UNLUCKY
Ch.249 - Solutions To Old Problems From New Problems
Before knowing Felix's true identity, he felt tormented by the guilt that always haunted him. The only orphan in Helianthus Orphanage who survived could survive. Instead of making himself considered as someone who was lucky because he could survive miraculously but instead was considered a carrier of pesky.
After meeting Cain, then the Three Twins, the guilt was slowly covered up. But just covered up, not lost. Just hide under the subconscious and wait for the right time to reappear to the surface.
That exact time was when Felix felt an overwhelming sense of happiness when he finished his treasure hunt at the School Campground. The happiness he got with his first friend was the right time for the guilt to come back to haunt Felix.
The nightmare again tormented Felix every night so that he was afraid to sleep. Tortured himself by walking in the cold middle of the night to relieve his sleepiness. But without realizing it turns out to torture other people besides himself, namely Cain who secretly always watch over him.
After Felix found out that he was a Caelvita, he felt his burden increase. His unfinished inner problems plus the responsibilities that must be done. But apparently behind the problem, a solution arises.
Initially Felix only wanted to experiment on himself to expand the reach of his mind's communication network. But it turns out that the experiment was not only to train himself to be able to focus, be alert and sensitive to the environment. There came a solution to Felix's nightmare.
It can be realized when dreaming makes Felix not afraid to dream again because he can set his own dream or calm himself if he gets a nightmare that it is just a dream. Usually the children of the orphanage in his dream will say the same thing repeatedly, which is lucky that he can survive while they end up in dust. Although over and over again not boring but repeatedly hurt him.
But when she can control her dreams, Felix can ignore them and focus on researching them. Looking for strange things that might be known by his subconscious that is deliberately hidden.
Because dreams are subconscious experiences that involve sight, hearing, thoughts, feelings, or other senses in sleep. So dreams can be a big clue if you can wake up while dreaming.
It was not only to train Felix's ability, but also to slowly heal his fear of sleep and nightmares. Even after being able to do Lucid Dream, Felix wanted to continue falling asleep and dreaming in order to get a clue faster. But the name of the dream can not happen as desired continuously. The same dream over and over again can only be experienced when he still has not fully mastered Lucid Dream. After mastering it, the nightmare suddenly did not come again.
Doctor Mari said it showed that Felix was recovering from PTSD. Starting from the dream of his trauma that repeatedly kept coming it slowly disappeared. Still, there was no time to be happy to hear that he was recovering.
Felix did something else to dream about it again. By training the brain to filter information to help focus on the important things, namely emotions.
The dream that came about due to that trauma ended up being an opportunity for Felix. Not only did it heal itself but it was now also used as a method of analysis. Through ordinary days or unusual days. As much as possible, Felix remembers and pays attention to the smallest details in order to train his brain to choose the dream he wants. Once it had been successfully dreamed it could help him search for clues and analyze them. Even sleeping though, Felix did not rest.
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Tan started chatting with the flower plant close to his feet. He had not yet lifted his leg, he had stopped.
Teo began to question the grass to find out if there were animals living in the ground or small ones that were hard to see by the direct eye. Because the grass says that an animal has dug a hole, Teo takes a small shovel out of his backpack to dig for the Mundebris as the grass says, "You're not pranking me, are you?" tanya Teo laid herself down for digging deep enough but found nothing.
"I remember once there was ..." The Grass said simultaneously.
"You sure you're right around here?" ask Teo.
"Of course, we're still young to be said to be senile! we are the youngest among the other grass types ..." answered the arrogant Grass.
Tom asked the tree for help to be lifted up to the top of the tree. To be able to see and check around well from a height. Tom glanced at the type of tree he remembered, the tree he had encountered before insisted on not wanting to contract. Tom tried to find information from the tree he was riding, "You know him?" ask Tom.
"Know!" sahut Tree.
"You close to him?" ask Tom again.
"Don't you know it is near." answered the Tree scratched its own trunk with its twigs because of confusion with Tom's words.
"Heh .. not necessarily! knowing is not necessarily close but close is certainly familiar!" said Tom.
"Near by no means know well ..." said the Tree who struck Tom and could not speak anymore, "True what the tree said, close does not necessarily indicate that you know well."
"You think if I offer you a contract, does he want to?" whispered Tom.
"Those types of trees love to sleep and do not like to be disturbed. So wait until he wakes up .. if you wake him while he is sleeping, Young Master can be trampled ...." the word Tree that reminded Tom of his harrowing experience really almost became tree fertilizer.
"When does he usually wake up?" ask Tom.
"The day he woke up once but only 1 minute long woke up then continued to sleep again .." replied the Tree.
"What?!" tom panicked but kept his voice down.
"The name is also Sleeping Prince Tree!" said Tree.
"Haha .. I can't imagine how the King Tree Slept ..." said Tom.
"If the Sleeping King Tree only wakes up for 1 second" said Tree makes Tom stunned because only carelessly said the type of tree that he did not know was indeed there.
"I should have asked Verlin first before .. how he could have made a contract with them ...." Tom regretted that he was less adept at preventing something that could have been prevented.
"Verlin's? he forcibly woke the tree and asked her to a fight .. did not let the tree fall asleep and continued to disturb it until the tree managed to defeat it.." said Tree.
"He did that? I had expected the hell from his personality would definitely do that because it tends to be impatient but he is someone who does not know the word surrender.." said Tom chuckling, "Do I have to do the same?" ask Tom to himself, "Ah, no! I'll use my own way!" said Tom grinning.
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