hallo.]

[Is this really Kanaya?]

[He's right.]

[I'm Lidya, I'm a friend of Lia's, we met at a Mall a few months ago.]

[Yes, what's the matter aunt?]

[Can we meet? There is something important I want to talk about.]

[Sure, can aunt, when do we meet?]

[Now.]