Love Is Not Enough
Chapter.13

Looking at the clock on the wall of his room, time has shown at 07:00.Luckily he was still on holiday so he did not panic because he was late for school.

The opening of the room window.It looks like the weather is not as bright as yesterday.The sun does not always show its light.Indeed usually, in contrast to other months, when December is the beginning of the rainy season on the island of Bali.

The girl looked back at the beautiful photo on her study table.Picture who else if not herself and Daniel.Decond December rain this time feels different.

Bening sat pensively in the window of his room while staring out.The shadow of last night began to fill his head.

Tears flowed back through his cheeks.For the first time he knew it was a heartache that was difficult to disappear just like that even though he had tried to accept.Toh he had time to think about it.He was afraid Daniel liked other people, he was afraid Daniel liked others, namely Widya.Now everything has been proven.Although it was once thought of, but the feeling of sadness, disappointment, heartache, still not spared.Mungkah this is called heartbreak?Love clapping one hand? For a child his age who is still sitting in the 2nd grade of High School, is this reasonable?

It is undeniable, when knowing the fact he was angry because he felt rejected even though he did not say his feelings to Daniel but should be the man he often called the brother was sensitive.He was angry, why not him? Why do you like other girls?

Is love not enough?Should he express his feelings first?so if he finds out, he'll consider his choice to date his best friend to keep his sister feeling?

It was fortunate that the point of rain began to sound so that his father or mother did not hear him cry.The sound of rain fell as if it would empathize with his sadness.

His phone rang.Bastian's name was plastered on the call screen.

He chose not to lift it.Even regrets are now present.Perhaps if he did not attend his family's event, he will not hear Widya's curses so he did not need to feel sad and heartbroken like now.

After seeing no more calls Bening grabbed his phone and sent a message to his mother.He wanted to tell his mother not to wait for him for breakfast.He would follow later.

The sound of knocking on the door sounded.

"Ben..ayo breakfast boy.."call his mother even though she has received a message from her daughter.

He looked at himself in front of the mirror.His eyes were red and puffy with eyelids that had swollen.He tried to press his eye bag.

Inaudible from the room, his mother chose to knock on the door once more.

"Ben.... Ben...open the door, son.." pinta the mother.

The girl panicked.He was ashamed to meet his mother.He was ashamed if he was caught by his mother, if he had just finished crying.Crying from heartbreak.

"Yes ma...I took a shower first ma.. bentar ya ma.." he replied choosing not to open the door.

"Hurry up, you have been waiting for it." said Ms. Melia.He began to think,tumben his son was late to take a shower.In the holidays even though he was always on the move like being at school every morning.Often he was waiting for them at the dinner table with already cleaning himself of course.

"Yes,ma..please tell papa it's okay first just breakfast, I have breakfast later, I come ma month..."Bening said with the reasons made.

Of course, the mother can catch from her voice and the reason that her daughter is not okay.

Miss Livia remembered last night when she came home that girl didn't say much, he will tell about his activities during his travels out even without being asked But last night he chose to just rest in his room.Tak asked what his mother immediately agreed to him to sleep.Maybe tired.Mind Bu Livia.

"Yes, Udah.but mama still waiting for you to have breakfast yes..mama Udah make cream soup bread your favorite loh kiddo.."the mother made Bening touched.

"Yes,ma... but I'm a little long huh, how ma? " tanyanya negotiate.

"It's okay.mama wait..."Answer Miss Livia.

Bening felt sorry for lying to his mother by saying she was coming all month.True not him.If you think what's wrong with her mother?It has nothing to do with his sadness.Then why are those targeted he shares the effect?

Even though his mother had time to mention him to stay alert about heartbreak, he should thank him for being reminded.

Bening reached for her kimono towel hanging near the bathroom.He rushed to take a shower immediately.How could he have been able to hide his sadness.He had to learn to do so.

