My Love Was A Wind Then
Comfortable

finally I and Indra are left...

there is a sense of awkward and groggy first time chatting with men directly, especially just alone.

At school, do not be friends with men even various insults obtained because of the appearance and style of my language. The guy in my school used to be very physical and bully if we look unattractive, here I sometimes traumatized with the environment around , my characteristic from the village is difficult to remove because from childhood it is used to appearing as is nothing.

But this time I found someone a man who could appreciate me could even respect my Marwah , hopefully I will get a husband like Mas Indra who can accept me from all the shortcomings that I have, I say prayers in my mind while staring at the face of Indra.

"In drink first mas" I gave you a glass of syrup that I made earlier..

"Thank you de , don't bother de ", said mas Indra with a smile that looks very appreciative of my service.

hushed....

" ho, aren't you working?" I asked to break our silence & while wanting to know more about him , I felt that Indra was not the type of person who was arrogant or classy

"in the evening de , home in the morning de , mas work in XXI cinema, mas as a supervisor of cinema cleaning ", mas Indra explained about his work and I listened to what he said , I think his job status is good because here average looking for a difficult job even though we have high school.

our conversation is very close , more Indra mas talking and I just follow the rhythm of the conversation Comfortable yes that's all I feel at this time , even laughing I was out loud from the earlier made, Indra mas chat is also a lot of funny, he tells about the time of his school and college , ' ' he said , mas Indra is a humorous person anyone who is close to him must be comfortable with him from his speech and very authoritative.

And our conversation was back serious about the cooperation offered by Indra , and I agreed , maybe the cooperation with him made my business grow , (that's what's on my mind right now ). Right now I have not the slightest feeling with him just a marvel if I see his handsome face with Arab blood.

There is something odd in my current feelings, and it feels embarrassed to ask with Indra mas, but if not asked my mind continues to be filled with curiosity..

I dare to ask him maybe he will not be angry or offended, and I can also know where my limits are.

"Mas come to my house girlfriend mas not angry?".

" boyfriend? mas no partner yet, At that time there was we dating 5 years from when mas was still high school but ex mas in a match with others same parents, 5 years from , since then mas have not found another replacement" I just nodded finally the curiosity has been lost as well , it turns out our status is the same , the same as singles and the same feeling of heartache , just different practice.

" Yes, after all, the person is boring de , there was a plan to propose to him but judging from his behavior like he did not change , have repeatedly been caught with mas himself cheating and well mas sincerely with the decision he married another, as long as he can be happy , If he could just stay us so aja why can not find another " mas Indra explanation in my opinion is quite reasonable most women now if there is already a back deposit must be his attitude changed with his partner, especially now that is seen is only wealth not sincerity.

" Either did he marry his own uncle" he continued ...

" uncle? how can? ask me who feels it makes no sense what he said

" yes de ex mas ever said he slept with his pama already 3x "spontaneously shocked I heard the explanation of Indra 3x mas? yes, yes, girls are silent, no action is done or reported to the police or it is the same as if I want to be confused to hear it but maybe they do it consciously same as likes ...

" do you know he's like that why do you still want to?" I am interested in discussing Indra's relationship with his former race I rarely have a man who wants to accept his woman if it has been harassed with other men, let alone been up repeatedly.

" Virgin or not it's not a problem de 'em , the important thing is that he can be made a good wife and mother for the children of the mas later if it is married because if we look for the perfect will definitely not be able to de , ' he said , although all men want a woman who is a virgin for the mas is not important, love never looks at the lack of his partner if still see what his lack is not love his name is de but lust" mas Indra's speech makes me a little amazed because there are rarely people like this who want to accept the shortcomings of most receiving advantages than we have.

Not long mas Indra took out a cellphone from his pants pocket and showed a photo of his ex-lover, I think far from the word beautiful and only won white only , only I didn't say I was afraid of making Indra's feelings even more hurt

" this is the man de , not beautiful nose pug not kayak ade mancung just mas nerima he sincerely did not look at anything...Mas love him because he is also a simple woman different from other women ..." in fact what is said mas Indra is right , mas Indra's face is handsome his nose is sharp and his eyeballs are brownish like Caucasian people are not comparable to his partner.

there is much more I want to know about myself Indra why I know about him I feel comfortable and from what he tells me I believe because I am sure where possible mas Indra wants to lie to myself or Indra mas type like not a liar.

Mas Indra asked me back the question I asked him.

" Is there a girlfriend herself? " ask Indra to me which makes me shake my head immediately ...

" boro boro dating, no one wants to be close to me mas because I'm not beautiful and my look is like this mas see for yourself " I answered while drinking a sip of syrup I made for both of us

" ha kampung? where there are, Ade do not think like that it is precisely a polite woman with a way of dressing and appearing modest rarely in this day and age, mostly showing off her body and deliberately dropping her own self-esteem , ' he said , mas salut sama ade can take care of themselves, already beautiful smart again "praise Indra mas to me because it is the fact here average women dress openly and rarely who say polite.