FATE 3 (WAITING )
CHAPTER 14 I WANT TO BE HAPPY TOO

The next day all the students and teachers entered as usual. Neha and Fatma teach in kindergarten classes and other teachers also teach in their respective classes. Ardan has no classes to replace. He was in his room checking some school files and donor reports. But Neha's shadow always bothered him to make himself not concentrate on checking his report.

Ardan smiled considering the company of a woman who was far from him. But the daydream was scrapped when suddenly someone opened the door of his room a little rough without knocking and excuse him to surprise himself.

“Laras!” he murmured when he saw someone apparently his ex-wife, Laras.

Ardan stood up as Laras walked in and sat on the sofa without being allowed to rest. Ardan let out a long sigh as he looked at the face of Laras who seemed to be annoyed. Ardan sat at the end of his desk and looked at Laras. What's with the woman he used to love so much came without giving any news first.

“What do you need? Come to school early in the morning?'' ask Ardan to relax. Laras looked at Ardan and was silent for a moment as if looking for something inside Ardan's eyes. Looking for the look of love that once existed. Is there still that look of love.

“You have a relationship with Neha?'' search for Laras without further ado with his jealous face.

Ardan laughed a little and then stood up and sat on the sofa across from Laras. Ardan knows how to look jealous of Laras when another woman approaches him and Laras still loves Ardan. Just because of keeping the crowd feeling he was willing to let go of Ardan.

“Where do you know?''

“It doesn't matter where I know.”

“Then, what's your business?”

“Ardan ...! Neha was my niece and once was our niece. Are there no other women?” laras said fiery but still humbled his tone. Ardan chuckled at Laras's sudden attitude paying attention to his relationship with the other woman.

“Our nephew? Yes, but that was before. I even loved him so much until now. But maybe now the affection is different. Yes .. I love her, I love her as an adult woman. I feel like only Neha can help me erase your name in my heart.”

''What? Deleting?” Laras did not accept that Ardan had forgotten his name in his heart.

''Baras! Never mind. We can no longer be together, even though we still love each other but I'm sure you prefer Martin and the kids. I used to give you a chance when Amara was still in your womb. Come back to me and I'll accept Amara and Daren and raise Devan together, but you'd rather stay with Martin. What could I have been at that time! I just feel the pain alone and I don't know who I should vent it to. The only way, I have to accept my destiny until now. Honest Race, when Andin's gone. I wish I could come back to you when I was my age. But seeing you are currently pregnant again, that hope I buried deep. Maybe it's time I should completely forget about you and my love for you. And opening my heart to anyone is no exception Neha.”

“Am I no longer in your heart?'' ask Laras to make sure. Ardan just shook his head at the sign there was no more love for Laras.

Laras looks at Ardan's bead eyes.he is really looking for the rest of Ardan's love for him. But nothing is no longer there. Not feeling her tears melt.

“Good. Thank you!” laras said then he stood by following Ardan.

Baras once again looked in Ardan's eyes.The look he always missed. Now he is no longer in there. Before long Laras stepped out. But not Laras if it does not make a mess, Laras pushed all the books on Ardan's desk until it fell scattered on the floor. Ardan only closed his eyes when he heard the sound of books falling, he knew how Laras if already angry and disappointed, he would slam and vent on objects nearby.

“Sorry Race. I want to be happy too. Instead of looking happy, Ardan's inner” is a little selfish without thinking about Laras' heart that might be hurt to hear his words that already do not love him anymore.

Along the hallway Laras shed tears. luckily the school hallway was deserted. because all the teachers and students were in the classroom.

“Ardan. Why should Neha? That means you'll be part of my family again. Why not another woman. I still love you Mr. Ardan Mahendra,” Inner Laras remembers the call of the pack when he was in school.

memories of when he was in school and dating BK teacher Ardan. For a moment he stopped and held his stomach and the other hand held the wall. The barrel looked around the school which had changed a lot. But those memories could never be lost from his memory.

"Sir Ardan, here's the carrot juice!”

“It's juice or sop! Salty."

He never forgot it, maybe his whole life. Ardan was his first love after his Papa, the God. Can not be denied when the problems of his parents were Ardan who always encouraged him until the love grew to this day.

Ardan saw Laras from a distance. He wanted her to come up to him and hold him for the last time. But he did not want to make Laras and he continued to hope to be together again. Ardan really wanted to forget everything and open his heart to others.

“Sorry Race. I want to be happy for the rest of my life. I just keep praying you're always happy with Martin and your kids. I'm sure our children in heaven will also be happy to see us happy with each other's lives. I also never forget if you have given me a child, even though our child is already on the side of God. Our Devan will greet us in the next world, the inner” of Ardan who also shed tears remembering his past.

Laras continued his steps towards the parking lot and decided to go home.

Before long the break bell son TK rang the clock shows at 9 am. Neha and Fatma as well as other teachers who taught Kindergarten children accompanied the break. Children play on the playground and inevitably the teachers also play.

Neha watched the children playing ball while Fatma watched the children playing the swing and the other teachers watched over the other students.

“Yes, Miss Neha!"

“Tadi mornings, Ms Fatma kok kayak terkeus reply greeting Mr Johan?” ask Neha.

“Nothing, Ms. Neha. Not in the mood anymore.”

“Oh! Not anymore, right?”

“Gak! Indeed again sprained look at his handsome face.” Fatma held back a little emotion discussing Johan. Although actually he was also amazed by his handsome figure, but because of the incident last time he became arrogant and upset.

“Someone is talking about me?" Johan suddenly came with two bottles of drink.

“Good morning, Mr. Johan!” sapa Neha was friendly, while Fatma threw her face away.

“This is done, Miss Neha!" With Doubt Neha took a bottle of drink from Johan's hand.

Fatma's eyes glanced at the careless look at Johan's attitude that was pretentious to Neha. But at once he smiled cynically at the arrival of Ardan.

“Good morning everyone!" greet Ardan.

“August!" answer Everything.

“Pak Ardan, where are you going?" ask Neha!"

“Mau to canteen. Buy drinking water.”

“Oh what a coincidence Sir. You don't have to go to the cafeteria. Johan brought two bottles of drink. It Sir!” saut Fatma took a bottle of drink from Johan's hand while only gawking at Fatma's actions.

“Oh yes, thank you,” reply Ardan.

“Oh yes, Bu Neha, can come to the room Miss Nadia for a moment, anyone wants to talk about her.”

“Oh yes sir, can."

“Mari!” Neha nodded.

“Bu Fatma's. Titip kids first yes.”

“Iya Ma'am. Beres.”

“Mari! Mr. Johan.”

“Mari!” Neha stepped in with Ardan before long Johan also followed Neha and Ardan. But his arm was held down by Fatma.

“Which father is going?” ask Fatma ketus.

“Cute them!”

“Which father?” Fatma still holds Johan's arm.

“Bu Neha just now, will you say come sir!. So.”

“Serden Father!” Fatma's slight annoyance pushed Johan. Johan just laughed a little at Fatma's annoyed face.

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