UNLUCKY
Ch.17 - The Chosen One
Some people often hurt themselves by slashing their hands to vent or overcome the excessive emotions they are facing can be due to stress, anger, anxiety, sadness, loneliness, despair.
For Felix for example because of self-loathing and guilt when after dreaming of a fire that night wanted to try suicide on the roof of the hospital.
There was also numbness, with self-harm making him able to feel pain. But the way Felix treated his death was by walking in the middle of the night in cold weather to injure himself.
The worried Cain never took his eyes off Felix and always bothered or made himself to be taken care of by Felix because Felix needed someone to take care of who was a form of guilt for his indifference that night.
But it seems that Cain does not need to worry because at this time Felix's smile is the smile that he had longed for. Smile because you enjoy something. A smile as he had met the Pink Ghost and glared at him.
"I don't like that loser!" felix.
"What?" Cain was not out of thought because Felix spoke dislike but with a smile.
"You know I'll know who he is but why are you hiding him?" ask Felix.
"I've told you he's just like we're unlucky."
"Not lucky?" Felix suddenly stopped walking.
"Yes, yes he did have parents but financially they .. I also at that time wanted to reply but since I investigated .. to eat tomorrow they are difficult," said Cain.
"Then the five of us deserved to be in the bullies too?"
"Haha no one will bully us let alone you who all children fear" Cain chuckled.
"Then from that .. You do not need to be rich so as not to be bullied, there is no need to have powerful parents not to be bullied... Just need a way to take care of yourself."
"His speech is very clever when he himself likes to bully himself," Cain said in his heart and only replied with a slanted smile.
"What does that smile mean?" felix was offended
"A smile has to mean something?" Cain asked back.
"I know you're Cain, that smile signifies you're scolding me."
"It's good that you know" Cain laughed.
"Then why are you pretending you don't know?" ask Felix.
"It's nice to see Teo and Tom's exaggerated expressions .. hahaha."
Mertie who had just entered the classroom immediately walked towards Felix's desk and grabbed his hand but was stopped by Dea.
"What the fuck!"
"Sorry, Dea, I'd like to talk to Felix for a second."
Felix then threw out his hand held by the two girls and walked out of the classroom followed by Mertie.
But once again thwarted by Dea, "Now I understand why you were bullied, because indeed your behavior is like this garbage and now do you want to be with Felix? want to ask for help? it is natural that the trash is trampled ... That's you ... you are someone who has ... no. From the beginning you are no longer helped."
Felix who had left class finally came back and pulled Mertie regardless of Dea.
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"What are you talking about?" ask Felix.
"How do you know that pink ghost is me?"
"That's .. you said it yourself just now!" answer Felix.
Mertie let out a rough breath, "So you don't know yet?"
"Haha how can you work with a brain like that?"
"So how do you know?" ask Mertie curiously.
"The first clue is a letter that says 'T(1)Wait for me, you o(14)the next one that ..' means the second clue with 'Hi Felix' dated September 1st, the third clue is dated September 14th to TO and 'Hi ... Hi Felix' which means O twice ... TOO. And I can conclude that the word you want to say is PLEASE" Felix explained.
"Next ... I will ask for help .. Great also you with only two clues can guess but another story how can you know it was me?"
"You're such a bitch!" Mertie.
"It's your fault for using Ms. Latoya."
Mertie began to fall silent.
"You met her just before the night show at the camp, you took it for granted because Ms. Latoya was forgetful but Ms. Latoya told Teo and Tom that you had run into her ... Haha ... you don't know Teo and Tom don't stop mimicking Ms. Latoya when you're upset and when you meet Ms. Latoya you make the exact same box for the ballot paper that contains all my name and 'Alice in wonderland' it ...." Felix excitedly explained.
"The mistake was apparently .. hahaha .. I thought only Cain would find me."
"And the one you're working with is not just anyone either, only you can know. .. From the beginning you really want to be found," Felix started putting on a serious face.
"But only Cain and you know" said Mertie.
"So now that you've been found, what do you want?"
"Like hide and seek, after you have found me .. Now I take care .. let me look for you," Mertie with a smile.
"What else does that mean? you can't. You stop playing with words," Felix starts to get upset.
"You're talking a lot too yeah, not like I thought."
"It's the first time I've spoken at such length ... So what do you want?" Felix on a high note but still trying to be patient.
"Like you, Cain I found .. I'm looking for you now ... I need to know if you're reliable" Mertie said.
Felix harrumphed, "You're not afraid I'll report you. . You're not just bullying but hurting other people. .. You're worse than bullying you."
"The boy I thought was brave but ran away scared when I worked ... But it's good that I can fail to be a candidate."
"What candidate? help you prank those bullies?" ask Felix.
"Ah, they .. hahaha .. actually I don't care about them .. I just pretend to be bullied so they're happy" Mertie said casually.
Felix was silent to Mertie's words, "So he didn't ask for help, instead of letting himself be oppressed at will, Mertie?" felix said in his heart.
"Felix!" Mertie was confused to see Felix daydreaming.
"Oh?"
"You hear what I'm saying? why even daydream?"
"Yes, please find .. but without you looking, everyone knows what kind of child I am" Felix said.
"You yourself don't know yourself .. how other people can know you more than you do" said Meryie, who made Felix speechless again, "Can you daydream again.." continued Mertie.
"So what? you want to follow me again from the woods and stone me?"
"Later to throw with a bigger rock" Mertie told Felix's joke.
"Good kid, he's actually smarter than you.." Mertie continued.
"Cain is smarter than I am .. I know him better than anyone ...."
"That's why I need him ... Ye... Also!" Mertie.
"Cain is actually a lazy child and even more so I .. you're in trouble .. looking for people doesn't seem to be your forte ...."
"No. .. I'm the best at judging a person's personality. You and Cain are the right people," Mertie intends to praise Felix and Cain but instead follows herself
"Okay ... Let me know when it's done!" felix.
"Done?"
"Finish painting the field line!" Felix leaves behind Mertie who seems to be hiding something so that Felix actually expects something serious to end up making jokes, "For a long time I became like Cain alone."
Mertie was left behind, instead of being upset but instead smiling, "She's the one!"
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