My Son and My First Love

My Son and My First Love
Happiness Given


"Please don't do this. You can say it in the usual way. No need to hug."


"Jen, why do I feel you're unhappy?"


"Yes? Wh why? Aren't we getting married just for Given's happiness? You or I don't need to be happy."


Degh's...


"Jenn, you-" - his face began to stiffen with a questionable expression.


Jenni smiled a little. "I .. last night had this in mind, I, not willing to fall in love with anyone, nor be loved." - in a flat tone.


"I just don't want to be selfish as Given's mother, and she's the only reason I'm here, being your wife."


"Jenn, but I-"


"Never share feelings in this relationship. You're free to find another woman who can give and take with you."


"Jenn, but what about how I feel?"


"That's your business."


"Jenn, don't do this! Do you think marriage is a game?"


"For many people, a wedding may be a beautiful dream. But, to me .. it's just a silly thing. I .. feel uncomfortable thinking about it."


"Jen, but back then, .. You didn't say this. You said love to me first."


"That was. Now, it's all different. That ... was an unpleasant experience for me."


"Jenn, don't say such a painful thing."


"Mario, I knew from the beginning, you always see Gina. Although I'm not close and I don't know him, but I do know that he really likes Stefan. As Stefan's friend, I .. prefer the good Gina over Helena, the flirtatious woman."


"Don't talk about anyone else, Jenn,-"


"That's what drives me to tease you even more, so that you forget about Gina. I really like you, that's why we slept together. After all, you are a very generous rich man. Over time, I was trapped there, enjoying everything. I guess, it was a new love in lieu of the love my parents were no longer able to give. Because, long ago .. I suddenly lost love from them, that's why I was like a madman wanting you. because. No idea, the new love went away and disappeared again, making my wounds even deeper."


"Jen," - touched Jenni's fingers, but it didn't last long. The woman pulled her hand, slowly.


"That's it!"


Suddenly.....


"Daddy! Mommy!"


Given came up with a flower bucket in his hand. He also ran towards the two.


"Daddy, this is a flower gift from Given, for mommy. Here, please Daddy give it," - hand over the bucket.


"Thank you dear Given" Jenni said after receiving it from Mario.


'Look at the fake smile she was pointing at her daughter. Jenn, you're really good at acting.'


The little hand took each ring and gave it to his parents. "Mommy, put this in Daddy Given's hands."


"Waaa. All right, baby," - take Mario's hand without saying anything, put the ring on one so the man.


Mario was stunned for a moment to see that. Not fascinated, but. This marriage, will it end happily? Or ... ends because one day Jenni could just walk away and leave her, realizing that Jenni is the only person forced to do this.


(Don't marry anyone else. The woman you want to marry is me).


Mario still remembers clearly, the sentence was once out of the mouth of a Jenni, when he just appeared with Given. At that time, Mario clearly still hates the woman who is now his wife.


'Where did that sentence go now? Why doesn't it happen again?' - inside.


'Is he replying to all my words, now? When I wanted him, he turned me down. Jenn, do you feel like you're closed to me?'


"Daddy ....!"


"Eh? Given?" - awakened from daydreams.


"Here, a ring for Mommy. Put it in Mommy's hand, Dad!"


"Oh, of course, dear."


"Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" - the boy clapped cheerfully. He even jumped happily.


"Well wow! There's a newlywed, Given." - Mama appears by folding both hands over the belly. He also took a sitting position between the two.


"Mario, isn't there anything you want to say after you officially become a husband?"


That question made Mario smile.


"Ma, I .. just begged mom's support, to make our marriage, happy. I'll try to be a good husband, like my dream husband, like my father. Ma ... thank you for forcing me to marry her."


"Mario, you .. really love your wife?"


"Yes." Yeah."


Degh's...


Jenni gulps roughly, hearing Mario's confession, saying (Yes) without frills.


"Jen, what ...your feelings are the same?"


Jenni smiled forcefully and then replied. "That's not important, Ma. Most importantly right now, we're a legally legitimate couple as Given's parents."


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Seriate.