FANFIC: BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA: IZAWA MY VILLAIN
Chapter 122

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Meanwhile Izawa was still unmoved, to be honest now her feelings were mixed , he felt happy and nervous because this was the first time after a long time they had spoken but Izawa also felt scared when Matsuri saw her now .

Will Matsuri be afraid of him ? hate ? happy ?

For now Izawa still does not know it .

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[Don't kill him, better just throw him in jail ]

Izawa was just speechless not replying to the words from Matsuri . he was still confused how to talk to Matsuri , stuck in such a complicated situation made Izawa want to go straight away but could not , it was as if something was holding him back .

The feeling that he was locked deep inside seemed to have started to stir for Izawa it was confusing . he was very rarely in this kind of situation , it felt very mixed and made him nervous .

[In the end Matsuri-chan remains Matsuri-chan ...... ]

He does not feel angry or disappointed because Matsuri tried to stop him, even though Gendo had meant badly, Izawa was happy .

Because of Matsuri but being her who is known by Izawa .

Although impressed naive but he was happy because of the purity of heart of Matsuri . even according to him Quirk of light is very suitable for Matsuri and Quirk of darkness is also very suitable for him .

Izawa took a deep breath to calm his constantly turbulent feelings, after which he removed the dark spear and re-entered normal mode .

Purple color degradation disappeared by leaving a plain white color and changed eye color to red along with the disappearance of tattoos on the bottom of his left eye .

[But it doesn't matter ? though he tried badly on you before, did you not think about what if you were caught ? ]

Izawa then descends from Gendo's body and walks closer towards Matsuri .he tries to restrain himself from moving too emotionally on this situation .

[I would like to thank you for helping me, but everyone deserves a chance to get better and make up for everything he has done ]

[ Whatever ......... ]

Maybe Izawa sounded unconcerned but in her heart she was actually smiling . It has been years that she has not spoken directly to Matsuri .

Then in order not to get too carried away by feelings , Izawa wanted to immediately leave this place .he walked as hard as he could to remain ordinary at the time passing Matsuri .

At the time Izawa thought that he was successful but there were footsteps coming from behind and suddenly someone hugged him from behind .

That person is Matsuri .

[Don't go Izawa Ne-chan .......... ]

Matsuri could no longer hold back her feelings . By the time she saw D directly, Matsuri instantly came to her senses .

At first she refused to believe it or she did not want to believe it because her brother became a Villain but the longer she thought about it the more reasonable it was, even her own heart asserted it .

It was true that her brother was very kind to her but her brother also did not care about the people outside the orphanage .

Even Matsuri recalled that when they were still going to buy food, her brother brought his food to the orphanage , but on the way they played first in the park and happened to be at that time the park was very quiet .

Then they split up to play but her brother did not come to play, she just waited on the park bench to keep her food . Matsuri feels uncomfortable leaving her brother alone, so she chooses to return .

But by the time she returns, Matsuri sees her brother driving out a homeless man . The homeless man seemed to be starving and tried to ask for food brought by his brother, but his brother did not hesitate to use the Quirk to drive away the homeless man who happened to be a Quirkless .

But Matsuri who saw it did not say it to anyone .

After not meeting after a long time finally they met . put aside the feeling of disappointment Matsuri but for sure she was very happy .

There are many questions he wants to ask .

There are a variety of feelings he wants to convey .

But the most important thing is not to make Izawa go . Matsuri was afraid that if she let him go she would never meet again .

[Sister do you know how much I miss you .......

At that moment you suddenly left and disappeared . I tried to look for you but did not find it .even after decades .

But by the time I find you now ... I .... ]

Matsuri did not hold back the tears that continued to flow soaking through the back of Izawa . although even if Izawa rebelled and went straight away then Matsuri could not stop him because the body was far from being prime , but he forced to restrain Izawa , he needed the answer he had in mind .

Meanwhile Izawa felt in a situation that made her a dilemma , in her heart she could not bear to make Matsuri cry and wanted to directly embrace her but her mind rejected her .

