I Love You My Sugar Daddy
Desire in the past

Right now, Rafael was staring at Alesha's facial expression as if she was laughing at what she had just said. He who moments ago cursed his own stupidity for speaking honestly for the first time kissing, realized that it was tantamount to opening his own disgrace.

He was even busy cursing in the heart because this time thinking if the woman who had just stood up while throwing used tissue cleaned the lips into the trash can, he said, to think of a CEO as nothing more than a stupid, silly man.

'Stupid basic! Why did I tell her I was kissing for the first time? He knew that I had been married. What would Alesha think of me? Would you think I was a liar? Or do you think I'm a loser?'

A wide variety of questions now revolved around Rafael's brain and he wanted to hear how the response of the woman who stood not far from the front.

She even sat down with Alesha's brownish bead this time and again commented, so that the woman would open her mouth to respond to the first kiss.

Maybe for Alesha, it's nothing special because Rafael thinks she's used to kissing. It's different because I've never done that.

First time falling in love with a woman who has never glanced at or had any feelings for her, Rafael only gets hurt and heartbroken when the woman he married for three years chooses another man, the father of Arza.

He never even thought he would divorce Aeleasha and believed that if one day, the wife would be devastated to see the sincerity shown.

Moreover, he loved Arza very much even though the child was not his own biological child. During the three years of marriage, he always slept in his own room and let Aeleasha with Arza because he did not want to force the wife if she was not ready to carry out the task, which is serving biological needs.

Until he almost made a desperate move when he was afraid of losing Aeleasha once the figure of a man named Arsenio came in the household life that had been peaceful.

However, seeing the gaze of the woman before him was very strange, there was no way he would say honestly about personal matters and would probably lower his self-esteem.

'No! I have to keep the story of my household trip a secret from Alesha. He should not know because later it will even mock and make me have no self-esteem. You can even use this to embarrass me and assume it's a weakness.'

Rafael now cleared his throat for a moment to normalize the unreasonable feeling of kissing Alesha's sensual lips and first feeling how it felt, making her feel a little strange and nervous.

'Damn 'Damn. What's wrong with me? Why act nervous like an upset teenager, ' said Rafael who this time has tried to behave normally.

It was as if nothing had happened between him and Alesha. That he would have thought that the kiss was an accidental accident.

"Why were you just quiet?" rafael asked who began to open his voice to decipher the tense atmosphere filled with silence.

Meanwhile, Alesha is now eager to curse as much as Rafael, but realizes that it is useless he did that because he would never win against a powerful man, he said, finally, I decided to walk towards the toilet.

Without looking back, he still heard the shouting voice of Rafael as he called out, but was completely ignored.

The only thing he wanted to do was wash his face and especially the lip area because it had been kissed by Rafael without permission and made him very angry and upset.

While washing your face in front of the mirror, and washing the lips that had been crushed by Rafael, speechless while staring at the reflection of the face there.

Alesha was currently touching the edge of the lower lip and recalled the taste from Rafael's kiss just a moment ago.

'First kiss? Really it? So what does this have to do with an ex-wife named Aeleasha? Have they never been physically touched?'

When Alesha still can not forget the incident with Rafael because honestly it was also the first experience.

He is indeed a sugar baby, but just never let the sugar daddy kiss with reason to have a smelly breath and do not want to make ilfil.

Not only that, he also reasoned if his lips were thrush or toothache. That's what makes sugar daddy can not last long using his services.

In fact, he had reasoned that he had just undergone the process of planting yarn on the face and could not be touched in the area around there because there would be bleeding.

Such is the ridiculous reason given to the men he accompanied when asking for something intimate.

However, it is different when he meets Alex who makes the only one because it is not allowed to look for another sugar daddy. Until he had thought like meeting a dream white riding prince who would save from a self-created chain until it seemed to strangle the neck.

Until you can not be free to do anything because you feel insulted by the work done.

"This is also my first kiss. Damnit damnit! Though I used to fantasize that Alex did it, but even the dick CEO!"

Alesha had even pulled her own hair to tangle because it needed to vent emotions, so it did that. Until he realizes stupidity, stop the act of self-harm.

"I'm the one who was stupid a long time ago because Alex would never love me. All because there are so many differences between us. Moreover, Alex's parents would never give her blessing."

"Not only that, Alex didn't even feel interested in me at all for simply asking me to accompany her while going anywhere."

Alex Clarkson's cold demeanor shouldn't have made her fall in love, but it's a pesky thing to adore the man instead.

"Why am I always this stupid? Is this because I got a punishment for telling all my friends that I wanted a mother to come to see me and give me a check with fantastic value and I will accept it with pleasure without refusing."

Even he still remembered how his words used to be when he said that to friends while still at school.

'May there be a man who loves me and his parents disagree. Then give me a check with a nominal money rounding my eyes, I will definitely accept it with pleasure and return their son.'

'In this world there are many other men and I can find other men after having fun with that money.'

To be continued...