My Love Was A Wind Then
POV Julia Goddess

Julia Dewi is the name given by my father to the figure of a girl in pure white, tall, curly long hair and a pretty face that has a mole in the upper corner of her lips , which means the name "Bold woman". Actually the figure of the big brother is a figure who has always been a role model of my life, but for now it is no longer , his hard life in the city makes the big brother turn 180 degrees .

The age of the older brother who went 28 years is not far with my age only a difference of 5 years but the nature of the older brother always ends with the word (as ) { Sarkas , ferocious , hard & lazy ).

it's all in my big brother's hand, why is it like that? Bitter, yes once again I say "drinking pill medicine is not worth the bitterness of life".

Although only the upper secondary education level, my brother is not easily fooled and goes with the flow, except when it comes to love, anyone can be stupid to make it, even the smell t*the cat is meaningless if there is a lover beside him.

Bullying , Cacian , Humiliation has been the sister food of Dewi since sitting in the Junior High class. Because we are newcomers from the village, it will definitely be much different from the people in this metropolitan city.

From the manner of dress, the manner of speech, and the manner of thought like heaven and earth , but it does not apply to sister Goddess because she quickly learns and hangs out with people in this city so it is easy to have friends even she is not much like a celebrity , different from me not far from mbok" in rural villages.

Kak Dewi is not reluctant to wear sexy clothes like her friends to look fashionable and elegant.

Even flat I know friends sister goddess all classy even respected, their parents also always wear branded goods and up and down the car, but my feet are very clever , I don't know what moves are put out so you can make friends like that .

So different from me even my friends invite to hang out to watch movies and eat at the cafe I do not have money so they stay away from me slowly.

what does my brother feel, now he applies to me, so what? Practicing to live life in a city of people. If only soft capital will certainly be in the head.although not all like that, but most people are like that.

But even though Kaka like this I do not want to follow his example because I think the goddess is not her closing the aura but rather more deliberately showing off her body where , so men also like to hang out with her .

With a life far from ordinary words even more precisely like a model, making him always accept the unclean lover and who can buy everything he wants , for a man who is just a motor capital, and the usual work will not be in my lyrics even he is reluctant to know her.

Arogan, arrogant and malleable already stuck in the sister goddess, beautiful but not as beautiful as her face, sweet but very bitter nature.

Whether what is possessing his mind at this time, treasure and wealth become number 1 in his life, maybe in his way can lift our previous degrees below to be above , ' he said , without him knowing it he had to lie to cover up all our simplicity and himself...

But there are advantages that until now I will hold to be a role model in my life in the future even this is what I often live ....

(Don't be easy to trust others including yourself) that's what I often hear from my feet ', when we're getting along" if not like onions and garlic ', ' he said , quarrels continue and rarely meet because the goddess often travels out of town to join her friends camping or living in the luxurious house of her friends.

He does not feel at home living with us who simple house that our appearance is ordinary, maybe someone else is his family but the family is someone else for him.

my brother's activities now as a sewing teacher , but it is not a job that remains just a distraction if my brother is bored at home he went to his teaching place that has been on rent since 2 years located in Kuningan, Jakarta. He has a hobby of sewing since sitting in the 1st High School class, has a fairly proficient sewing science older brother already has many subscriptions that are very satisfied with the results of his stitches .

for his lover do not ask again 3 men have managed to break through my brother's heart and the last one is Hendra mas, whether this is the last port or there is still a vacancy in his heart for another , ' he said , I do not understand the brother who has not had a relationship until 1 year has been lost . Is it because her lover is less unclean or because of fear because of my fierce feet .

but the motto of life that brother did to me Segalak ferociously tiger would definitely not eat his own son. that's what brother applied to my life , maybe by snapping , maybe , and his anger he taught me not to be judged always under others. But can not educate with soft and delicate words, because we are far different I who still have a soft character" like dodol while my brother is like hardwood.

Despite his disrespectful nature with me, father and also mother, but he does not want to make father, mother looks low in the eyes of others, property may be poor but dignity do not... that is the guide .

If someone values us with money believe that person is not a good person for us .

As the goddess appreciates a person for money, if the rich and dignified he must be very humble himself and if he sees a difficult man himself like the sky high above the clouds , arrogant uncertain when the goddess is not a person of honor or famous person where .

He forgets where he came from and is born , from the far side of the village he was born and not in an expensive hospital but from a child shaman who was just in our village, like a nut forgot the skin , one day he will realize who he is and who his family is .

Although the goddess like that I still love her, because I am sure if the mother does not herself who will be a substitute mother figure for me not now but somehow realized .

There is no point in making a fuss with him that there is only hurting himself by listening to his words that stab in the heart, regardless of who he faces he can curse and even berate the person.