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125. Roy [10]

One by one the children returned to the office because it was already heading for lunch, while I had to go home first because I wanted to change clothes and rest for a while because somehow quite dizzy, maybe because of lack of sleep. I went home and forgot that my mom and dad were going to Japan, so I finally took another shower and took a nap, got up and got up because there was a phone call from Ambar.

“Halo, why?” ask me with a hoarse voice.

“Where's Roy?” tanyakanya.

“Home, why?” askaku.

“What office to go to?” ask Ambar.

“My head is dizzy again mbar, I skipped yes today,” I replied.

“Yaudah if so, because this is Toby later go home to work nih want to invite office children all to come at the grand opening cafe he same tenen it open branch,” replied Ambar.

“I skip yes, really not feeling well, until in aja congratulations for the grand opening cafe,” answered me and hung up.

Then I went back to sleep and until I finally woke up because I had peed, and turned on all the lights, I was kind of traumatized and scared as if there was something like that, in fact, there is nothing and I have to go to my own house. Because I was hungry I was planning an online meal message but it felt like I wanted to get some fresh air, when it was ready to go out there was a brother satayman passing by and I bought the satellite.

“Satenya a portion of ya bang, directly eat home front nih,” said I ordered.

“OK bang, tumben is at home, usually this house is always quiet,” he replied.

“Iya bang, hahaha it turns out brother observed as well,” I replied cool.

“Iya bang, yesterday his father brother often buy, jam gini dinner,” he replied while fan-fan satenya.

“Lack of bang, I haven't come home usually,” I replied.

“Iya bang so I said kok tumben is at home,” he replied.

I saw some children having fun, saw the Aca whose big smile made me feel more confident and in love, whether I was evil or selfish, like I wasn't, and this is quite human and somehow because my family's support is so strong and confident that humans should also convey their feelings even though it makes others sad, mending us sad or others?

I was also confused about when I was honest with Aca if I loved her, why I missed such a special woman and if I was honest what she would do, considering that he had opened his heart to Toby and I didn't know how Aca would behave towards me, I didn't want our friendship to change but I also didn't want Aca to belong to anyone else, though he should and should have been mine at the beginning, had I realized he would not have been with Toby and Toby would not have liked Aca because Aca was mine, is it because Aca has Toby and makes me dislike Aca? I only realized too late and this is my fault, and if it happens later than I regret it better I have to be blatant and honest.

Ana asked me how I was doing and I just answered that I was better and she asked me not to be stressed and okay, especially eat a lot and do not think about the Aca at all for a second because he belongs to someone else, don't expect to change things by telling Aca that it will ruin all the friendship and all the friendship that has been together for years, Ana is typing at length and I just read it without replying, he's spam chat but I don't pay much attention because my belief is strong enough that Aca won't let go of the friendship because I reveal my feelings. I should be happy or she is sad, I don't know because I'm not brave enough and just brave a little and sure.

Today I went to the office with a pretty complicated situation, because this time there is a meeting to review some clients and must be divided because of the work rather than many who are sick because of the number of jobs so this is the time to see and share. I started the meeting with still a little dizzy and a lot I said, and a lot of refutations until the meeting went on for so long, and finally fight and do not find a middle ground until finally Toby has a way and approved by the other children, seeing internal faces that are quite tense and maybe a little shock to see the war face to face this directly makes them out of the meeting place immediately drink at their respective tables, he said, while we who already know the flow immediately continue the work of each, there are those who go back to his desk there are those who eat, really different but still one.

We work each, we, the same discussion Ambar is quite time consuming and also Kris who suddenly nyodorin proposal for a wedding discount and I just told him to taro aja dimeja while I went to meet the supplier, the supplier, somehow I overcome all this because when my heart is not calm then everything will be so unsettled, I meet other suppliers and craftsmen also to see other orders, he said, I'm also looking for people to also meet old friends who haven't met for a long time, he's my little friend he happens to come to this city and call me want to meet.

It turned out that he was on vacation with his family, and deliberately invited me to meet because he also wanted to get married and asked me to be his partner in all decorations and others, he said, and I was happy that even though the show was out of town, we talked about the memories of the past and also how he was going to make the wedding beautiful, chatted long into the night and I went home. Until finally mama called and let me know that she was already in Japan and planned a week there, and had also made an agreement with her boss Toby, so I just waited for time, and don't let me know about this.

I slept too but my phone rang again it turns out Ana, why is this Ana so haunting me is wrong talking to Ana actually.

“Why na?” my many.

“Where was the same supplier? Not his job Kris?” tanyakanya.

“Yes no papa, Kris is busy making proposals for marriage discounts,” I replied annoyed.

“Hahaha... Keep you ACC?” tanyakanya.

“Don't know, haven't checked as well, why the phone? I want to sleep.” I replied sensi.

“Gak papa, just chat, yaudah good night.” he replied.

It's weird, he's obviously afraid that if I call Aca, I know that he must be very, very worried.