
Tears of happiness dripped unbearably. She has now become a mother of both of her children. Kinanti was happy to have them both. He gave Satria a name for his son, hoping that his son would become a brave man who could protect himself and his younger sister. As for her daughter, Kinanti gave the name Bunga so that her children class like a flower that many people like because it is beautiful in the eyes.
"You are the ones who made Mother to stay this way. Forgive Mother, for having to take you to the Mother's meatball stall. May you be strong" said Kinanti inwardly.
It's not easy for her to be a single mom. At the age of twins who are only three months old, must join the sale with the Mother. Actually, Kinanti could have applied for a job at a company. With the knowledge he had. However, she could not bear to leave the twins with a nanny. Until he decided to become self-employed.
Twins grow up to be healthy and adorable children, despite living with economic limitations. For the sake of the child, Kinanti was willing to leave behind a good life. Now he must feel life in a narrow contract, and life is very simple.
"I'm sure, someday. I can definitely give you a better twin life. Pray that Mother Dear, may Mother be a good mother for you," said Kinanti in her heart.
When you see twins sleeping on a small mattress in a simple room. Kinanti makes a dividing room that is only covered with long curtains, for the bed of the child. As much as possible, he gives comfort to the child.
"Pak Dimas, please Sir! What message do you want, sir?" Kinanti welcomed Dimas, his former boss. Kinanti directly serve Dimas orders with deft, like service to other meatball visitors.
"Please, Sir!" said Kinanti while putting a bowl containing baso urat along with noodles and vermicelli. Kinanti also made sweet iced tea for her former boss.
"Oh yes, Kinan. Which Satria and Flowers?" ask Dimas. Dimas always attention to the two children of Kinanti, unfortunately Kinanti still continues to reject it.
Kinanti was delighted, as Dimas always ate his meat voraciously. A satisfaction for a seller, if the buyer enjoys his food greedily. It didn't take long, Dimas was done eating the meatballs.
"Kinan, why the hell do you still keep refusing me to be your husband? I sincerely love you, and I want to be a father to twins. Let's see twins, do you not feel sad to see him have to sleep on the floor just using a folding mattress and go to the sales place? I promise you, I will give you a decent life. I want to make you happy" said Dimas.
Again, Kinanti refused. He feels comfortable living as he is now. Live without bothering others, and live without giving back to others. The experience of the Mother's past, always imprint in her heart. Where the father had an affair with the woman who became his stepmother now, until finally he had to lose the mother he loved so much.
Kinanti decided not to get married and became a single mom for both of her children. He is still traumatized, especially now that he is the victim of a responsible man.
"I'm sure that someday I will be able to bring happiness to them. I've enjoyed my role as a single mom. I was afraid that later, my husband would not accept it because I was too focused on my son. They're all I have in this world, and I don't want to waste them. May God always take my steps. Precisely a lesson like this, will later make both my children become strong figures and appreciate the meaning of life. Who has to fight for success" said Kinanti, and Dimas could only sigh. It wasn't easy for him, to deal with a stubborn woman like Kinanti.
Kinanti was sure, there would come happiness after a difficult time that he had to go through. Indeed, sadness is an experience that teaches her to be a strong woman.
"Sorry sir, I'll stay. Crying flowers," said Kinanti and Dimas seemed to nod his head.
His love for the baby is more than his love for himself. He was devastated, of course he did not want his two children destroyed like it. A baby born into the world is never wrong, even though he is present from a fault of his parents. Kinanti will fight to raise the twins, even though she will have to risk her life.
"Eh, the flower is awake. Here Daddy's carrying," said Dimas.
Actually Kinanti was objecting, Dimas wanted the twins to call himself father. Dimas is not a twin father. However, Dimas asks Kinanti to allow him to become an adoptive father for twins. Although they have no husband and wife bond.
"You saw, didn't you, Nan? Even Bunga is comfortable in my arms, come on you don't be selfish! Open your heart to me, forget that irresponsible man" Dimas said.
"Sorry sir, please don't force me! Don't make me finally stay away from you. You are a good man, but you are not the father of twins. Twins only have a mother" said Kinanti.
The more days the twins get smarter, and adorable. Everyone who sees it will be happy. They grow up to be healthy and cheerful children.
"Whoever you are, I'll make sure you regret your life. If someday you know, if you're the one you never expected to grow up to be an adorable child," said Kinanti.
Kinanti was so vengeful with an irresponsible male figure impregnating her. If one day, the man comes into his life.
The term many children a lot of sustenance and children already have their sustenance, not a mere saying. The presence of twins actually makes the Kinanti economy improve. Twins are now one year old. Kinanti meatball stalls are getting crowded, little by little he can save for the needs of twins.
"Thank you God, you have granted my prayers. Meatball stalls are quite selling in Yogyakarta. I am sure that you will always be with me" said Kinanti inwardly. Sales turnover is increasing. The tiredness that Kinanti felt, paid off with the income she got from the sale of meatballs.
"Nobody would have thought that a child who had only a mother and only the child of a meatball seller, and was present from a mistake would become a scholar. I have to be excited to succeed. May God grant my prayers." The prayer that I pray in his bow.