The way I love you
93 Have You Prayed for Me?
"Why?"
Finally one word came out of Vean's mouth.
"Why did you do that?"
"Why?" This time it was Dhea's turn to ask—why.
"Why is Big Brother still asking, 'Why?' Don't you know why?"
Dhea's face was smiling, a slick smile.
"When I saw Fio and Brother crash, I was so scared. Afraid that I might lose one, or maybe both of you. I immediately thought, what about your two parents? You two are both single children, if something bad happens to you, they must be sad. I ... gave my blood to Fio, not just because she's my best friend. Big brother would be sad right, if something bad happened to Fio?"
Vean immediately turned his face away, with teary eyes.
"Then, when I found out that Brother needed a kidney donor, I immediately thought .. Why didn't I just give the donor to Brother? Do you remember, long ago .. I once promised to be a part of Brother. If indeed I cannot be in Brother's heart, then I will make another part of me, to be a part of you, Brother. God may have given me this opportunity, so .. where may I pass this opportunity, be a part of you Brother, all your life, Brother."
Vean closed his eyes. Not able to hear more. He wanted to step away, but his own legs were betraying, unable to stand up let alone step away from Dhea.
"I love Fio, I love Brother too. So I would love to be a part of Big Brother, even if we were .. whether tomorrow or the day after, will never see each other again."
Vean shook his head.
No, he didn't want to hear that word.
"Let my blood be part of Fio, and my kidneys be part of Brother."
"But .. but you destroyed yourself, Dhea."
Vean pressed his nose tightly, bit his inner lips, and clenched a side of his hand.
But the pain and tightness of hearing Dhea's words, did not want to disappear.
No, Vean was sure that all this pain would never go away ....
"Doctor Bram .. must have told you, what the donor wants, right?"
Vena was silent, she did not understand what Dhea meant.
"Not money, but .. a prayer. I think both my parents are dead, maybe this way too, I can meet them soon. Prayer requested of you then ...."
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"No ... No, Dhea! Don't continue anymore! Stop it!"
"Please pray that I meet my parents soon. I want to meet them in His heaven." Dhea continued her words.
"Easy praying for me?"
Vean lowered his head deeply, resisting the shocks on his body.
Had he known all from the beginning if it turned out this was the purpose of the prayer, then Vean would never have prayed that desire. I will not pray that prayer. Let him be considered ungrateful.
