My Love Was A Wind Then

My Love Was A Wind Then
meatball thing meet her !


How did I feel at that time? don't ask again it's like flying over the clouds .


Just this time I felt happy in my heart there was someone praising me who I had only received a humiliation and insults, but this time in public my face was praised.


"thank you " answered me with nervousness that made me more inferior...


am I really beautiful? I smile at my own smile while replying to her comments, and still with full of disbelief I pass into the room and look up again , is my face beautiful?


beautiful because of natural or beautiful make up? I wish there was someone who would accept me for who I am regardless of my physical appearance.


yes it was my spirit at that time , not because the pleasure will be praised but feel inferior themselves , I assume what Indra said was just a mere joke , because my face that is not far from the word "ordinary" is now even in the plus of people I just know ...


finally enough to get here my live sale. There are already 15 clothes I wear for examples of my products and thanks to live there are some people ordering products to me... Although not many but some buy because they have seen for themselves how the goods directly .


it is true that the saying "Usaha will not betray the results ". that's what I'm going through now , although sultry to use clothes sales full of modification tassel but at least my efforts are not in vain.


I reopen the live video I recorded the goods ordered with me packing and then deliver to the expedition, this kind of work is my routine as a trusted owner and trust as an online store...


hopefully, with my honesty in business and my experience will increase one day I can open my own store and sell my own products without being a reseller or dropshiper.


It started in the afternoon , and the sky looked very cloudy then I rushed quickly to the Bu Santi stall to pick up the cake container and take a tip how good the cake was that mother dropped the cake this morning...


" i'm sorry Tika, there are still many leftovers of your mother's cake, again deserted of the mother's shop "sinta's words like this I'm used to hearing , even my ears already have the immune science to hearing like this... Mother's trading is not bad but only that many people also leave cakes to the shop of Santi's bu


"yes ma'am, no papa, thank you very much ma'am "reply me with a polite and airy tone, and with what I saw in the box of mother's cake, ' ' ''Mum , it turns out that there are still 15 of the 30 pieces of cake that I made earlier means that only 15 .


not long ma Santi came out and gave the cake money to me but when I reached out I wanted to receive the money, Miss Santi immediately put it back into the drawer.


"just cut the debt..." Miss Santi did not want to give the money because the mother's debt was also a lot.


" hmmm how ya ma'am, yaudah is not papa "I resigned if I still kekeh ask for the money that I have in gosipin with mother mother here.


All the way home what should I say to mom if the money is not given and the cake is also a lot left over .


drt..drr...


hpku rang on the way back home, apparently from the sister of the Goddess


"Hello sister , ? " my broom answered the phone from brother ..


" hello de , you please prepare food yes , because soon I and my boy will come to the house , ho yes you do not be ashamed"in me with the appearance of your village"... said brother lightly as if not thinking about my feelings at all


titttt.titt*


the call was turned off, did you realize what he said just now? village view? where's the village from? while my look is only based on politeness and closes to my body...


my body is tiny with an ideal body weight equal to a woman my age ...


but if that's what my brother wants, I will follow his will rather than make a noise again in the house...


"where's the money de" asked the mother after seeing there was a leftover in her cake box


" hmmm Miss Santi does not want to love mom she said to cut off the debt of mother "I speak as if I want to lie not dare.


"hooo yaudah it's okay what else the mother's debt has also been piled up with her" this time the mother also did not dwell on the decision of Santi ma'am.


"Mom was calling she said soon brother came home but with his boy, brother told me to serve food at home..." what my sister said on my phone also told my mother...


mom was astonished and looked at me with a difficult look...


"scurvy? the guy who he meant in a month can 3x he change girlfriend oh Tika mother I don't understand your brother's treatment ,". mother's complaint can I feel , how not? the closest person to mom is just me compared to dad who goes home early in the morning let alone my brother who does not feel at home with mom..


"yasudah Ma'am, I am calm sooner or later must be brother changed kok Bu for the better , now we prepare the food yes ma'am because it's going to afternoon ma'am must be the father immediately came home from work.." Take me while embracing my mother's shoulder to the kitchen, I know my mother is saddened by what my brother did but the harsh nature of my sister can't make us do anything


"De how if we make vegetable soup mixed with meatballs this fish is your brother's favorite vegetable Tika, surely he's happy.." said my mother, '" said , yasudah if that's the way mom can calm the mind and make brother become more aware and not more rude ....


" let me go to the market and buy some meatballs, ma'am, is there anything else?" many of you want to rush to the market which is very close to home.


" that's just a child, be careful not to speed the bike.". "mom's message to me when my feet are on the porch while turning on the motorbike.


After arriving at the market, someone accidentally nudged me,


"aaaadduhh "was shocked and rubbed my arm because it hurt a lot too because he was clashing with it


sort of made of iron the man's arm was extremely strong.


" i'm sorry, I'm in a hurry sis" said a man with a stocky body, white skin, tall, and handsome face


I saw the voice of the man who had just nudged my arm and daydreamed at seeing him, not because of his fondness but because his face was like no stranger to me.


" Oh yes yes no papa mas, next time the heart of the heart "that's just my response to him while trying to remember who he is and why like the person I've seen before..


" sister Tikaaa. can not be found here , know me Indra kak " the man stretched out his hand to shake hands with me and it turned out that I also just realized that it was my Indra customer...


and I returned his hand and I remembered that he was my customer even a man who managed to praise me in public even in cyberspace.


jeez if you look at his face is very handsome as he is a mixture of blaster and himself he is a good person, even looks polite from his tone...


"Ohh yes mas do not call brother call Tika aja, mas I happen to hunt me first yes "my word to mas Indra so as not to be late because the day is getting dark


"ok Tika, tonight I call ya , heart yes "


deg !!! what did Indra mean just now? the call? what's up ? what is she talking about? what about her business offer or something else?.ha is what matters now I have to go home quickly because mom must have waited for me at home.


" okay mas "I agree with his words while passing to the store to buy meatballs