The Shadow of First Love
chapter 34
...◦•●◉✿ 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙩 𝙈𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙖 ✿◉●•◦...
Raffa who is currently on top of the wife is silent a few seconds later smiling and showering kisses many times with heirlooms that are still reluctant to come out
"I Love you, never leave me, I can't live without you" she said softly as she kissed Zavania's head
" I am sorry" he said
A second later Raffa tilted Zavania's body with his legs slightly open Raffa stomped his gun but in contrast to the beginning he was soft full of feeling but now a little rough making Zavania scream because it was too hard to hit Raffa
"aauuu mas sakiit" but Raffa did not
"ssstttttt aauuuu" he continued with his hands squeezing the bed linen and tears that had already dripped
"honey ma ..sorry," he said when he cried Zavania, raffa took off his union and then turned his wife's body around
"sad you're crying? I'm sorry I hurt you "in a stifled voice for holding back the anger and sadness at the same time for hearing the wife mention someone else's name while on the other hand it was very sad to see Zavania's tears.
"maaf harusnya aku nggak nyakitin kamu " ucapnya sambil menyeka air mata istrinya
"i just don't want to lose you, I love you too much just ask to forget her and love me zavania!" he said in a slightly loud voice coming down from the bed and wearing a boxer while Zavania had covered her body with a blanket
"I hate myself why I love people who don't even love me and I think by getting married, you can have the same feelings as me even up to 6 months you are with me you still think about Zavania
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buugghhhhh
Raffa punched the wall with his hand making Zavania round her eyes
"sorry mas a.ku"
pyyaaarrrrr
not satisfied with punching the wall Raffa turned to glass made zavania frightened because so much blood came out of Raffa's hands and only this time in seeing her husband was so angry with her
"maasss hyks hyks hyks pardon me "he said coming down from the bed and his hand outstretched holding Raffa's legs
Raffa looked back and crouched down to face his wife
"i should be the one apologizing to you I was too imposing on my will" he said, raising the face of zavania
"if you want me to go I will go and release you, I will try to take you with me, go and pursue your love "
he then stood up and left Zavania
"mas I'm sorry, don't leave me, I beg mass hyks hyks"
said Zavania ran with a white blanket that was already full of blood because her legs were hit by broken glass
"don't leave me. I want to forget it, and I'm asking you to help me with the hyks, I want to live forever with you"
Raffa who heard that was kind to face him then pulled zavania to stand up and hugged his wife's body tightly as if not willing to let go
hearing the words of Raffa's wife further tightened his arms his back shook violently a sign that he was currently crying
Zavania was so sorry for herself for repeatedly hurting the person who loved her so sincerely
"i'll do whatever you want to do don't go mas hyks hyks"
Raffa wiped his tears and broke his embrace
"i just want you to repay my love that I'm selfish!"
"no, I'll try to love you but don't leave me"
Zavania hugged Raffa
Raffa was shocked when he looked down at Zavania because the color of the blanket that had been white was red with blood, Raffa took off his arms and then opened the blanket attached to the wife's body to make Zavania shocked because at this time he did not wear a single thread
Raffa crouched down and looked sad when he saw Zavania's legs were many wounds and there was still glass attached to the smooth legs of the wife
yes, when Zavania crouched under him there were so many broken glass that Raffa hit her legs and knees, many broken glass stuck but Zavania did not feel it because her guilt towards Raffa made her ignore the pain
greeppp
"maasss" said zavania who was already in Raffa's arms and sat her on the edge of the bed without saying a single word just a sad face that she displayed
"aauuu" Zavania shouted and her hands squeezed the bed sheet as Raffa pulled out the saru from the broken glass stuck to her legs with blood still dripping
raffa's hands were shaking and his heart was hurting as he pulled out the glass one by one.
because of his anger, Zavania got hurt and shed a lot of blood,
for him to see that zavania in pain was more painful than when he heard Zavania mention another man's name, Raffa could not bear to see his loved ones in pain
"forgive me "he said with tears streaming down after wrapping his legs around Zavania.
"the bloody hand here I'm doing medicine" zavania took Raffa's hand
"what's sick?" asked Zavania to pull out a little piece of glass that was stuck
because it sticks a little so not too long he pulled it different from both feet .
"it hurts more to see you hurt" he replied with a sad face
"forgive me" then zavania wrapped her in bandages
raffa's eyes could not be separated from the face of Zavania whose eyes had swollen from crying
"forget him ! and love me because I can't live without you !" said lirih Raffa then zavania nodded they hugged each other channeling their feelings.
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At the same time a man had just set foot in country I with a heart that was flowering in flowers.
