AN UNASSUMED WIFE
Back to work and college

There's no way I'm pregnant with Dhika's child and now I'm having a miscarriage, that can't be Radit's mas, no!!"

" Be calm baby you're calm first don't be like this, you just had an operation I don't want you why Napa nun"

" I don't care about Radit I just want my son back, I don't want to lose my baby-to-be"

" You're patient, it's all fate that you can't fight what God wants, and the person who harmed you has gone to prison so you're more relieved, right?"

" I wouldn't want the man who took my baby's life in jail to get his reward"

" I understand how you feel but Tiara is already languishing in a prison cell you should stay away from him because I am afraid he has not changed and continues to make you wretched"

" Tiara should be imprisoned for life never let her live quietly mas ,Tiara should feel what I feel"

" Patience, I'm sure you are strong pray that people who harm our families get a reward from God do not take revenge not good to say so leave everything to the almighty"

"hhhhhh, yes"

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Ever since I miscarried I've been daydreaming more sometimes I think of things beyond my logic that I intend to end my own life,but Radit continued to give me affection and attention that made me think twice about acting recklessly.

I began to feel the saturation of a house this big that was only accompanied by the mbok and mami, besides the state of mami has also been very much better than the day last day,mami's condition is getting fresher and starting to show positive things ,mami has now started to be able to stand alone even though she is still falling and assisted by a cane but it is a big change for us because she is gradually recovering from her health.

Now I want to feel the new atmosphere, I remember I had the feeling of college even though only until the first semester but I felt like I wanted to get back to the knowledge I wanted to pursue,from the beginning I aspired to become a veterinarian only when it happened after bad events happened to me that made my future destroyed,in the end, I married a man who had made my life a mess,but God wants someone else who married me for the sake of the child I bear and to atone for his guilt for torturing me has not changed with a handsome male figure who is quite established but he always covers up all his wealth and life as it is ,he has helped and saved the baby Candidate who was in my stomach to have a surrogate father until we got married I also continue to experience unexpected calamities the baby I bear has died because of the events that occurred makes me can't keep it, I'm sad ,angry and a little revenge against the perpetrator who made me miscarry but to eliminate my hatred that I mengikhlaskannya but to eliminate saturation and boredom really hard I terpa I increasingly feel saturation with my activities who just stay in the room without any activity means .

" You sure you want to go to college, not that you have been absent from your college long enough can you still go to college there?"

" I don't know mas I also don't know maybe it can still be mas, tomorrow I want to try to go to the campus where I went to college who knows my name is still listed as a student there"

"Yes it's up to you to do what you think is good, gold will continue to support as long as it's right"

"thank you mas"

"Yes but the problem you work again will not take much of your time later because you have to be smart to divide the time between college and work, are you able?"

" Inshaallah, my,Ainun can only continue to support my decision to go to college and work inshaallah I will share fairly between my time in college and remain a good wife and daughter-in-law for this family mas"

" Well, but where will you work later?"

" Don't know mas ,ainun is still confused whether Ainun asked for cooperation kak silvi again aja ya work in caffe he used to be mas ,can't you?"

" Yahhh mas anyway permitin aja you return to work at the place of Silvi just there are many bitter memories of you with the late Dhika are you able to work where you used to know Dhika?"

" Yes what is mas, mas people forget yes first in that place is also the first time we become mas"

"Yes, yes, I lost with you, tomorrow I asked Silvi first if there are still vacancies there and what position is right for you"

" Yes, thank you whatever the position for me is the same mas"