The Shadow of First Love
chapter 35
...◦•●◉✿ 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙩 𝙈𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙖 ✿◉●•◦...
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Aldiyan patted the shoulder of Gilang who was leaning on the car with a cell phone, making him turn towards Aldiyan .
"have you been waiting a long time?"
"lumayan 15 minutes"
"sorry ngrepotin lo night gini"
"no problem, rich you never ngerepotin me only" he said while patting aldiyan's shoulder
"haha"
"yuk hunted children have been waiting for you to start earlier"
"they're waiting for me??
"iyya they have been in the besmen started earlier "said gilang directly run his car to the besmen The Boys where they collected first
30 Minutes later he arrived at his destination
"welcome back brooo" said to his four best friends clay, dion, darel and tomi then they shake hands ala genk them
"thanks welcome me, I think you guys are busy yourself" said aldiyan
"lo busy yourself, we often gather kayak gini, " said Darel while pouring a glass of alcohol for Aldiyan
"since when was the gini drink in our besmen?" ask Aldiyan
"let's Al we are not high school children anymore we are adults and I know you must be in country A more than this right" said Tomi chimed
"lo will be here what's behind Al? " ask clay
"gue wants to stay here "
"wah The boys will be complete again" said Darel
"Where if we go tomorrow to the city of B riding a beach motorbike there is really good who knows there are stray angels" Tomi said
"the grandiose girl you think about" said Daren with tomi's head menonyor
"how would Al Lo want to be?" ask Gilang
"ok, tomorrow we leave" Aldiyan said
***
while in the room of a villa Raffa was looking at the face of the wife who was asleep with eyes moist to get rid of Zavania's hair slowly.
" do I selfishly wish you loved me,?
I love you, but I'll try to make you happy if you're not happy with me, because your happiness is so much more important, I'll let you go if you ask me if you ask me if you're happy, even if it is heavy for me.
forgive me for being selfish for always expecting you to return my love, forgive me" he said softly stroking the cheek of zavania until a hand blocked his hand
"why are you crying ? am I wrong again?" zavania asked when she saw Raffa's tear
"who is crying ?" euphorically
"i .. It's not tears "
"continue it is not possible that the illusion is anyway mas never drool" he said making Raffa a little laugh
"just fine, anyways where there's a crybaby"
"mmbb is "zavania mangosteen
although Raffa's heart is still a little sick but he is trying to be okay in front of zavania
"we start all over again, I'm sorry, I promise you're the only one here" Zavania said, holding Raffa's hand to her chest
"as angry as you are, never leave me in hyks hyks" Zavania cried in Raffa's chest
"do you cry? mas promise will patiently wait for you to repay my love but if you want to go mas will also release you but you do not worry mas will always be there for you"
zavania looked up at Raffa and shook her fist
"mas don't say that, I will always be with you and I will try to love you but never let go or tell me to leave. "
"you've gone to sleep again, it's late at night"
"bareng" said zavania a little spoiled by stretching her hand asking for Raffa's embrace
Raffa hugs Zavania and they fall back asleep together forgetting the grueling night of holding back emotions
not no heartache but Raffa tried to survive while the wife still wanted to be next to him.
****
"ma we're not going home?? " tanya zavania while enjoying the beautiful beach in front of her
"don't you feel right here, huh?" tanya raffa approached the zavania hugging her from behind
"cock even really seneng very rarely we can like gini, usually it is busy mas continue" while looking briefly at the handsome face of the husband with wet hair makes his good looks even more
although Raffa is a figure that can be said to be almost perfect as a man let alone a husband but somehow the sense is still not growing in Zavania's heart he is currently trying his hardest to love Raffa.
"I will try to love you mas "he said in his heart.
"forgive me if you are busy and there is no time for you" said Raffa increasingly tightened his embrace
"we'll just go back the day after tomorrow, okay,??" continued
" can you take a long holiday? "
"the company has started to normal after a few months there is a problem so now mas can work here just after the meeting just have to come to the office, the new food can now take you on the road. "
"we go there yuk mas" point her to the beach near the villa
"you change your clothes first,"
"i'm the cook I wear this shirt"
