
Day after day passed, Raisa felt even more lonely. His longing and the pain in his heart were getting mixed. Even Raisa could not tell which one was longing, and which one was heartache.
"why do I miss that bastard!"
"He's hurt me, he's been having an affair!"
Raisa walks towards the balcony of her new room. Johan said, this was his room when he was a kid. Every time she returned to Indonesia, Raisa always wanted to linger in this room.
Sure enough, Raisa was indeed very comfortable in this room.
That night the sky looked happy, the stars as if cheering with the moon adorned the night sky.
"are you mocking me" muttered Raisa speaking to the moon and stars.
the breeze began to feel cool, now it is 9 p.m.
From the bottom, Yoga stood staring up at the idol.
Since Johan met her, Yoga began to visit Johan's house to see Raisa from afar.
For a while Yoga gave Raisa space to calm herself down.
Yoga smiled, sometimes grieving, according to the expression Raisa showed every night.
The girl was still not aware of the existence of Yoga, she just focused on the sky, then went inside her room.
"If you know, I can't calm down if you're not with me" Yoga said in his heart.
At 10.05. Raisa went into the room. Seen from the face of Yoga there is a sense of disappointment.
"Kasian mister Yoga" muttered Titi. She always saw Yoga outside Johan's house. Look at Raisa from far away.
It feels like Titi told Raisa, but Johan forbids it. It tells Titi to let them solve their own problems.
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That night Raisa could not sleep, she had just laid down for 10 minutes, forcing her eyes to shut and fall asleep. His eyes, however, did not feel tired. Raisa is still awake and agitated.
"AC's on, but I'm still feeling hot!" muttered Raisa astonished.
The girl went out of the room, she put on her sweater before coming out.
Looks like the house is deserted, the servants have entered their respective rooms.
Raisa goes to the back garden of her house, maybe sitting enjoying the outside air will slightly relieve the sultry feeling.
Raisa was sitting in the garden, she was staring at the darkening sky. The star he saw disappeared.
"Pantes sultry, want to rain apparently" murmured Raisa.
The wind blew a little, Raisa felt a little scared.
"Yahh the rain came too soon" languidly disappointed Raisa.
He immediately got up and went into the house. Suddenly the corner of his eyes saw a stranger in his eyes.
"Yoga?" Raisa muttered in surprise. He walked closer and closer to someone he thought was the young master of Yoga.
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Inside the house, Titi was just getting ready to go to sleep. Suddenly a knock stopped his intention.
Yuk!!! Yuk!!!
"Who the hell" Titi thought a grunt in annoyance.
"Yes for a moment!!", cried Titi. He walked quickly to the door and opened it.
How surprised Titi was when she saw Johan standing at the door of her room.
"Tuanmmppp" Johan smothers Titi's mouth. Then take the girl outside the house.
Arriving outside, felt the cold air hit the bodies of both.
Titi hugged her own body, staring at the cynical Johan.
"Why did you drag me out??" Ask Titi.
Johan did not reply, he just stared at Titi's face with a sweet smile.
"You are beautiful when you are angry like that" said Johan sincerely.
Titi blushed in embarrassment, her cheeks blushing red.
Johan feels Titi is the woman of his dreams, especially Titi is very close to his sister. So Johan thinks Titi could be his companion.
They were just as silent, their heartbeats and the roar of their breath speaking.
Their gazes met, with the distance of the face increasingly eroded away.
Degs....Degs.....Degs...
Titi was really nervous, her heart felt like it was exploding right now.
Johan's face was getting closer and closer. So close Titi was able to feel the roar of Johan's breath hit the surface of his facial skin.
"Well, are you here??? Isn't it sick enough that you gave me!"
Johan and Titi were aghast, they immediately distanced themselves.
"I'm sorry" Johan said he felt disrespectful to Titi.
"No problem sir" Titi replied embarrassedly.
While Raisa over there is facing Yoga who is sitting in front of her car while staring at Raisa's room.
The man was shocked, he did not know if Raisa caught him here.
"Go there!!! why are you here too!!! I'm sick of seeing you!!!" yell Raisa shoo away Yoga. He slammed his clothes into Yoga. Making the man move dodged, some were indeed about Yoga.
Titi closes her mouth, following Johan closer to Raisa and Yoga.
Raisa sees the arrival of her brother and Titi. He immediately approached Johan, asking the man to expel Yoga.
"Sister, tell him to go. I don't want to see a guy like him anymore!!" pinta Raisa pleads with Johan.
"Sir, you calm down. We can speak well" Johan said, calming Raisa down.
However, it seems like an equilibrium. Raisa even more rampaging.His heart again feels pain when he sees the face of Yoga.
"Go you!! I don't want to see you!!" yelled Raisa hysterically.
Yoga just kept silent, staring at the nanar attitude of Raisa who looks very hateful to her.
"I'm sorry Raisa!!" lirih Yoga's. He knew how much Raisa was suffering because of her.
"Sir, you better go back first. Later after everything is calm, we can talk good" said Titi.
Raisa immediately stared angrily at Titi.
"You're on Titi's side too,? are you defending that jerk???", accused Raisa of pointing at Yoga.
Titi shook her head, it didn't mean that.
"No miss, I did that for the young master to leave immediately" Titi replied.
"If you all side with him, then you should never approach me again!!"
Raisa ran inside the house, she climbed the stairs leading to her room.
Raisa went into the room, then locked the door of her room from inside. Not to forget Raisa also locked her balcony door, then turned off the lights.
Yoga turned towards Raisa's room. He saw Raisa's room light suddenly go off.
Hufff....
"He hates me so much" lirih Yoga sadly.
Titi looked at her employer's pity, she couldn't do anything either. Raisa is so stubborn. It will be difficult to explain to Raisa when her condition is still like this.
"Go home, I'll try to talk to her later" Johan told Yoga.
Yoga nodded, but he got in his car. Then drove off the grounds of Johan's house
"Pity of young master" Titi said.
"What he can do, he must be responsible for the risk of what he does" Johan said.
"Hemm.." muttered Titi.
In her room, Raisa cries alone. The pain of seeing Yoga with other women again reached the recesses of his heart.
Raisa is a innocent and innocent girl. It is very taboo with the name love. He even felt sorry for knowing love.
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