
Shouldn't the man go after Rea, then explain something? Maybe not to chase out of the house like in soap operas. Simply give a word of calm, patience or say if he will come to his house tomorrow. If that is not possible, at least Nando advised Rea to be careful. Yeah, that's it, simple right? No more, because Rea realized that Nando's mother deserves to know the real story first. She deserves to be the first person for everything. Good for getting an apology or explanation. Rea is just a meaningless stranger.
Until a few minutes Rea stood in front of the gate of the house Nando-waiting for the possibility of his close friend out. The man did not come. Not even sending a short message. Possibly forgot? Or is their conversation still a mess?
Realizing that he was like a piece of trash thrown in front of the gate. Rea started to move slowly. He has no intention to open the gojek application. All he felt was, vacillating indistinctly.
Rea was tired, when Arka ended his relationship badly. The wound has not healed. Tired of Nando too, even though they had only known each other for a while and Rea had heard a little of the conversation earlier, it felt like Rea could figure out what it all meant. Nando looks innocent, but his soul is mature, his needs are not just physical but also inner. So, want to be angry like Rea has no power.
Can't blame completely Bu Nindi who has a big hand in introducing them. Regina just breathed a sigh of resignation, so disappointed with the way of life she lived. What if the couple had to end up like this?
The man Rea met, both outside but not necessarily well inside. Rea had no idea which men were good in either part, perhaps only a few hundred were available in this world.
Back injured, for the time near, Rea had intended to strengthen his heart. It will restore confidence. He had found the wrong man twice. Maybe it's not a soul mate. But within a few months and Rea failed again, he felt ashamed. What mistakes have he made before, until two times in a relationship has not been successful?
Is Rea too picky? Is Rea too ordinary? Is Rea not worth fighting for? Or does he really deserve to have a friend in this world?
Unexpectedly, the day had already begun to evening. How far Rea had gone, he did not know. He only followed one straight path that seemed to lead to a large highway. Her legs were already feeling nothing more, the effects of her broken heart. He walked like a man without a life. Having an empty view that is easy to fool someone.
"Allahu akbar allahu akbar..."
Hearing the sound of Adhan reverberating, Rea's head finally lifted. He looked around him where he was. Large roads are so crowded, vehicle lights are starting to light up, and cold winds are blowing under the cloudy area. Rushing, Rea ordered the services of a green jacketed motorist. It didn't take long, he was already sitting on a seat and mingling with hundreds of humans on the street.
After going home, Rea will take a shower, pray and after that sleep. No matter the stomach that hasn't been filled since noon. All he cares about is the heart.
...***...
"Where from?"
"It's none of your business."
Aero nodded obediently as Rea was so fierce to reply to her question. The woman he had been waiting for for 30 minutes, had just come with the man who drove her up to the terrace. Why motorized men? Usually car? Thought Aero was confused as to why Rea had returned home in a two-wheeled vehicle.
"I want to see you."
"I don't want to take guests. Need a break."
"Unfortunately your guest was waiting almost an hour ago."
"It's none of my business." Rea tried to find the house key in the slempang bag worn. He had difficulty, because the size of the bag is small and the items in it are many.
"Is giving false hope your skill?"
The movement of Rea's hand that was about to enter the key came to a halt. He turned to the tall figure standing towering to his left, Aero leaning against the wall with his hands folded in front of his chest. Very relax.
"Not you guys, the guys who like good at the beginning, but the edges are just a hope at the end?"
"Waws. What's really being discussed here?" Aero had found disappointed and tired eyes on Rea's gaze. That's why he asked that.
"It's nothing. You better go. There's no benefit in visiting, neither for me nor for you."
"Related!" Jerky Rea hard.
"Your eyes show otherwise."
"If so, it's not your business."
"Sensitive."
"What did you say?"
Rea did not accept when Aero again whispered softly like he was addressing him. And his vigilance was reduced, slowly Aero managed to enter and now stands behind the door leaf. Quickly lock the house, and pocket a key that hinges a small doll into his suit pocket.
"Sensitive woman."
"What cares about you? We are grateful to be blessed with heart, to be happy and to grieve. Not like you guys who think without putting other people's feelings first."
"Don't feel the most sorrow." Cut Aero while sitting on the living room sofa. Rea invisible problem this foreign man entered the house. Or maybe because of the affected feelings, he became clear-minded?
"No, I am not." Shouted Rea defending himself.
"Yes, you are. Your anger shows that, not your mouth."
Rea was silent. His breathing went up and down like holding something. Both of his hands were clenched silently, as without any impingement.
"Sit down and drink. Your anger will not change anything. It will only complicate your problem."
"Don't you know!"
"I'm a Psychology Scholar, I know what level of anger you are at."
Whether there was a gust of wind from where, Rea said. He sat right in front of Aero with his hands still tightly clenched. Slowly his shoulders were leaned back, securing his sitting position and leaning his head that felt like exploding.
Arka and Nando, both are bad. They are the kind of men who attach importance to inner satisfaction rather than loyalty and trust. Of course Rea wouldn't clop with that kind of person.
"Is there any way to vent emotions without harming others?" Chirps Rea after a few minutes she just kept quiet.
"I ask you." Rea added as Aero just silently looked at him.
"There was. And it may not be your style."
"Who would know that's my style or not? If not tried?" Rea was challenging.
"You'll sweat, get tired and get sick."
Rea nodded ready. Makes Aero a little less comfortable if Rea agrees. But a sentence so piercing, it has become strong evidence that Regina Athalia is ready for it.
"There is nothing more painful and tiring than the pain of a broken heart." He said before leaving Aero on the living room couch alone - full of big question marks on his head.