The Beginning of a Famous Writer
My choice fell on writing

These lips vibrate with a call that I have never spoken 30 years ago...

"Mr..."

I immediately stood up, intending to embrace the figure that I had so dreamed of, as my hands swung to embrace a body that I had not even touched for a long time. As soon as the shadow disappeared, the figure vanished like lightning struck.

Lips are no longer able to speak, stiff, heavy, tears pour out without sound, hands that have swung like statues, unable to move to descend or continue the embrace perfectly.

I just hallucinated. It turns out that it's just a delusion as if it's coming true, could this be all the evidence that I miss you so much "Mr".

I sat back in my position, reorganizing my heart, strengthening myself, that this was only a shadow. It dawned on me that my first love had calmed down in nature. There is only a prayer that I have to send every day, so that this heart still feels that I have a father even though it is different from the world.

I try to follow the disappointment of heart, the sadness that I feel is so deep, I follow like water following the flow of the river, following the flow of this heart scream, no longer these tears I forbid to wet the cheeks. Until all the heartbreak felt as the clear grains wet the earth

After this anxiety is slightly treated, people say, crying will not solve the problem, but at least crying can vent emotions that are stifled due to disappointment.

I returned to heart.

INDRI POV

On the bright side I re-carved my despair. In the atmosphere of working holiday I use to spoil the eyes with views of the mountains filled with a vast expanse of rice fields. Yes, in the village where I live, the air is still fresh. Still filled with rice fields, rivalled by mountains, and stretches of planting add a beautiful and fresh impression to spoil the eyes that have been struggling with busy work.

On a morning filled with dew that soaked the weeds along the road is so indulgent. I am doing a morning run with my little family.

Their rant along the way is like a melodious music song of a heart-renowned healer who is tired of working.

We enjoyed the atmosphere so much this morning, because this morning was the first day of the school year-end holiday, and another week we planned to leave for a vacation to my brother's only home. My father and my dear mother. The pain as if I would feel, such is the form of my love and affection for my brother and sister.

The atmosphere is still very early in the morning, plus holidays, so the atmosphere of the streets is also not crowded, so we can go together to walk on the street on the right is filled with a vast expanse of rice fields, and so on, while chatting discuss what was seen during the trip.

My sons and daughters are so happy with the activities this morning, for me actually their happiness like this, is the cure for tired during the busy days.

After we did the morning walk, while relaxing to enjoy breakfast on the front porch of the house, while my son and daughter were engrossed with breakfast respectively. They are used to eating alone, so it does not make us hassles when eating together.

After breakfast I again remembered my plan to find a side job, I want to work does not mean my husband does not have a job. My husband is a child owner of a cake business in his area, his business used to be quite advanced, but now his business began to decline since his parents were fooled by people who used to take the cake. Where the man took the first cake in debt, he first sold the cake out of town, only after he paid and took it again to sell the next, the term takes the front pay back.

The early start all went smoothly, payments were smooth, until he bought a pick up car for his use to support his business in marketing cake cakes produced by my in-laws' cake business. Days passed without stopping the goods for a while, so for months, but unexpectedly and unexpectedly the payment began to stall, usually every cake retrieval, the payment that had previously always paid off, now has paid part, now paid part, it is not enough to get there, which from the partial payment now no longer leaves a nominal sheet for the previous payment, but because my in-laws believe, still given a cake to keep it marketed.

Since that incident, the in-laws have been hobbled to rebuild their business. And not only was my father-in-law stricken, my husband also felt a splash of suffering because of the actions of the dishonest man, because before the incident, it was my husband who took care of the cake business.

For that reason, I have always wanted to find a side job to help a little family economy. Plus now that a disappointment that I had hanged to my dream of becoming a Public Servant still leaves a disappointment, I am increasingly ambitious to have a side job

So at first glance I remember the online novel application that I often read. In my heart I was invited to write there, spread my wings in writing, because indeed from school there was a little talent in the field of writing writing both novels, short stories, and poetry in me.

I immediately opened one of my online applications, to look for information.

I went straight to the notification that one of the authors sent a private chat to my message, I immediately opened the chattnya, which happened to be the author offering me the work, he said, so that I can read his work.

After a few minutes I immediately replied to him and promised to read his work, then I did not waste this opportunity, I ventured to find information through him, how this online application works, how it works, starting from the terms of updating the work, and all sorts of things.

Satisfied with the answers and explanations, I became more determined to start writing. Do not forget I pray for a kind author who has sincerely given his knowledge, hopefully the story is a lot of readers.

My determination to learn is getting stronger.

Suddenly my concentration when solidifying determination was disperse by the husband

"Hey, what else is bund, seriously so?" Ask the husband while approaching sitting towards me

Then I expressed my intention

"Well, what if I tried to write a novel in an online application?"

Husband lagsung snorted and immediately spoke

"If you are happy and unencumbered, why not, I am very supportive as long as you do not feel forced, because activities carried out by force will not produce maximum results."

I was so touched by my husband's answer..

"Okay.. thank you dear.I make sure I will be as happy as possible to do this activity, I also want to like the famous authors in the online application.

With the spirit of four five I began to write, that day I started making 1 part of the story.