The Shadow of First Love
chapter 20

...◦•●◉✿ 𝙎𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙖𝙩 𝙈𝙚𝙢𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙖 ✿◉●•◦...

"ehhemmmm" Raffa broke the silence.

"It turns out we have a shaman friend huh ?he continued, making zavania confused by Raffa's remarks

"meaning?"

"yes, Cicill's just a fortune-teller, remember what he said yesterday?"

"hahaha yes as well" zavania laughed out loud making the awkward feeling no longer

"Beautiful" muttered Raffa as only this time Zavania smiled at him.

"what did you just say?" zavania asked with a murmur of Raffa which she said was unclear

"Ng.got what to say," he said while smiling wrongly.

" oww, what do you think our parents' plans were?" raffa asked seriously

"mmbb se..actually I am confused, what are you?" zavania was a little hesitant

"kok even back to ask, instead of you surely know my answer?, besides you are confused why?"

"mmbbb I don't want to disappoint you!"

"what is it that makes me disappointed?I love you sincere van !" raffa assured

"I'm not the best for you Raf I'm afraid you're disappointed and leave me, that's why I'm afraid to open my heart to you!" clearly Zavania while bowing

"I won't leave you no matter what happens, so what are you afraid of?" Raffa held Zavania's bowed face with two hands and directed her to face her face

"Are you not sure of my sincerity all along?"raffa said sincerely by looking at the face of zavania

"are you going to accept me for what Raf is?" he looked at her for a moment and then turned his face away

"yes I will accept you as Van is, look me in the eye,! don't you believe it yet?"

"Are you still going to love me and still want to marry me if you know I'm not Virgin anymore" said Zavania firmly with tears flowing by itself.

"deg" Raffa was startled then quietly for a moment took a deep breath

"well, I will accept you, whatever you are, Virgin is not a must to be my partner, it is the heart and personality of a girl like you that makes me want to have you,"

"Normally all the guys will be fighting about it"

I salute your honesty The van wasn't easy for you to express.

all I ask for is one, forget your past love me and reply to my feelings, I sincerely love you!" he said while cupping Zavania's face and then carrying her in his arms because zavania was still crying about Raffa's disclosure.

"sorry" said lirih zavania

"sorry for what ?" he said while loosening his arms

"sorry because all this time I didn't return your feelings because I was too afraid to start a relationship and I was afraid I would be disappointed a second time" said Zavania lowered her head with tears constantly dripping down

"i finally understand why you didn't return my love all this time and didn't want to be close to a man, I'll accept you for who you are and I'll make you happy"raffa said inwardly as she wiped the flowing tears of Zavania

"now forget your past I love you sincere AURELIA ZAVANIA"

then Raffa knelt before him and stretched out his hand

"AURELIA ZAVANIA WILL YOU MARRY ME?"

zavania was moved by Raffa's performance, she hugged him to make them almost fall.

"Yes, I want to"

"can you repeat it again?" he said while taking off Zavania's arms

"iihh your time is not horrified anyway" replied zavania sebelly and asked her lips

"yes I want to" he said a little screaming making Raffa happy then stood up and hugged zavania tightly while lifting and turning his body.

"thank you" Raffa's tears fell because he was moved and kissed the cheek of the girl who became his future wife.

"let's go in, I can't wait to talk to our parents to get us both married quickly" said Raffa, pulling Zavania's hand and running a little

"But not so fast as that time Raf" he said with a breath of breath because it followed Raffa's long footsteps

"do you know I've been waiting a long time" Raffa stopped and looked at his future wife

" three years I waited for this answer zavania" he continued with a whining voice made, so that Zavania could not help but laugh at the face of Raffa who was so funny to him

"ihh even laughs again" while shuffling zavania's hair

"you're funny, yaudah ayoo" he said and then changed, now Zavania pulled Raffa's hand

"have I been funny? is he not a lot of people who say I'm fierce if in the office and if outside many say I'm cool and a lot of girls who ngatri make dapetin me, this is very different, this is what makes me love and love you very much" said Raffa in his heart while following the zavania that is pulling him