
*****
I feel like my life this time is really shit. For God's sake, I feel like I don't have any more face right now. I really want to end my life so bad. Geez, the incident I screamed in pain earlier was not because my pain was getting worse, nor because I was stricken with other serious diseases. No, not because it's all.Play because....
God, I couldn't even explain the embarrassing incident just now. O Allah, the shameful incident was not only witnessed by Aro. But the doctor was guarding the night and also the nurse who handled me when I was in pain earlier. They all witnessed a tragedy that would probably leave a deep inner scar. Worse than the incident of wrong toilet entry yesterday. Just throw me in the swamp!
Shame, I chose not to get out of the bathroom first. Sitting on a closet while scooping my face is frustrating.
ARGGHHHHH!!!!
I can't do it anymore, God!
"Mbak Anggi, get out first, yuk! Doctor Raka is out. His girlfriend is also out. Ma'am Anggi came out first yes, inside is cold. Later Mbak Anggi more sick loh."
That's the sister's voice why it's so noisy. I don't know if this I've been to half-dead, because of the incident just now, uh even plus the nurse's brother. It feels like really wanting to eat people taste.
"Can it be, Sus? Mending sisters out there too!" throw me out ferociously.
"Can't do it, Ma'am. His mom's nitipin to sa-"
"Yes, it's up to you!" cut me off I don't want to listen to his voice again, "originally lo diem," I continued to cover my face in frustration with both hands. Foolish with manners, I don't care.
"His mom hasn't come out yet, Sus?"
Oh, that's Aro's voice.
Mampuss me!
How am I supposed to do this?
"No, Mas. I think, his mother is still ashamed of the same bloody scene earlier."
I immediately cursed annoyed, when I heard the sister who happened to be quite beautiful was talking about me. God fucking.
"Yes, Sus. The nurse can continue to work. Let my mama take care of."
"Member," call Aro after a moment of silence.
I gulped my saliva with great difficulty. I think I want to die. Huaaa.. I swear to shame, O Allah.
"Women, quickly open the door!" aro once again. His voice sounded flat, yet full of emphasis.
I choose to remain silent. There is no intention to open the door. For God's sake, I'm still not ready to meet Aro right now, still a tremendous embarrassment.
"Open the door or I'll break it, Anggita!" Aro's voice again sounded, and this time it sounded more resolute and did not want to be denied. But I still flinch.
"Signon! Don't make me lose my patience!" exclaim Aro once.
Oh naw. Doggone. Fucking me!
This time Aro's tone of voice really sounded like an angry person, and it was enough to scare me. Fearfully, I finally chose to open the door. Rather than him actually breaking down the door right? So I better give up.
After the door opened Aro immediately let out a sigh of relief. "Thank you" he said, nodding in relief.
I slightly frowned confused. Why is it so quick to change his attitude?
"I bought pads and underwear. You better change now. It must be uncomfortable, no" said Aro with a calm expression, while thrusting plastic filled with pads and underwear, "I don't know the size you usually wear, but hopefully can be used," added later.
I gawk.
Yeah, you guys are right. The incident that made me embarrassed half to death was indeed due to uninvited guests, which caused the mood of women to be erratic. You can laugh now. Please!
With a little reluctance, I ended up taking the crackle bag that Aro thrust out, then went back inside the bathroom. To wear something that I really hate. Yes, if not for what needs I would wear it. It makes it painful, uncomfortable, and feels very disturbing as well.
"Womens, are you okay?"
Aro is back. I'm braking stifled. My emotions are back. "Ar, can you stop? I'm having a hard time getting this 'nya' because of this damn infusion. So can you go to diem?" I shouted irritated.
Honestly, I was a little annoyed because Aro was completely silent in the next second. No, I mean, at least he answered something first dong, before in the end really diem. It's not just diem. Ngeselin.
It took me a little longer until I finally finished changing and came out of the bathroom.
"Udah?" ask Aro.
I just nodded, as a sign of response.
"I help" said Aro, putting his right hand on my shoulder.
However, I quickly put away his heavy sturdy hand. "What the hell lo? Don't look for opportunities in narrowness, yeah! Mode aja lo his work," ketus I then walk ahead of him to the bed.
"I just want to help. Because if I notice you look in pain."
"Not to get attention!" ketus me once again. Choosing to directly lay my body in bed with a curled position.
But suddenly Aro immediately straightened my legs. It made my stomach pain feel more.
"BEGO PAIN!!" I scream emotion. Both of my eyes had even glared sharply and prepared for Aro's rampage.
While Aro with his surprised face just blinked with his mouth slightly open. "I'm sorry, I didn't intentionally. For God's sake!" he said after a little bit of wakefulness. His face looks very guilty. Makes me a substitute who feels guilty.
"I'm sorry," said Aro.
I nodded, then curled up again, and this time I chose to go behind him.
"Why aren't his legs straightened?" ask Aro carefully.
"Lo's never seen your girlfriend when the moon comes again?"
"I don't have a boyfriend, girlfriend or any other relationship."
I automatically turned towards him, after hearing Aro's sentence. I blinked for a few seconds before finally cracking in annoyance. "Gue didn't ask you your status" I nodded as I shook my head. "OKAY. Lupain's! Your sister, isn't that it?"
"I don't have a sister."
"Ka-"
"I'm an only child, Anggita," cut Aro fast.
"Oh."
"So, why isn't it taken care of?" ask Aro, reverting to repeating the question.
"Make the pain worse."
"Is there no other way?"
Unconsciously I smiled. "There was. Usually if it is treated Bang Riki, so it does not hurt. But Bang Riki isn't here anymore. So let the pain lessen a bit huh, curl up."
"Doubt if I try?"
"Huh?" I gawk.
"I tried to elus your stomach" said Aro.
With firm movements I shook my head. "No need. Thanks. I slept" I said, covering my flushed face with a blanket.
God fucking. Why does my body respond so excessively. Lebays.
*****
I opened both my eyes. When I heard the voice of the cell phone that I believed was not mine or Bang Riki.
"sorry. Woke up because of my alarm, huh?"
I turned my head when I heard Aro's voice that was folding the prayer mat then walked towards me. "Is it better?" tanyanya.
I nodded slowly and cleared my throat, to ward off my nervousness that suddenly struck shamelessly. "You want to change again?" I asked, which this time confused me.
Huh huh?
Replace again?
Replace what?
"Pants in the same sanitary napkin, Anggita."
I immediately glared and choked on my own saliva. That's why the frontal mouth is so?
Aro twists into two lazy eyeballs. "I do not like to use terms that you will not necessarily immediately understand later."
Well, his mouth's back, gaes. There is no sweetness at all.
"Where do you want to change?"
I just opened my mouth to answer. Suddenly Bang Riki appeared from behind the door with a disheveled look. "Crazy tired," he lamented that immediately fell on the sofa.
"Recent back, Bang?" ask me with both eyes narrowed suspiciously.
Bang Riki simply replied with a frown.
"Hope to make a proposal for a meeting what do you people's children do, Bang?"
Bang Riki chuckled even with both eyes closed. "Take a water dive, Wat. I'm not exactly a guy who likes to lose money."
Aro clucked before making a sound, "Take a dive to drink water, which there are lo kelelelep times, Rik." Aro sneers. "Gue unplug it," he said as he patted Bang Riki on the back.
Bang Riki only answered him with thumbs up and unclear mumble.
"I'm saying goodbye, yeah. Cepet healed!" pamit Aro complete with a sweet smile at the corner of his lips.
Crazy one!
That's what just now?
*****
Tbc,