Playboy Insaf
Hundred Eight

"Bel, you take care of it first your boss. Love him to eat first then you come to eat with us" Bimo ordered.

"Ba. ba" replied Bela.

Bela brought food for Aril, now he is on his way to Aril's room.

How will I see Mas Aril. I should how? What pain does Aril have? He was feeling healthy - healthy, how could he suddenly get sick. Is he pretending to avoid me? ask Bela in my heart.

Bela has arrived at the door of Aril's room. Earlier Romi had given the keys to their room to Bela. Take care that Aril sleeps, afraid to disturb him so Bela bring the key given by Romi.

Bela opened the door of Aril's room and walked inside. Bela sees Aril sleeping on the bed. Bela approached Aril and checked his condition.

Aril did look a little pale and was sleeping soundly. Bela put her hand on Aril's forehead. Bela felt that Aril's body was a little warm.

Bela touches Aril's body and wakes him up slowly.

"Mas... Mas Aril.

But Aril didn't wake up.

"Maaa.... Mas Ariiiiiiil. "call Bela again.

Aril flinched and was surprised to see Bela's face when he opened his eyes.

"Astaghfirullah. I think I was dreaming that you were real" said Aril while breathing a sigh of relief.

Aril sat on the bed and leaned against the wall.

"Well, are you here?" asked Aril in a weak voice

"So Mas Romi and Mas Riko said that Mas was sick, so I brought food and medicine here" Bela replied.

"Bel.. Don't be so good to me. If I'm sick as usual, I'm also an adult not a child anymore who should be worried about everyone. I'm just dizzy and I want a fever. Enough rest insyaallah tomorrow is better" said Aril.

Nyeeeees. somehow Aril's speech made the feeling in Bela's heart is not because.

"A. I just bring dinner Mas the same medicine" said Bela.

"Thank you Bell, just put it on the table. I will eat" replied Aril.

Bela was silent for a moment.

"Have you? You can get out of here. Don't give me special treatment as if you care and care about me. You know how I feel about you. If you continue to do good to me I will continue to hope for you, while you have no feelings for me. Do you want to make me feel hung? You like making me like that?" ask Aril.

Bela kept silent.

"A. I just carry out Mas Bimo Mas's orders to see and deliver Mas's food" Bela stiffly replied.

"Sorry Mas." Bela replied as she kept her head down.

"Yes, it's already now, isn't it? You've delivered my food and seen how I am. You can go now. Thank you we have to deliver all this even by force or by order of Bimo. In the future I beg you to determine your attitude. If you don't want to or don't like to do something for me don't do it. I will not be angry than you do but not from your own heart" Aril said.

Bela felt her heart ache when she heard all the words from Aril's mouth. All this time Aril never said harshly or insinuated it with spicy like this.

"Bel. You know how I feel about you. In this room we just stay alone Bel, before something unwanted happens better you leave immediately. Because I'm not in good health my body, mind and heart. I'm afraid to do something we'll regret. It even makes you hate me even more" said Aril firmly.

Bela raised her face and looked into Aril's eyes. They stared at each other for a while. Bela is increasingly surprised to see Aril's persona is different this sepet. Really all this time Aril never showed another person like this to him.

"Ma. sorry to interrupt Mas's break. I'll go now" Bela replied.

Bela immediately stood up and walked out of Aril's room. As he exited Aril's room, Bela could not help but tear down.

He was very sad to see Aril's gaze was not as gentle as usual every look at him. All this time Bela felt protected and loved but Bela felt that Aril was threatening her.

Bela felt his chest. Why is it so painful to be treated that way by Aril. Why would Aril cast him out in the light - such a light.

He had kindly paid attention to Aril who was sick but it turned out to be another reply. Even he did not expect Aril to say such words. Especially the last words that Aril said.

Has the playboy nature of Aril not healed? All this time because he wanted to get Bela's heart he pretended to be polite and kind. Now when Bela has rejected her feelings Aril wants to do something that... Bela couldn't think of it any further.

Bela immediately walked away from Aril's room and went downstairs to the restaurant where all his family and friends gathered to enjoy their last dinner at Labuhan Bajo.

While Aril hit the pillow next to him with all his strength.

I'm sorry Bel, I had to take those words out unknowingly. I don't know what else to do when I face you. It feels like we're just the two of us in this room. I really want to hug you. But it is very forbidden to me moreover you cannot return my feelings. You don't have any feelings for me. I don't know what else to do with you, Bel. I don't know how to make you like me. Maybe Romi and Riko's message is right. I need to stay away from you so you realize if I mean anything in your day. If you don't feel anything, maybe you're not for me. You're not my soul mate Bel. The inner war of Aril.

Aril glanced at the food and drink Bela had brought. He immediately ate it and after that Aril took the medicine Bela brought.

Aril's head did feel very heavy, probably due to exhaustion or seasickness after a trip on a cruise three days and two nights.

After everything was finished, Aril returned to smash his body on the bed and began to close his eyes. Hopefully his body will be healthy and refreshed tomorrow.

With the incident Aril has solidified his intention to keep a distance with Bela. This was his last attempt as Aril continued to pray to God. Hopefully in this way Bela can change his heart and want to accept it.

Slowly Aril's eyes began to close and soon maybe because of the influence of the drug Bela gave earlier, he was soundly asleep quickly.

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