My Love Was A Wind Then
The taste that began to arise
Today I have an appointment with Mas Indra , which we agreed on the other end of the phone yesterday , he met to show the results of sandalnya production and while eating lunch together so that our friendship closer and mutual sharing , actually, I still hesitate to meet him or not especially I do not know the direction of the streets of this capital because of the frequent news about the kidnapping and rape that makes me parno until now .
if it is not business/home business I also do not dare to go too far from home . Who know the ins and outs and the flow of the streets here just my father and brother because they always spend time outside the house , moreover, sister Dewi already know the direction out of the city even often do not go home for weeks around wading through this vast and wild land.
I think I should ask my mother's advice first if I should meet Mas Indra or how do I ask him to come to the house directly.
hmmm..really worried this new time feel like to meet a man who just known through social media...
this heart is very worried and full of doubts, somehow every remembering the offer to meet him my heart is always groggy and fear even full of question marks , I think I should talk to my mom about this first, let me not take the wrong decision and my feelings let me be a little more calm.
I turned my gaze towards my mother's room to make sure she was still in the room because mom at this hour usually had a few more clothes in the closet.
"Mom....I want to talk to you for a minute, can you come to my room for a minute?..." entering myself into the room while talking near my mother may be the distance we can measure how many cm aja because I see my father is still sleeping because today is a day off my father's work deliberately with a voice slowly while whispering that I have just been invited to meet with mas Indra.
I had told my mother about Indra mas before, because I was always open with my mother about anything, just the mother of the person I trusted in my life.
I was open that mas Indra was my buyer then and now it has become my close friend , and only this time I feel that there is an opposite sex who wants to be friends with me usually I am always the material of the teasing of school friends that there will be no men who want to be close to the village people especially friends with me .
I explained to my mother that Mas Indra invited me to work with me and have lunch together .
" What's the matter, son?.Why whisper kayak gini whispers? you have a problem?.." I asked as if I was having a serious problem....
" hmmm there's nothing ma'am just my friend to hang out for a little while outside, but I don't know the way there Mom and afraid of going rough , moreover, I just knew him on Facebook he wanted to show the sample sandalnya ma'am. He's working with me if I'm in marketing and he's in production, ma'am "...
I explained with my mother what really happened, I honestly saw the news on tv about the kidnapping and rape is also one of the reasons I dare not to be too trusting with others , although the Indra mas I know so far is good but I am still not sure if he is the best.
" who's son? female or male? if your sister asks your sister to walk together if she is a man, do not be that easy you accept what she wants to want, do not let you in the value of easy , if you want to meet here aja tika, do not come out far from here, because we new people do not understand the nature of the nature of people here..." like what mom said there is a point too , it should not be that easy I agree to his invitation , I have to find an excuse let him come here , I do not envy the sister Goddess who is always given permission to go out of the house to go where her friends or to her boyfriend's house , anyways, mother's speech is like useful garbage in the ears of the goddess is increasingly prohibited the stronger her desire...
but if Indra mas to the house what reason should I tell my father if I have a male acquaintance.
I see you already want to be ready for the morning ritual in the bathroom , I think this is the right time for me to call Indra mas . the sound of the water tap is quite tight , so that my conversation by phone with Mas Indra must not be heard by my father
ringing but not being lifted by it...
up to 3x I called but still no response from my call..
uhhh.Where he promised to meet but now even in contact very difficult, mumpung I have a gap to contact her , I kept calling her number not even a reply, I sent her a chat wa...
" mas so meet her?.." message sent but checklis 1 last seen also at 12 pm, did she run out package , ''she's out of package ', ' he said , I tried to send the same message via SMS but there was also no reply from him
maybe busy again or again with his girlfriend, that's what's on my mind right now..
it means that our first meeting failed and fortunately yesterday I did not quickly decide to meet him outside the house if not maybe I was like a lost kitten , confusion awaits him.
Good luck is still in my hands...
I'm sure mas Indra just play or haaaa already lazy I think of people who are nobody to me.
no news from him during the day, even when he was not active....
fix it!!! she's a liar, she's gonna want to frame me and take me on the run like the news on tv" a lot of girls end up tragically getting to know guys from social media , either because in rape or his other face is not the same as in the photo, or hypnotized ....
" So she's coming, Tika?" mother asked, who woke me from my daydream...
" no ma'am, in contact also can not "I answer my mother's question...
" it's possible that he played with you not seriously anymorean same heart of a man today if not too open and trusted " mother who saw the look on my face with great irritation and from earlier gloom finally advised me
" yes, Mom " I just respond to the usual words of my mind mother branched to and fro whether Indra mas want to lie to me and Indra mas time just like the men I often see on tv.
