Playboy Insaf
One Hundred and Forty Nine

After lunch with his friends Bela returned to his office. Bela then began looking for files to apply for leave. Bela's intention is actually to go silent so that Aril feels lost but Bela is aware of his workers.

His job as secretary must compile all Aril's schedules. There's no way Bela could just leave without telling Aril.

Although Bela was upset with Aril but Bela could not act selfishly to Aril. Bela can't bear, I don't know, a lot of thoughts are at war inside Bela's head.

After the leave letter was completed Bela immediately took him to Aril's room and placed him on Aril's desk.

With a lethargic face, Bela looked at the neatly arranged room of Aril. Suddenly she missed the warmth in this room. Aril and he used to discuss work issues while joking. Aril looks very patient to face him who is not experienced in working.

Aril attentively continues to teach Bela and guide Bela to know the world of business, negotiation and business.

In this room they also often work late into the night working on project designs in collaboration with their clients.

Now this room feels quiet and cold. Who is to blame for all this? Aril or himself? Without realizing it, her tears were dripping.

Am I really in love? Did I love him already? Am I late to realize it? And is there no chance for me to feel the warmth I once felt?

I think I'm too late. There's no way I'm interrupting Mas Aril's relationship with Sintia's mother? Surely everyone will beat me because I myself had rejected Mas Aril's proposal.

Is this the pain that Mas Aril felt when I rejected his proposal? Am I selfish if I want to get it again? While he has managed to move on from me who has hurt him.

Maybe I should accept this harsh reality? It was my fault to realize this feeling too late. Now it's all meaningless. I can only pray for Mas Aril, hopefully he gets his happiness with Mbak Sintia.

Bela wiped away the tears that fell on her cheek. Then Bela immediately moved away from Aril's desk. Just as he was about to leave Aril's room, Aril entered his room.

"Lho Bel, why come to my room?" asked Aril curiously.

"Eh a. anu Mas, I want to put the leave letter" Bela replied.

"Whose leave letter, you? You want a vacation? Where you going? how come - really arrived?" asked Aril in shock.

"Don't arrive, it's still a week away. I want to go back to Surabaya. Kangen Father with Mother, miss the house" replied Bela sad.

"You got a problem?" ask Aril.

Bela just kept quiet.

"Don't you mention Bel, tell me? Am I not your Mas? Consider that you are talking to Bimo again. Maybe Bimo is currently busy taking care of his wife who is pregnant so you can tell me. Same thing, I won't open it with anyone else. Your secret will be safe I keep" Aril persuaded.

In Aril's heart smiled. Do you want to run away from me Bel? Can't you see I'm close to Sintia? Do you feel pain? Do you love me, Bela Akarsana? ask Aril in my heart.

"Ng... is there no Mas? I just miss going home. Come with Ela and Mas Romi. Next week, Mas Romi's family will come to Ela's parents' house for an official proposal. I want to be on the show" Bela replied.

"Yes yes, I forgot that next week Romi and Ela's proposal in Surabaya. Why didn't you say that earlier. I'd like to attend too" said Aril.

"Eh but next week do you have a meeting with Pratama Company? And can not be pushed back again" replied Bela reminded.

"So how is Mas? I got a leave permit, right?" ask Bela.

"How many days?" ask Aril again.

"Mad week" Bela replied.

"Old bushel very bell? How are you doing here?" ask Aril.

A week where I can't see your face as long as it's Bel. Inner Aril.

"I have the same message Mas Dedi (assistant Aril) to replace my duties during this week Mas, and he agrees. It depends on the permission of the. If Mas gave me permission to leave, he is ready to replace my work" replied Bela.

Aril seemed to be thinking about deciding Bela's request just now. Aril took a deep breath.

"Yes already then, I can not prevent or refuse your leave. Ela needs you there. If I refuse to do it - Romi can be angry with me because you can't accompany Ela" replied Aril.

"Thank you Mas. This week I will prepare all my work for the next week during my leave. So that Mas Dedi is not too busy and Mas can also prepare" Bela promised.

"Yes, you set everything up. The important thing is everything is in order" Aril replied.

"Okay Mas, I went back to my table first" said Bela pamit.

Bela turned around.

"Eh Bel. got a greeting from Sintia. He said he wanted to know you. When - when he wants to invite you to shopping or lunch outside" said Aril.

"Bo. can Mas. I'm waiting for news from Mbak Sintia. Greetings with Sister Sintia ya Mas" reply Bela.

His heart felt even more sore as Aril cheerfully mentioned the name of Sintia before him. Bela continued her steps out of Aril's room.

Why would Madam Sintia want to know me close? He wants to match information about Mas Aril to me? Or does he think I'm a rival? Relax Ma'am even though I already love Mas Aril but I am not a bad woman. I will not disturb or ruin your relationship. Let this pain be my own. One day this pain will go away and my wounds will heal. Inner Bela.

Bela looked back at her monitor screen and continued her work. While Aril sat at his desk while staring at the leave letter Bela that he had placed on the desk Aril.

Aril took a deep breath.

I'm sorry Bel, I have no intention of hurting you. I just want to fight to get you. Maybe this way you'll feel like you've lost me and realize that all this time I've had a place in your heart. Did you lose me Bel? Have you loved me? What does this leave letter mean Bel? Is it really because of Ela or do you want to run away from me for a while and set your heart for me? I hope that when you come back, you realize that you love me. Aril is in my heart.

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