Being My Own Son's Nanny
You have to be self-conscious

Ayara just finished putting baby Elvano to sleep. After that he also wanted to lie down because he was really tired. Not only tired in the physical but also in the mind.

Just as the woman was about to lie down, a sudden sound of the door being knocked on by someone. Along with the sound of the knock, there was also the voice of a woman, from whose voice it was certain that the woman was Sarah.

Ayara then swung her foot forward to open the door.

"Yes, Miss Sarah?" say Ayara politely.

"You haven't slept, have you?" sarah's aura is not what it used to be. Women really look cold now.

"No, Mom!" sahut Ayara, with a bad feeling.

"Goodoo. I want to talk to you for a second, can I come in?"

"Of course bo__"

"Oh, why do I have permission for you? This is my home, so if I want to enter it is up to me, no need to have to ask for approval from you," Ayara has not had time to finish her speech, he said, Sarah also cuts first and slips in an indirect emphasis, saying that Ayara is no one in the house.

Ayara did not answer again. The woman immediately moved to the side to make way for Sarah.

"Oh yeah, you don't stand there dumb. You're sitting here because I want to talk to you about something,"

Ayara nodded her head and walked over to the spot indicated by the middle-aged woman. "This must have something to do with Tessa. It seems that the woman has already started provoking Sarah's Mother," Ayara's inner self as she landed her body sitting on the spot designated by Sarah.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Ayara gently.

"Well, I don't want to talk anymore! lately I see that you have begun to digelunjak, my son has started to be good to you. So I want you not to visit this house just you trusted by my son to babysit baby Elvano. I ask you to keep your boundaries. You should never think of hoping for more than Julian, understand you!"sarah looked at with a cynical look.

"Sorry Mom, I know who I am and I know my limits. I have absolutely no intention of approaching Mr. Julian. Because I knew it wouldn't be possible" said Ayara, trying to hold back tears.

"It's good that you're aware. What matters is that your words, really, are from your heart not just in your mouth,"

" Yes, Mom!" sahut Ayara

"I'd also like to remind you that Tessa is my daughter-in-law, so you should stay nice to her. Don't be like the mall today. How can you let her be a nanny, while you both love to choose clothes? is that not a brash act?" Sarah, sounds getting sniffy.

"But, ma'am I swear by nothing I never intended to be like that. Ms. Tessa asked first for__"

"Don't call him Ma'am. Call her Miss! even if he's not Julian's wife, he'll be Julian's mistress soon! and for that one .. Even if he asks, you should refuse, not even pleasure and use it. It's the same with people not knowing themselves! you have to know who you are. Don't expect you to be like Cinderella who can marry a prince!"

The tears that Ayara had tried to contain were now unstoppable. It was unavoidable, finally the grains of clear liquid melted out through the dam he had built.

"Patience, Ayara! you have to be patient with this insult, to be able to take care of your son" Ayara whispered to herself, trying to strengthen herself.

"Ma, what's going on? is it still the problem?" suddenly Julian appeared and looked at his mother coldly.

"Mama just wanted to remind him, to realize what his status in this house, do not act like he was the employer," said Sarah while blaming her feet.

Julian took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, trying to hold back the emotions. For some reason seeing Ayara sobbing, her heart ached.

"Ma, didn't I tell you it wasn't Ayara's fault? if you want to blame someone, who you should blame, I." Julian tried to speak softly.

"Why do you look so defensive of him? you're not in love with her, are you?" Sarah squinted her eyes, suspicious.

"Ma, what's wrong with Mama? is this all because of the woman's complaint? has he been inciting Mama?" julian begins to lose patience.

"The woman has her name and her name is Tessa. Mama did hear from him, but she didn't complain she was just telling stories. Mama alone is irritated to hear it all because she can't imagine how she's turned into a nanny while the real nanny by not knowing she's taking advantage of an opportunity she might never get in a lifetime his life" Sarah sarcastically said.

Julian rubbed his hair and then rubbed his face roughly. If the one who just spoke wasn't his mother, he wanted her to curse him. However, because his mother tried to restrain herself so as not to let out hurtful harsh words.

"He doesn't complain but tells stories. What's the difference with that? Mama why so much to defend him? Mama should be aware with her telling a story, indirectly actually she wants to incite Mama to hate Ayara, do you not understand her hidden purpose?"Julian was still speaking softly.

"Tessa never intended to incite me to hate Ayara. Instead, he asked my mother not to scold Ayara and asked Mama for understanding. Tessa is good, Julian. He still pityes Ayara and asks her not to get angry at Ayara, but she can't help herself anymore, because you can't imagine that you're in Tessa's position,"

"Mother, sir please don't argue anymore! I admit I was wrong. I won't do that anymore and will be able to position myself more" Ayara opened her voice on the sidelines sobs.

"Ayara, why did you admit to a mistake that wasn't your fault? You are not wrong at all!" Julian. Then the man turned to his mother. "Ma, instead of me saying that you want to blame people, I'm the one to blame, not Ayara! " sternly Julian with a voice that began to rise slightly.

"Here you go, Julian, you don't stand up for this nanny anymore, you don't like it!"Sarah got up from her chair and was about to leave.

"Mama has really changed! why did Mama become like this. Don't you realize that you're impressed to demean someone?" Sarah who had not yet reached the door suddenly stopped stepping, hearing her son's words.

The middle-aged woman then turned her head back towards Julian.

"Jul, Mama doesn't mean to put someone down, mama just wants her not to expect too much from you. Mama doesn't want him to misinterpret your kindness and instead thinks you like him. Mama doesn't want him to use his affection for Elvano just to get you interested in him. Mama really doesn't like sneaky women like that!"

Julian grunted at once to hear his mother's words. "Mama thinks too far. Precisely now I feel that the crafty one is the woman of choice of the mother, but she plays it safe. Ma, now that I'm being honest, I don't want to marry that woman of your choice at all, because I don't like her at all!" julian was straightforward and firm.

Sarah's eyes suddenly grew dumbstruck at Julian's words.

"Julian, maybe you don't love her now. But as time goes on you can love her. You tried to know him well. Mama just wants what's best for you, son,"

Julian exhaled again. "Ahh, it's up to Mama," concluded Julian as he moved away.

Sarah sighed and before leaving she looked back at Ayara.

"Ayara, remember all of my words! don't repeat it!"

"Yes, Mom!" Ayara bowed her body slightly.

Sarah then turned around and without further permission the middle-aged woman immediately passed away leaving Ayara's room.

Ayara then stepped up to close the door. Then the woman stepped back to the baby Elvano box. "Darling, mom has to be strong. Mama will be ready to accept this insult for the sake of mama can continue here to take care of you until you can see you can be independent" said Ayara as she stroked soft cheeks Baby Elvano.

Just as the woman was about to get into her bed, her phone suddenly read a sign that someone was sending her a message..

Ayara frowned because the message came from an unknown number.

"Hey fucking nanny, you must be pissed off Aunt Sarah right now. Hahaha rasain you! that's not much, and that's just the beginning. I will continue to provoke Aunt Sarah until you leave the house. So never try to fight me, you feel the consequences! " it's predictable from the content of the message, if it comes from Tessa.

"Where does he know my number? did he get it from Pam Sandi?" muttered Ayara while putting back her phone.

Tbc