
# The flashback.
At 11:23, the third son of Addhitama and Vivi was born. The baby was a male with red cheeks and stye. Both her sisters were excited to see the baby. However, when Rindra and Rival are engrossed in seeing the tiny baby. Their crying sounds were heard.
The two boys approached their Papih, which was already drowning on the floor.
"Pi, why?" Tanya Rindra who was 7 years old at the time.
"Mamih y'all ...."
"Why Mamah, Pih?" ask Rindra again. Rival just kept quiet because he didn't quite understand what was going on.
"Mamih died." Instantly, Rindra's cry broke and Rival immediately embraced the Papih's body.
"Don't joke Papih, Mamih is still alive. Mamih is unlikely to die" said Rindra with tears that had flooded her cheeks.
"Mamih you have left us all," replied Addhitama lirih.
"False lies, Mamihku is still alive," cried Rindra, while Rival only cried in the Papih's arms.
Rindra kept shouting as if she did not accept what her papih said. He cried roaring until his Mamih body was brought to his house, Rindra did not release his embrace to the body of the mamih.
"Don't stay with me, Mih." Only that word kept coming from Rindra's mouth. Making all his family more shed tears.
"Wake up, Mih. Wake up" pinta Rindra with tears already falling.
Until at the funeral even Rindra must be held by several people. Because he didn't want his Mamih's body to be landfilled.
"Mamih I'm not dead yet" cried Rindra.
It is heartache Addhitama to hear the heartache of her first child. Rindra is so close to Vivi that she has not been able to accept the reality. Rival just cried and cried. Not a word came out of his mouth.
After the departure of his wife, Addhitama had to become a father and mother to his three sons. Rindra who is still locked up and Radit who does not feel the warmth of the mother's embrace. And she had not felt the affection of her mother since she was born.
Addhitama's children grow up to be independent children. Radit is 5 years old, Rival is 8 and Rindra is 12.
At the age of Radit 5 this year, he was used to being cursed by Rindra. He was used to being ignored and was also never considered to exist by Rindra. When playing with his peers, Radit is always shunned by his friends.
"Don't play with a killer. He killed my Mamihku" said Rindra.
Which heart of the younger brother does not hurt to hear such a speech. Moreover, Rindra said in front of their playmates. Radit could only duck and stay away from them.
Radit sat under a big tree. She covered her face with her already unstoppable tears.
"I'm not a killer" he said.
There was an arm that was holding him. Radit straightened his head and it was Rival.
"Don't take heart, Bang Rindra is like that" Rival said. Radit just smiled, a smile full of meaning.
Days change, months change. Rindra's attitude is still like that to Radit. Radit turned into a home child who did not know the association. His status as a murderer became a terrible scourge for him. He will not be accepted by his other friends.
Addhitama who felt suspicious about the change in attitude Radit finally invited Radit to go together to a park.
"Why don't you play with your friends?" Now Radit is sitting on the SD bench.
Addhitama gasped at the words of his youngest son. "Why are you talking like that?"
"The gate that always said I was a bad boy. The child who killed Mamih until Abang did not have a mother anymore. Radit didn't ask to be born, Pih. If, Radit tau Mamih will die after giving birth to Radit, it is better for Radit to replace Mamih to face God first." Radit spoke with a blank look and looked straight ahead.
Addhitama could not hold back her tears. While his son who was beside him was seen to hold a very heavy burden. Addhitama hugged the body of his youngest son.
"It wasn't you who caused Mamih's death. Mama has had a dangerous disease before. Mamih chose to keep you in his womb even though it would take his life," explained the Papih.
Radit didn't answer anything. After Radit asked this question, Addhitama began taking Radit to a psychiatrist. It turned out that his youngest son had his own burden in his house. Rindra's pressure with her scathing speech made Radit's confidence disappear. He would rather lock his room and be alone there.
It took many years to turn Radit back into a normal child. Addhitama patiently treated every wound that Radit felt. So Rindra considers if the Papih has not noticed it. Just attach importance to his sister.
Until Addhitama was reprimanded by his family for ignoring Rindra. The first successor of the Addhitama family-owned company. Because the grandchildren of Addhitama's parents are all girls. Only Addhitama's children are boys.
Angry to Rindra too Addhitama can not. Rindra is a hard type of child. So, only in a gentle way could it conquer his heart.
Secretly Radit always went into his brother's room that is Rival. He took a photo on Rival's study table. There was a woman who was carrying a child and was also leading another child.
"Sister is still lucky to see Mamih. I can only look at Mamih just from this photo," he said.
Rival heard Radit's words and his heart was sad. In his room and he displayed a photo of his Mamihnya who was holding them. In Radit's room, none of the photos were there.
"How does it feel to be hugged by Mamih?" he muttered while wiping the photo of the Mamih.
"I want to feel Mamih's embrace. From every book I read, a mother's embrace was very warm. Is it really like that?"
After being satisfied talking to his Mamih through figura, Radit returned to his room and immediately locked him back.
Rival always told Radit everything he did to the Papih. Until Addhitama was not able to hold back his tears.
Addhitama continues to take Radit to a psychiatrist until Radit's psychic condition is cured. And he can hang out with his friends.
It took me five years to get Radit back to what it used to be. He was transformed into a friendly child and difficult to provoke emotions.
Radit's personality is better than both of his brothers. However, his relationship with Rindra is still tenuous even though Rindra has apologized to Radit.
Addhitama explains the chronology of the Mamih died when Rindra was 17 years old. So that he can control his emotions more. Rindra cried and regretted her actions to Radit. Moreover, Addhitama explained psychic Radit who was very very shaken because of the speech from Rindra.
# Flashback off.
Radit let out a sigh of remembrance of the events after his past.
"I'll grow up to be a strong boy, Pih. I promise."
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