My girlfriend, my mother's husband
Chapter 5 The Past

In the darkness of the night a woman was walking with a blank look without caring for a little girl who was now behind her. The woman continued to walk without looking back where the little girl kept calling out to her.

"Mama, Mama wait!"

But it seems that the woman cares about her hearing. But the little girl just kept calling and chasing him nonstop despite having to run until he fell, the little girl did not feel pain until the Mama stopped.

"Ma, Mama. Don't stay in Siren Ma, Siren is afraid it's dark, huh Ma, MAMA!" yelling Siren instantly waking up from his sleep, Siren fell silent recalling his dream. The dream is coming back, a dream that Sirens very much avoided. The dream often reminds him of the past who does not want Siren to be repeated.

"That dream, why come again. Mama how are you, huft I miss the same, Mama."

*

The atmosphere on the campus where Siren attended was seen busy preparing for the event for the anniversary of the University of the Nation. Every year the campus always gives time to the students/i prepare for the event. No exception Siren from the beginning of the morning he came to campus was busy with distributing brochures of the race that will be held at the campus event.

"Heh Siren, have you had breakfast?" ask Oliv

"Well, it's like a ball, hehe" Siren replied with a ruckus at the end

"Use it like again, it's definitely a belly, '" Oliv upset

Siren only smiled as he scratched his non-itchy head, Oliv pulled Siren's wrist to go eat in the canteen.

"Lo diem here. Let me buy the food."

Siren just quietly waiting for Oliv, Siren actually also hungry but he was lazy to cook breakfast at home, because usually he was always prepared by his Mama, but now the situation is different, but now the situation is different, Sirens must be more independent than ever, he must also prove if life itself Siren can.

"Well let's eat now, anyway You have to eat a lot of Sirens so as not to be skinny kerup gini," quipped Oliv

"Dih nice body gini called kempeng, very nice lo. Thank you for the food."

Oliv did not answer Siren's words he just laughed in satisfaction, to the point that he let out tears just for laughing at Siren. Until the voice of a woman calling Siren stopped Oliv's laughter.

"Siren."

Siren stared at the woman flatly, without any intention of returning the call.

"Siren, can I talk to you for a second, Mama?" anita asked, Yes the woman is Anita, she came to the campus just to meet with Siren and talk about the problems of the two of them.

"Eh Auntie, hello how are you? Sorry Aunt Oliv didn't come to the wedding, Auntie," Oliv distracted Anita

"Geez Oliv, we haven't seen you in a long time. Good Aunt news, Gak papa Liv anyways also his marriage impromptu so what it was. For a bigger reception maybe next time," Anita replied enthusiastically

"Uhukis. Water Liv water please take it sorry," Siren choked on her own food, upon hearing her Mama's remark to hold a larger reception.

Oliv immediately gave the Siren a drink, and also patted the Siren's back gently, until Siren stopped coughing.

"Lo not papa?" ask Oliv worried

"I'm not all right."

"Mama, what's the need?" ask Siren to Anita

"There's something you want to talk to me about" Anita said

Siren frowned when he heard his mother's words, what else to talk about. Everything is clear if Anita is married to Saga. Siren is lazy and tired if he has to constantly discuss the relationship between Him, Mama, and Saga.

"If anyone is talking, look him in the eye, this is your mother. Where is your manners as a student and child."

Siren rotated his eyes when he heard Papa's crazy voice it was "Haish, his handler appeared nih haha. Mam mending Mama went with this mad lecturer."

"Mom there's a need to be with you Siren, not with your Papa."

Brakes.

"Chicken uh chicken has a mother," surprised Oliv

"Woy has Siren Lo makes me surprised I know not."

Siren doesn't speak of Oliv, he

 just looked at Anita and left just like that, then after almost coming out of the canteen Siren turned around and called out her Name.

"Huft, Mam let's talk."

Anita gasps when she hears Siren's words, and goes after Siren regardless of where Saga calls her.

"Anita, hey Anita's back."

"Udah pak justin aja, after all they will not fight too, at most play Jambak - jubukan," said Oliv while feeding food into his mouth, Saga snorted when he heard the student's speech, which he said, then leave without saying a word. Oliv just shook his head, huh this one family drama.

*

In the garden that was quite silent, the two women of different ages were just silent without speaking a bit, no one started the conversation. It feels awkward when in reality they are a pair of mothers and children. Until eventually one of them decides to talk first, he will loosen his ego this time, remind him only for now, other times like his not.

"Udah nearly 15 minutes, wasted my time. If nothing matters, I'd better go."

"Wait, don't go. Mama just wants to say..." Anita's words were hanging, ah it was hard to say this. But this is her decision, it's for the sake of the happiness of her and the child in her womb. Although it was difficult he had to keep saying it.

"I'm sorry for you, but Mama is not a good mom to you. But Mama asked for help you stay away from Saga huh. Mama knows that right now Mama is very selfish, not even care about your feelings. Mama admitted this because she did not want the incident 19 years ago to repeat itself," continued Anita

"I mean the incident where I don't care, where I'm just a child who thrashed out for affection from Mama and Dad. But the truth is Mama left me and so did Dad who pushed me until my head was hurt and until now this scar is still there..." Siren stopped his words it was very painful to remember the incident when he was really injured by his parents.

"The scar on my head might go away over time. But the wound that Mama and Dad scratched in my heart is hard to lose, especially now Mama incised a new wound on top of an old wound that has not dried at all."

Anita who heard Siren speech stunned for a moment, it turns out that the incident 19 years ago was still a shadow for Siren. But not only Siren but himself was the same, the incident was really difficult to forget, maybe the incident had been swallowed by time but the wound left a mark so deep.

"Mama knows this is hard for you Siren. But Mama please this for the sake of your sister who is in the womb Mama, Mama does not want her to feel what you feel as a child, she does not have the slightest mistake. Mama hope you understand," please Anita

"Haha, it's funny this Mama. Not wanting him to feel what I felt as a child, Mama was so worried about the bastard child, but did not care about my feelings that Mama had made ruined from small even UNTIL NOW!" sentak Sirens

Plaque...

The sound of a slap was so loud in the silence of the garden, Siren laughed bitterly as he felt the heat and pain radiating across his cheeks. Did he say something wrong like that? But that's not the truth. Haih Siren forgot even though it was reality but he was always wrong anyway he was still considered a mistake in the eyes of those hypocrites.

"LO JERK."

SERIATE...