The Beginning of a Famous Writer
ARdi POV

ARDI POV

Today I feel the nature of Indri so different from usual. It was seen the first time I met him at the school gate.

No more smiles on his lips. Silently, he rode the motorbike. Stay quiet throughout the journey.

I am not at home with a thousand languages silent. I also started talking.

Ask why the tumben today is silent as usual. But again my question did not get an answer from the concerned. There was only an answer from Rey, saying that maybe her mother was hungry, because during her parents' school, she did not see her mother eating or enjoying snacks like her usual day.

Hearing Rey's words I also offered to eat first before going home. But again, it was just silence I got. I was more and more curious about his cold attitude. Inadvertently these eyes collide in the rearview mirror. Curious attacks my mind again. Indri quickly averted his gaze, I touched his hand, violently he brushed my hand away.

Curiosity is so deep in my heart. Many questions I want to ask to be asked to be answered for what caused the change in nature. But I could bear to ask each other questions, because I realized in our midst there was Rey, she was going to record a clear showdown between us, and it's not good for his development. Fortunately, I realized it sooner. Until I was silent. Do the same with Indri. Until the trip ends on the porch.

Indri and Rey were down, seen Rey immediately joined by Aihzan and grandmother who was playing. Indri was caught briefly greeting Aihzan and passed into the room. I'm done parking the bike. Stepping towards the child, I kissed his second forehead, and also passed into the room. Intend to ask for an explanation to Indri. To resolve the curiosity that from earlier attacked the mind. It's not very nice to be in an atmosphere like this.

Without knocking I open the door, Indri looks face down on the bed. I stepped up and sat down on the side of the bed. Trying to ask what happened. But again on the first question Indri still did not answer what. I also started to get emotional. Emotions are treated this way. Shut up without giving an explanation.

I hugged his shoulder until I managed to make Indri sit down, I was more curious about what I saw. Indri's crying. His tears and stuffing showed that he was in great sorrow. I put his body in this embrace. Wanted to give her strength to help her grief. But I was shocked amazing. Indri does not accept being in my arms. As much as he pushed me, until the hug came off.

I was sad, mixed in panic. The many things I felt, all became one. It feels really nano nano. Sad, upset, disappointed, I don't know. I don't know what makes Indri that way.

Many times I persuaded Indri to say what made him like this, but every question I answered by snapping even threats from Indri.

He threw away all my neatly arranged clothes in the closet. Until strands of clothes scattered on the floor, on the mattress, not even rarely there are also landed on my body. I really don't recognize Indri right now. The more I pushed him, the more he got emotional, threatening to scratch his wrist scissors.

Of course I don't want that to happen. By slowly stepping back, taking a decision I'd rather give up, than someone I care so much about getting hurt.

So scared I am at this time, that I blame the situation, I firmly say if money becomes this problem. Then I prefer to live in the conditions as before.

I asked him to give me an explanation. Finally after much drama we went through, he threw his phone rough at me, asking me to explain over a photo. I'll get the phone right away. As soon as my phone faced the view, I was wide-eyed at the sight.

I sat back on the side of the bed, with my back to Indri. He heard her turn the door. A second after that, not yet so Indri opened the door, my phone rang. Indri grabbed my phone. The position of the phone on the nightstand, indeed closer to Indri, I do not understand why he was so ambitious to take the phone. It was clearly the sound of my phone. The direction came from above the nightstand, while Indri's phone lay on the bed behind me. I let Indri open my phone. Because there was nothing I kept secret from him.

As he stared at my phone, his tears slowly flowed. After that he sat on the floor, along with that his tears still flowed so profusely wet the cheeks.

I'm getting curious about what's going on. The phone he was holding was a little rough.

After the phone is in my grasp, at that time I can draw conclusions about the incident that has just ravaged my wife's heart and feelings.

I cling to my cell phone tightly. Expressing my annoyance. Upset that guy. That would ruin my family's happiness. It's ruining my wife's feelings and beliefs.

Indri who is still dominated by emotional turmoil, can not accept any of my explanations. Until I was carried away by emotion, until the clash for the first time was thrown to the wife who I really loved. I really did ruin his heart. I finally decided to give it time. I also left Indri in the room alone. And find a little cool breeze to cool the feeling, so I don't hurt Indri more.

***

Two days ago I got an invitation from a friend during high school. I was surprised by this invitation, it has been more than ten years, only this time I got the invitation.

Without thinking strangely, I asked permission to attend to Indri. Without a doubt Indri allowed me to attend.

The brief meeting really backfired for the integrity of my household.

"I regret following the show." I sat there languidly in the rows of my pelihraan fish, which had changed the economy of our family.

"I'm a fool." I also cursed myself.

"I shouldn't have gone back to hanging out with them. It's a great regret for me that the first meeting for the last few years never communicated with them again.

"I'll never be in touch with you again!" I still regretted that brief meeting this afternoon.

I thought back to how to explain it to Indri. "I really don't accept if my household is a mess because of you guys." I return to grudge this folly, which will be ensnared in its trap.