He saw the aroma of lavender therapy in his bathroom and poured it into the bathtub.He chose to float in the bath up to relax his body that felt sore.Not from what he read, he chose to float in the bath, the feeling of heartache due to a broken heart is a psychic problem, but why does he feel that his physique also hurts?

Therefore he chose to soak for a while hoping that during the bath later he will regain his spirit.Hopefully he looks fresher.

Seeing his wife who came alone to the dining table, Mr. Cahyo began to ask his daughter.

"Your daughter ma?" tanyakanya.

"Still shower pa.. again dapet said.papa breakfast first yes..so mama who is waiting for Ben.." said Bu Livia.

"Oh.gitu.ya already.." Mr. Cahyo then took the bread and milk.

"Yes can.wah Ben's favorite ma ma.." said Mr. Cahyo who knew very well the favorite breakfast of the princess.

"Pa...later if he comes do not need to be asked what first?" said Ms. Livia.

Mr. Cahyo scrunched his forehead did not understand the purpose of his wife's words.

"What's wrong?"tanyanya.

"It's okay..cuma feeling I just pa.... it's like he again has a problem... last night came home not much to say.This also does not come to breakfast.But he really?" his wife asked her husband for his opinion regarding their daughter's attitude this morning.

"So, we don't have to ask him, what's the matter?"ask husband.

"I think so, p.a. later she must have told her own story." replied Bu Livia reassured her husband.

Not long after, the princess who was waiting for appeared with her smile.Smiles that look fake as if made to hide something.

"Well.seger really, son.."praise the father.

He just smiled hearing it.

"Why haven't you left yet?"he asked after sitting opposite his father.

"Yes... just want to leave.nunggnu rain stop first.Terus, there is a preoccupation with enjoying the soup bread made by mama... so yummy.pas really with the weather outside.."said Mr. Cahyo when in fact he himself wants to ensure the condition of his daughter after hearing his wife's complaint.

"Oh, yes pa..so maybe because of the rain too, cold.meaning I oversleep the wake.." Bening's story once again tried to make another excuse.

Both of his parents smiled at his story.

"Come, breakfast, son...mau mama pourin soupnya?"ask the mother.

"No need ma. let me just take it for mama" he refused and stood up to take a few spoonfuls of soup into his mother's bowl.

"Quite a boy." said Ms. Livia after she felt enough.

After taking the soup for himself, the two began to eat breakfast.

Mr. Cahyo looked at his daughter closely.Indeed there was a look of sadness emanated there.Sappeared from his puffy eyes and a clear gaze that seemed to be thinking of something.

"Son.... for a little afternoon if the weather is good, will you not find papa street?"ask Mr. Cahyo.

A moment of looking at him and thinking.

"Pope is not practical?"Reminds the father's schedule.

"Gak.papa tired really..papa need refreshing...But if you are busy it is okay. let papa go alone. because mama also can not nemenin.."Said Mr. Cahyo fishing his son.

"I'm not busy pa...I want.I'm also tired of it.. want to walk the road... thanks pa..." he said with eyes that have begun to glaze over.

"Thank you for what?"ask the father.

"Thank you... I'd like to take the road clear..."She wiped away her tears that had already fallen.

"Loh.loh...kok cry boy? Papa should be grateful to you. already want to be invited to go for a walk..it is not good if you go alone.there you will be exciting.." explained Mr. Cahyo.

Bening tried not to cry anymore.Entah why his tears can not be invited to compromise.Truly he could not hide his sadness when in front of his parents.

"Yes already.. if so end the breakfast yuk..."Ms. Livia gave the code to her husband by winking one eye a sign he was happy with the idea of the husband.He was very grateful her husband was very sensitive and caring for their daughter.

"Ma...I didn't go to the store.... Is that okay, right?"tanyanya.

"Oh, that?yes it's okay..you rest at home.Will if you get tired of calling just let mama pick you up.."said Bu Livia without persuading her to come along.

Maybe the girl needs me time even though she hopes Bening can accompany her in the store.Thus she can monitor it, too,but he still thinks positively that his only child can solve his own problems.