[It looks like you're the wrong person , this is the first time we've met . Besides you must know that I'm the Villain of the media so there's no way we've ever met.

Hey this is serious, you're making me start to feel upset, so can you let go of your embrace or don't blame me for acting rude .......... ]

He does this in order for Matsuri to hate him, because he does not want Matsuri to be worried which would harm him if known by the hero side because Matsuri has a relationship with him , moreover, it could be that this will make Matsuri yes want to be a hero precisely hindered . Although it feels very painful, but this must be done .

In Izawa's heart could only apologize to Matsuri, as this was for her good as well .

But the threat from Izawa did not make Matsuri affected , instead her embrace of Matsuri became stronger .

[No, this must be you Brother, even you saved me ..... ]

Despite the color of her skin, her hair and even her eyes are different but Matsuri is very sure that this is her brother. Besides, the body odor of Izawa is still the same as what Matsuri remembers .

Although at the time she hugged Izawa , it felt a little cold but this feeling did not deceive her .the feeling of security felt by Matsuri every time she hugged her brother did not change at all .

Matsuri did not declare who she was because she was sure the person in front of her was her older sister who had lived with her for many years .

[I just accidentally saved you, maybe I saved you just because I felt uncomfortable seeing a girl like me wanting to be kidnapped by Villains ......... ]

No, Izawa lied .

If there was a girl who was in trouble if it was someone else then Izawa would not care about her, especially if it was a grown man and woman, Izawa would not glance at her at all . maybe Izawa would still consider it if it was a small child, but if the little boy did not make him feel nostalgic like similar to the children of his orphanage then Izawa did not care either .

That is the level of goodness that is within me .

He is apathetic when someone is beyond his reach .

Someone who is used to hurting others without feeling guilty .

Someone who has no sense of justice and heroism .

Someone who is more black than white in his heart .

And someone who is destined to be Villain .

That's what an Izawa is like .

But in the dark and cold heart (there is still a little warmth stored . there is still his weak heart hidden .

Meanwhile, Izawa's words actually made Matsuri strengthen her embrace and also her tears flowed more and more .

He became convinced that Villain named D was his brother . because he thought it would be more unreasonable if indeed D helped him for no apparent reason .

Seeing her little sister cry made her heart ache . The usually stable Izawa with the decision taken at this point is a little shake .

Because the impulse of emotion in the heart makes Izawa terbesit in his mind to stop being Villain and give themselves up, then tell the truth to the people who are valuable to him while hoping they will receive it .

[Maybe it's not a bad thing ......... no no no no no no no, after all I've done I still hope to return ? what is this stupid me thinking ?

there is no way it can be because there is no way to go back ]

In his heart Izawa insulted himself for thinking stupid things .

maybe the people who were valuable to him could still accept it but not with the hero side .he had already done many things that could be termed as crimes .

After all handing yourself over would put the people of the orphanage in danger . because he was already bound by the agreement with All For One not to touch those precious ones on the condition of helping Tomura become his successor .

So with Izawa surrendering himself would make the thing he most did not want happen because of himself .he was determined to shoulder it all alone .

With a heavy heart Izawa activated his True Quirk, unleashing a technique that left others unconscious .

But in contrast to Housoku Haki which makes people who are not strong to hold it will be forcibly unconscious , the technique used by Izawa is to make the victim's consciousness will slowly weaken until finally unconscious gently without making the victim feel pain on condition that they must come into direct contact with the victim .

Because now Matsuri was hugging him Izawa could immediately launch his technique easily .

Izawa named the technique Yasashi-sa Haki .

Matsuri's consciousness slowly diminished, making her embrace less and less so that Izawa was freed and also made her body gradually begin to fall to the ground .

With the remnants of his consciousness Matsuri tried to reach Izawa who was staring at him with sadness until finally Matsuri was completely unconscious .

[Don't go Izawa Ne-chan ....... ]

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