Hold On Or Let Go
55. Empty and Feels Empty

The next morning, Seruni who had been transferred to the treatment room since two hours ago, was now while nursing baby Love, who had just finished being bathed by the sisters.

Seruni was lucky, as a woman she included a fertile woman and her labor was always facilitated. Even Seruni was also blessed with ASI that could go out smoothly, a few hours after giving birth.

Thus, the four children of Seruni who were born normally all of it, also given exclusive ASI by Seruni. Even Seruni breastfeeds her children for up to two whole new years on the wean, because it happens that Seruni is a housewife so has full time for her baby.

Baby Love looks greedy suckling, until not how long, the tiny baby is full and back closed his eyes.

"Is Tata asleep again ma?" Mahmudi asked who was more pleased to call his youngest daughter with the call of Tata than Love, which to Mahmudi still sounded unsettling to her.

"Udah pa, already full of her," Seruni replied with a smile, gently wiping the tiny lips of baby Love with a special baby tissue.

"Here, let Tata papa move to the box," Mahmudi took baby Cinta from the Seruni decking, and carefully put the tiny baby to sleep in the baby box.

Mahmudi looked very affectionate to the tiny baby, the father of four children was always smiling when looking at his youngest daughter.

Mahmudi also looked more attentive to the wife, and after baby Cinta slept in the baby box comfortably, Mahmudi then approached the wife and began massaging her back slowly.

"What does my mom feel?" Mahmudi asked attentively, "does it still sting?" Mahmudi scrunched his forehead.

Seruni nodded, "if at all times sitting kayak gini, a bit painful pa," replied Seruni.

"Later papa told his doctor, to be given a drug that is suitable for nursing mothers," said Mahmudi.

And their conversation stopped, when there was a noise out there.

"Assalamu'alaikum,," said a greeting from outside that sounded crowded, and without waiting for an answer from the person inside the room, they all barged in.

"Mama," exclaimed Tsalis who was followed by his two older brothers, Arga and Alif. The three of them hugged their mother tightly.

"Sstt, mas, mas, don't be noisy? The younger brother just broke down," Mahmudi reminded, and the three adorable children nodded in understanding.

Behind them, Seruni friends and family also entered the room.

The VIP room that had felt Seruni was too spacious, now felt cramped and crowded.

"Nil, Wi. You guys wait outside first, last night, didn't you meet with Runi?" Pinta Rindi, because the room is crowded.

"Okay, last night we were just a minute, wasn't it Nile?" Reject Tiwi by asking for Nila's defense, and Nila nodded in agreement.

"Udah, already, let us be the fathers who wait outside" said the God who relented while inviting Doni to come out of the care room Seruni. Which was then followed by other husbands, including Mahmudi and their children.

Alif, Arga and Tsalis also came out, having previously had time to look at the sister who was asleep in the baby box.

Upon arrival outdoors, children go directly to the playground that is available at the clinic.

While the papa, choose to sit on a long bench that is along the corridor of the clinic. They seem to start chatting, and discussing various things.

Doni who was only a few moments outside with the fathers, then sneaked quietly and re-entered the treatment room Seruni followed by the Gods by throwing smiles at each other.

And arriving in the room, the two adult men laughed, because they had indirectly succeeded in driving Mahmudi out of the room. And the sound of their loud laughter, managed to wake baby Love, to make the tiny baby cry loudly.

Doni swiftly wanted to take the baby from the box, but the women immediately screamed and forbade him. "Don't Don!" Except for Tiwi, who remained calm looking at Doni who was about to hold the tiny newborn Seruni last night.

Doni pouted, "i'll be careful, I also know how to hold a red baby even though I've never had a baby?!" Doni Protests.

"Om Doni prigel knows that carrying a baby, my husband just lost to him," said Tiwi casually.

And sure enough, all made in awe when Doni lifted the tiny baby from the box and more to make all amazed, baby Love immediately stopped crying, he said, kala Doni brought her tiny body into her warm embrace.

"Oh Doni, so sweet are you? My heart melted Don,,,? If you had waited for me, I would have left my husband for you Don?" Rayu Rindi, to make the mother of two children immediately get a toyoran from the former.

"Anyway by the way!" Protesting the Gods, while others just shake their heads while chuckling softly, including his wife God.

"I am the ogah!" Reply Doni while sneering, to make baby Love re-open his eyes and start whining.

Rindi pouted, "not your bestie Don," her sulk, but Doni did not respond to her again because the mature man was busy calming baby Love.

"Love, shut up, son, no, it's the same papi, isn't it?" Persuade Doni softly in the ears of the tiny baby, but baby Love still whines.

"Bring here Don, he's thirsty again like his," Pinta Seruni.

Doni then gave the baby to Seruni, "you're thirsty son, want to nen mami ya. Do not finish yourself yes, later share the same papi," joked Doni, while releasing baby Love into the arms of Seruni.

"Print," God's fingers landed directly on Doni's forehead.

"Aw, pain Wa?!" Doni Protests.

"Wake up, don't worry?!"

"You Wa, can't see what her best friend is? Yeah, is it true that I'm still here Wa? Tomorrow too, it won't be like this again, will it?" Reply Doni.

"Oh Wa, how would you try the Uun love me nen, is not possible right? Except,," Doni paused his speech and smiled knotfully.

"Except what Don?" Ask Fina who is curious about the continued speech of Doni.

"Unless it's in a private place and it's just the two of us, Uun would. Isn't it Un?" And this time, not only the Gods, but Nila and Rindi also followed Doni's ears.

"Bad jerk!" Nila and Rindi cried together.

While the god who returned to clench Doni exclaimed, "Born weathered pervert!"

Fina, Tiwi and his wife God, just a smile.

Doni chuckled softly, and for a moment then looked at Seruni deeply. "Sorry Un, I'm just kidding." Lirih.

Seruni nodded and smiled, "I know you so well Doni, it's okay," Seruni replied with her shady gaze, which was able to make Doni's heart always calm.

And the whining sound of baby Love who despite being in the arms of the mother, made Seruni remember that her daughter must be thirsty and want to suckle. "You two, come out for a second. I want to breastfeed my baby" Pinta Seruni.

"We're going to sit on the couch there, there's no need to get out, right?" Kekeuh Doni who does not want to go far from Seruni and baby Love, which is only responded by the God by raising his shoulders.

The two adult men without feeling guilty went straight to the sofa, which was followed by his wife God and the others.

Seruni then breastfed her baby with her back to the sofa, and while breastfeeding baby Love,,, Seruni remembered the words of Doni to the God earlier, 'living me still here Wa, I have, tomorrow will never be like this again, right?'

"What did Doni mean? What, Doni's leaving for Jakarta? Dan, tomorrow? Is this fast?" Seruni monologued in silence, suddenly Seruni felt his heart empty and felt empty.

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Have you ever felt your heart empty

Have you ever felt your heart was empty

That's how it would be if it was left by the closest person, like something was missing.