My Love Was A Wind Then
Caught...

" Mom when are you coming home? " i ask the same mother it feels the atmosphere of a lonely house without a father, and miss the same figure of the father who is always there when I am down, I always tell the same father if there is something in my heart.

" 2 more days, son, why? miss your father?." Mom teased me while cutting vegetables ...

" yes ma'am "I agree with the words of mother while passing to the bathroom it feels like waiting 2 days like 2 years, a long time , I went out of town just a few days ago and it was unbearable especially if my father left me forever....

It feels good to pour water from head to toe with warm water makes my mind and heart calmer even though it is not heavy burden in my life but fighting with the goddess felt already sinful to him because of his bad good he remains my brother and he must be a mother's replacement when mom is gone.

Herbal scrubs from orange peel and face masks are good enough to make my mood back up and eliminate the sense of resentment in the mind of my heart, grudge? what is revenge ... I can not grudge with anyone especially with my own brother was possible yesterday I was wrong against the goddess brother carried away emotions words of himself to mother has made me blind mind.

My bathing ritual was finished I wrapped a towel on my body and while I rolled my wet hair with a towel ...

I have to apologize to the goddess yesterday had spoken harshly with her, I bought her favorite corndog food hopefully received.

once in my room reflected on seeing every curve of my body I felt satisfied to have a body and face like this, far from before more beautiful, clean, and smooth white.

" Ueekkk "

the sound came from the bathroom...

like that's the voice of the goddess

has Dewi not improved?

not yesterday sister Dewi already taking medicine?

I quickly wear clothes, handbody and powder, want to see the state of the Goddess.

but before my step out of room , I heard the Goddess' sister screaming inside her room ....

who was he angry with?

what's with mom again?

or on a phone call?

I focused on eavesdropping on the goddess talk from behind my bedroom door

ha? be responsible? what do you mean by goddess...

I heard a glimpse from behind the door of room , our room next to each other so the slightest sound must have been heard...

my curiosity is very high when I open the door of my room, I see my mother has already pushed the door of the goddess's room...

not long brother opened the door and his face was crushed his eyes were swollen and red, messy hair even a lot of scratches on the cheeks of the goddess's feet like a nail claw.

me and my mother went into her brother's room in a messy condition like a garbage can, where the goods are no longer in place aka broken due to the emotional outlet.

even the drink cups and plates that I provided on the bedside table were wasted so aja .

"you why Goddess, why is your face like this, what's the matter? mother's same story" mother continues to urge that sister Dewi tell her what happened actually

sister Dewi prostrated apologizing to mother while showing a small white paper that contained 2 red lines in it aka tespack urine results.

" is this a goddess? you pregnant?" mom asked like she couldn't believe what she saw ,

the tears of the mother broke out just as they flowed, disappointed, heartache, and the raging feeling managed to land perfectly on the mother's chest.

his beloved daughter already made mother unable to feel valuable as a parent even her daughter could not keep her own honor.

this time the mother began to pull out her horn which had always defended and assented the words of the goddess' sister this time the mother attacked the goddess's sister but still using the word good , because looking at the state of the goddess like a person who is severely frustrated.

Sister Dewi just bowed embarrassed to hear all the words of her mother and full of guilt for what she did all this time with my mother and myself even to look at my face if she was not able to anymore .

Here is my weakness when I see the state of kayak gini why my eyes let out tears and feel sorry to see the condition of my own brother like this his fate is very unlucky and the child in his birth is his father is not responsible?

I wipe my tears I do not want to look weak here I will no longer fight with him better I succumb than to make enmity between the brotherhood.

" Mom come quickly we bring sister Dewi to the front midwife "my advice while sitting next to sister Dewi while rubbing the back of her neck with eucalyptus oil

mother only sighed long, heavy and felt eager to let out her emotions that had been held back by what was done with the goddess.

I embrace mom while taking mom out of room & room, I have my mom in the dining table chair , and I gave a glass of water to mom and while I told mom to calm down first and for a while mom had to be accompanied by a lot of goddess kak goddess definitely kak dewi need the figure of a mother beside her ...

mother like it was hard to accept this bitter reality, which mother thought how she could tell the father if the child she had been spoiled could get pregnant outside marriage ..

"is Hendra the father of the child in the Goddess's birth? " ask mom while holding my hand when I want to go to the room

I was silent for a moment. because after my sister Dewi had a lot of bergonta change dating ..

" it looks like we will ask the sister of Dewi aja Bu , if indeed the father of Hendra child in the sibling of Dewi we have to act "Mother " that's all I can say to my mom for now, actually I'm thinking the same thing that you're thinking.

I left my mother alone in the dining room, I prepared to be ready to bring sister Goddess to the midwife, not worried about her but rather with the baby in her bladder.